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- Take Fifty Aspirin and Call Me In the Morning at allpoetry
Webmd said that twenty Aspirin was enough
To kill a one hundred and twenty pound woman - Scar Stained at allpoetry
I am the girl with the scar staining my face
The one you saw standing in the cold rain - Shrink Wrapped at allpoetry
I used to think you were
the sun, the moon, and stars - A Puzzle of Fragments at allpoetry
We sit in a circle in a small white room
Drifting away - Bandaids for the Heartbroken at allpoetry
We sit in a circle in a small white room
as we try to ignore the motivation posters - Fractured Family at allpoetry
She's more fragile than the petals of the violets in her grandmother's yard
At seventeen she still wears a plastic hello kitty necklace around her neck - Impulse Control Disorder at allpoetry
A lightning flash
of a neuron firing - After The Attempt at allpoetry
I thought it would be easy and painless
Like going to sleep after a long day - The Art Of Suicide at allpoetry
Slumped over the broken chair
Wearing nothing but an oversized T-shirt - You'll Never See Me Now at allpoetry
The weight peels off me
Like the skin off an orange - Faithful Lies at allpoetry
You faithfully tell me
that I'm not going crazy - Grab My Hands and Yank Me Back at allpoetry
That no one else is able to see
Was no longer even there - The Pull of Insanity at allpoetry
Grab my hands and yank me back
I'm losing my grasp on reality - A Girl I Thought I Knew at allpoetry
The other day I looked in the mirror
And saw a stranger staring back at me - I Am at allpoetry
I am a piece of antique and delicate china
Hurtling towards an unforgiving ground - A Perfected Hell at allpoetry
Five AM and the world is asleep
But sleep is for those who aren't - Stolen From Sanity at allpoetry
He turned to me and said those words that hurt so bad because I knew they were true - Manic Poet at allpoetry
Frenetic pounding of thoughts Rushing through my head - Psychotic Thief at allpoetry
Sometimes I wonder If I'll ever be able - Tales From the Laundromat at allpoetry
Sitting in the laundromat Curled up in a ball - Early Morning Anorexia at allpoetry
Waking up at three AM the darkness outside pressing into my room - Thought You Cared at allpoetry
I told you I didn't feel well you just told me okay - Empty Inside at allpoetry
Skin is tinged yellow Breaths come in too fast - But Then You Told Me You Loved Me at allpoetry
When you kicked me till I fell down Until I could taste the blood in my mouth - Above Saving at allpoetry
Rough tree bark under my finger tips Legs shaking too hard to hold me up - I'm Still Your Daughter at allpoetry
I heard what you said yesterday When you complained to the therapist - Fractured Kaleidoscopes at allpoetry
Faces blur by Up and down the hall - Flat LIning at allpoetry
You pull down your sleeves in front of your friends - Schizophrenic Holidays at allpoetry
The happy of chatter of relatives grinds the truth in my face - Chasing Sanity at allpoetry
Have you ever felt straps tightening around your wrists - Journey Into Insanity at allpoetry
Was I Ever Normal… Before it started when I was a little girl - Failure to Thrive at allpoetry
Maybe I was just born to a world - Survival of the Scarred at allpoetry
It's just that when I put the sharp tip - Broken Down Bulimic Beauty Queen at allpoetry
I am that beauty queen that you saw on the runway looking perfectly put together and gorgeous - DOA (Dead On Arrival) at allpoetry
My brain is going on a rapid fire sequence, Spitting out random words, images, and thoughts - Truth and Lies at allpoetry
The truth hurts, but lies kill. - Keeping The Charade at allpoetry
The upside down and now broken chair stands as a silent witnss - The First Thing at allpoetry
The first thing I saw was the bars on the window, the second the man in the hospital gown - Handle With Care at allpoetry
I am a piece of china about to fall off a shelf - This may impair your ability to operarte heavy machinery at allpoetry
You pop the pills one after the other there's the Tegretol and Celexa - Side Effects at allpoetry
I was sexually abused for five years from the time I was five, - Dying Alive at allpoetry
Stumbling through the day, in a haze of thoughts about only you - Torn Trust at allpoetry
