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hi im aj and i love to write obviously. im finally 14^^ yippee. i change my mind alot on some stories and start them like wld fire. i never have enough stories and yet have to much. i can be very discrptvie w/ my stories depending on what kind of mood i'm in.[AND warning. i have very bad grammar. so i have been told....]I am out of the world wierd, abnormal, freakish, what ever you wanna call me.I dn't like being mean to those who dn't deserve it, and being rude is another I hate besides lying. A small harmless white lie is okay maybe, but sometimes even the little things are important so I wouldn't want to be lied to.


i am very insecure for years of being teased and taunted, but usually i would just brush it off and tell u to fuck off. i am not a very social person when out in the world or in public. online i still have some doubts of making friends. u could say i am just a ocnfused girl who is forced to grow up faster than she is suppose to do.


i do a lot more than anyone i know. cook, clean, do laundry, and babysitt. i dont care for it, but sometimes it becomes unbearable. before ic ouldn't control my problems so i had cut myself, but now i dont resort to that anymore. even though it is getting easier and easier for me to break. idky. maybe it is from all the stress that is causing it be w/e.


writing my stories helps my through the day and that is all i can really say to that. it helps me create a world where I am in CONTROL. and no one else. only i can control the outcomes, the characters. and through my stories each person shows a bit of my problems, a bit of my personality.


it is just me...


no one else.


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I am currently writing a now favorite of some people, I Want To Hear You Scream. Im debating wheter or not to make it into like a book series. Maybe. Just maybe. But if that happens who knows what will be on here....hm. -thinkings-


the tpyes of stories I enjoy to write would be paranoarmal romance. It is one of my most favorite things to read to. My favorite authors are SHERRILYN KENYON, J.R WARDS, LARISSA IONE, Keri Author, nora roberts, Kate Douglas, Lyndsay Sands, L. J Smith, and Amanda Ashely.


hair colour: dark brown
hair length: short, up to my shoulders
eye colur: really dark brown [looks black]
height: 5'4 1/2'
braces: nope
glasses: yes for distance
piercings: ears, nose [soon eyebrow]


i want children and a hubby and hopefuly [fingers crossed] that i will become a well known author.
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My Stories

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My journal entries

  • this suxs. all my friends but nicole are dating [cuz nicole willl like never date a guy i bet]. sad how everyone can find love but i cant. all the guys i know mostly are either online which i refuse to have an online relationship unless the person lived close and i actually see that person. 1 all the guys are ass
    November 6, In Love, Personal thoughts, Romance.  200 words. 1 comment, Add one?
  • im content for the moment. 1 hm..lets see how long that will last. 2 maybe my writing will help me. 3 im just sitting here, 9:18pm in the u.s. randomly typing away, since i have nothing better to do and i dont feel like writing any of my stories. i haven't written much lately now that i think about it..h
    October 10, In Adivce, Personal thoughts.  300 words. Make first comment?
  • i feeel like im jst to nice to people i let them step on me and i dont do anything about it. and it is a just a thing with me. i can never stand up for myself and i have all these people yelling at me. i just hate be yelled at. it makes me feel so small. so stupid and unimportant. i want to go back to hurting myself

Guest Book

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  • Angel21361 : Thanks on September 23
    Hi thanks for the help. I think i put it that way it's just in the other chapters. Go ahead and email me if you want
  • Angel21361 : Hi on September 14
    I'm new to this sight. my freind said that i have some real talent and that i should write. I'm actrally 13 but i wanted to put an age that i would be abale to see other stories. Cheak out my story.
  • emoxxchic : hi! on July 24
    omg u NEED to continue 'I Want To Hear You Scream'. I LOVE IT!
  • necessary evil on July 14
    hey please keep writing 'I Want To Hear You Scream' it is a really good story!

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