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Hullo all!

Not that I expect many people to ever see this, but, for those who do stumble here, welcome.

Uh...
I don't really know what kinda stuff to write here, a welcome seamed appropriate but I don't know what else to say.


I can't spell. So if you fell here by mistake and care to correct my horrific spelling, please, be my guest. I'll fix it if you tell me how to.

Let's see...
I like writting but, as you can tell, I'm not all that good at it. I also like to draw, I'm also not good at that. Yet I continue to do both...*shrug*

I'm an anime/manga/video game fangirl. I can't deny it. I have my favorites and I view/play them at any time I can. So do most of my friends. You know those freaks you see walking down the street cosplaying for no good reason? Yeah, that's us. No worries though. It's not as though anime is my life or anything, so, I can avoid the subject when I need to.... I might call you a charector behind you back, but that's about it.

I read too much and it has affected my views of reality. *shrug* Happens I guess.

I like musicals, I've only seen a few and only on video *sobs* but I love all the ones I've seen thus far. ^_^

In truth, I only figure out what to put on here by reading other peoples pages. *Sora smile* (If you recognize Sora, congrats, if not, his smile fills most of his face and he looks like a shy idiot. Google image if all else fails ^_^) Go me? I can't even write about myself without looking at someone else first... *sigh*

Er...
I've got nothing else to say really...

^_^
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Let me rephrase, I have nothing else to say about ME. But I have ALOT to say. MOst of it makes no sense in the world. It often involves characters with no story, a story with no main character, an antaganist lacking the protaganist or a problem with no one to solve it. I have characters who are cheating by not revialing all the important details and others who just aren't interesting. I have 10,000 (exagerating) ideas but I never finish them. I have a pile of conversations that I've heard in my "near sleep" having nothing to do with reality but, like all converstino you only catch a glims of, they can't be used for much, and yet, they are so intersting. Too often I will be going through the stories in my mind and realize that a character moved without telling me and so there is re-writing to be done.
*sigh* I can't handle all the tales in my mind and yet they refuse to leave. I have 10,000 ideas and 10,000 characters you may use if you need them, but I expect them back someday and, if you already have a story to write, than in all likely hood, what I tell you of them will only be enough to help you discover a character of your own. Send me a note if you wish, if you ever even see this.


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I'm twice as cynical as you may think.
I'm twice as sad as you may think.
I'm twice as paranoind as you may think.

I may be twice all that and more, but
At heart we are all actors/actresses, and
With that skill we are all born with I aim to apease the world.

No sorrow for me, I don't deserve to be sorrowful.
No paranoia for me, I don't deserve to be paranoid.
No pain or anguish for me, I don't have any reasons for any of it.

So behind these 7 masks I will hide.
Keeping everyone else safe.
While I slowly die from the inside out.



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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
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FEAR MY RANDOMNESS!
If you've made it this far, you're doing well. ^_^
Now, what can I blab about done here? *deep thought*