I was at the verge of falling into a black hole I was sent in your direction - Talk to Me Again at allpoetry
Your acidic last words echo in my head I don't care about how cold you were - Robbed at allpoetry
She lured me in her home With promises of games and barbies - Beautiful Liar at allpoetry
"No, I already ate lunch" She says as she remembers the last time she ate - Suicide Attempts Are For Real at allpoetry
No. I'm not just trying to get attention. - Saving Myself at allpoetry
They should have known They should have seen that something was wrong - [ Haunted by voices no one else hears ] at allpoetry
Haunted by voices no one else hears Controlled only minimally by medications, - Overmedicated? at allpoetry
Hands shake as I open the sixth pill bottle This medication's for the mood swings - Old Tricks at allpoetry
A ravenous hunger rips through you The beast of hunger lies within - No One Can Save You at allpoetry
Over and over I go through the same motions, I run for the window - Hell Bound at allpoetry
I am an angel that's fallen from the sky I'm an angel headed down, down, down - Hallowed Out Inside at allpoetry
slowly suffocating drifting under - Body Betrayed at allpoetry
You will reach perfection You will get skinny - What If? at allpoetry
What if. / What if I never knew, / What a grown man looks like without clothes? / What if I never knew what it felt like / To have sex at age nine? / What if I never knew the way sexual abuse can shred apart / The - Wasted Remains at allpoetry
Another diet pill / Slid down my throat / Another skipped meal / To make me feel in control / Another finger / Slipped past my mouth / To rid myself of my food / And my pain / Another lie to mask the truth, - Cruel Jokes at allpoetry
Standing on a roof / Four stories in the air / Rain drops pelt my body / I’m drenched in water / Drenched in pain / Drenched in memories / I’m going insane / Tried to cut / It doesn’ - Breathing Poison at allpoetry
Pulsing in your ears, / Feel the poison run through your veins. / Breathe in, / Breathe out, / Heart is a butterfly in your chest, / Beating it’s wings, / Trying to get free. / - Anorexia; My Evil Best Friend at allpoetry
I was a scared little girl, / Helpless and impressionable, / When you offered out your hand to me. / I reached out and clasped your palm / And let you reel me in / That is how you came to be my intoxicatingly evil b - Let's Pretend at allpoetry
Please god, / Tell me I’m dreaming / Lie to me / Let me languish in denial / Let’s pretend that this all never happened / Let me be blind to the pain / I’ll stay in this blurry haze of not knowing / If it was r - [ Another silent tragedy took place last night ] at allpoetry
Another silent tragedy took place last night / Another teenage girl tried to take her own life / She thought she was a lost cause / and too big a burden on her parents / She was tired of bouncing in and out of hospita - My World, And Welcome To It at allpoetry
Welcome to my world / welcome to my hell / welcome to the inside of my head / where you can view my innermost thoughts and feelings / by scrolling down the screen. / On these pages I've churned out my guts / empti - Home Visits at allpoetry
I thought this is what I wanted / I'm home on a visit / from the residential treatment program / that I've lived at for the last year / I should be happy, / I should be thrilled / I should be having fun / but I - Where I'm From at allpoetry
Where I’m from it matters how much I weigh / Where I’m from how much I eat is of vital importance / And needs to be recorded meticulously / Where I’m from an ice cream cone is cause for extreme panic and guilt / Wher - How Would You Feel at allpoetry
You think you know exactly how I feel / you think you can sympathize / you think all the junk I've been through / is not a big deal / well let me ask you some questions / and I want you to listen / and really try - Swallowed Up at allpoetry
The world does a slow dance around me / The screaming reverbrates through my ears / Images flicker rapidly / as usual I can't tell / if they're real / or inside my head / Dad wants me to snap out of it, / act l - Locked Inside at allpoetry
The door slams shut behind me / I hear the clicking of the lock / My heart starts beating faster / My stomach’s twisting up in knots / There’s screaming in the background / The windows are too thick to break / The - Struggles and Troubles at allpoetry
Arielle D. Came back last night / Her arms wrapped up in gauze / They took away her clothes and shoes / Stuck her in a hospital gown / Another girl another trouble / Another story filled with struggle / This one o - [ This disease is killing me ] at allpoetry
This disease is killing me / This intoxication is thrilling me / It’s an addiction / This feeling of an incredible high / I’m dancing around the hunger pangs / The dizzy spells / And the chest pains / I’m prayin - Infected Grace at allpoetry
I once was found but / Now I’m lost / Floating through this hell that goes on for an / Eternity / Can’t you come and rescue me before it’s / The / End / Don’t you remember I used to be that / Girl with g - Playing with Ana at allpoetry
Come dear child / Yes you, / The one with the out of control life / And feelings of confusion / Stumble into my arms / They’re open and waiting for you / I will protect you from all the change and uncertainty / - Lie to Me at allpoetry
Lie to me and tell me everything is all right / Lie to me and tell me it'll all be okay / Lie to me and tell me no need to lie awake at night. / Lie to me and tell me life doesn't suck. / Lie to me and tell me every d - Searching For Sarah at allpoetry
Sarah was my best friend ever / She promised me it would be forever / So I’m lying here in this toxic nightmare / Waiting for her to come back / And fix my dreams that she shattered / I watched her drift away from m - Raped Innocence and Empty Stares at allpoetry
Yesterday I asked the doctors / When my daughter will be well again, / When will her blank stare / Lose it’s glazed over sheen of emptiness? / When will she stop shaking? / When will the syringes of medications / - Loving and Hating Dad at allpoetry
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading / I'm so sick and tired of all the needless beating / when it's me you hit and punch and kick / and me you touch with your disgusting dick / I can turn around and pretend it' - Leather Couches at allpoetry
You guide me in / and smile a beaming smile / tell me to sit down / on another one of those / lovely leather couches / "So how do you feel today? / What's on your mind? / Anything you'd like to share with - Broken at allpoetry
Welcome to my nightmare / Where I stand alone in this world so cold / Coming undone / Breaking into pieces / / I’m running blind / Down a dark street / Running from the animal I have become / Wishing someon - What's Left? at allpoetry
After all the water has cleared out, / and all the damage has been done / What's left? / Who am I? / I am the little girl that was / physically and sexually abused for five years / I am the ten year old who starve - [ I walk around on eggshells ] at allpoetry
I walk around on eggshells / not knowing whether I'll be spending / another long night / sitting in a hard plastic chair / next to my daughter's gurney / in the pediatric ER / Not knowing how it will happen / w - Mirror, Mirror on the Wall at allpoetry
Mirror mirror on the wall / Please listen, / Heed my call / I used to be so tiny and small / And now I’m gross and ugly / I can’t stand myself at all / Mirror, mirror on the wall / It’s been three days since I’ - Damaged Goods at allpoetry
/ / / I’m damaged goods / My smile is so plastic / My arms are so bruised and sore / From all the times hospital staff / Held me down on the Quiet Room floor / My world crumbled down around me / Over t - Soothing Insanity at allpoetry
Reality is cold and bitter / but you push and cajole me to stay focused / I struggle hard to ground myself in your reality / but in the back of my head / a vacuum of voices roars / pulling me away from this harsh co - Tell Me at allpoetry
when you cracked my legs opened
and violated my most private parts
did you think I wouldn't mind just because I was only seven - So Am I Guilty at allpoetry
So am I guilty?
I wished you were dead. - Time is Growing Thin at allpoetry
The clock on the wall ticks on,
Time is growing thin - Let Me Go at allpoetry
I want to stop thinking, stop breathing, stop feeling, but I'm being held hostage in this realm of the living. - Fractured Wings at allpoetry
I'm just not ready to face the world, I'm to emotionally fragile and vulnearable. I'm like a piece of delicate china that won't survive on
