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- Column: suicide at allpoetry
- black corners keep secrets safe at allpoetry
she saved her last part of light
just to shine in dark times - it'll be always me to blame at allpoetry
I'm not beautiful
I'm not smart - love is the pain she feels at allpoetry
so she puts up her make up
bright colors while they should be dark - the mistake that took a life at allpoetry
I asked for some distance
some time to think - am I forgotten at allpoetry
weeks have past
lying days awake - the depths in my eyes tell you to forget me at allpoetry
you found out the truth
when you looked into my eyes - Column: summer at allpoetry
yeah I totally look forward to the summer, but I really am scared. - sister why can't you love me? at allpoetry
I'm always so happy
so happy to see you again - my little white china at allpoetry
I fall down on my knees
praying for God to save me - all you said were lies at allpoetry
you said they would heal me
but they don't - Column: panic attacks, anti-depressants at allpoetry
I dunno, it's about something I found out about my panic attacks, wanted to write about it so I won't forget it. don't mind the grammar faults - can't let you go at allpoetry
so afraid of losing you
so afraid to let go - make it hot at allpoetry
today is so cold
so come over baby - thinking about love at allpoetry
fall for you
just cause I'm lonely - surrender at allpoetry
2009, happy new year?
I just still don't want to be here - sleepless for you at allpoetry
I can't sleep anymore
I can't eat anymore - love is lost at allpoetry
I'm afraid I can't love
I'm afraid my heart is lost - then leave me, I love crimson at allpoetry
crimson crimson crimson
streaming down my arms - 4 long days at allpoetry
4 long days
of loneliness - I need it, I need it at allpoetry
you make me laugh
you make me happy - would you ever care? at allpoetry
just let me cry
just let me cut - fall depression at allpoetry
the sun has gone
away again - I'm a bitch at allpoetry
you should stop crying
find a life or love or something - on my own again at allpoetry
left alone
because I was boring - without you my life is over at allpoetry
you make the skies
a lot more brighter - progress at allpoetry
this time
I get the toughest battles - leaving is wrong at allpoetry
I left my dad
I left my friends - it's always about you at allpoetry
by you, I feel used,
abused, - silence is scary at allpoetry
everything is....sooo silent
what's happening? - I WON'T follow you into the dark at allpoetry
how much I lost you
everyday I feel lost without you - forgotten at allpoetry
and here I am
being eaten by darkness - what I had to be at allpoetry
I should be creative
I should be smart - stop reminding me at allpoetry
stop disturbing me
please get out of my life - don't force me at allpoetry
you buy lotsa food
just to tease me - not who you want me to be at allpoetry
I don't have much friends
my grades ain't that high - relapse at allpoetry
4days of depression
4days of isolation - grounded at allpoetry
here I sit in my room
wondering about life - don't leave me at allpoetry
as you stroke my cheek
I try to keep my tears from rolling - nothing more mothing less at allpoetry
here we lay
almost sleeping - what am I doing? at allpoetry
what am I doing?
why am I here? - time passes slowly at allpoetry
every day I watch the time go by
hoping for something to change - OMG, what a wemo at allpoetry
yeah check your hair out
is it good enough? - daddy at allpoetry
daddy dear
I hated you for 2 long years - done something wrong at allpoetry
yes, I've cheated on you
yes, I enjoyed it - passion at allpoetry
passion flows through my veins
while we go to your room - ... at allpoetry
woah, life is trying
to help me out of this mess - parents at allpoetry
abandoned, 5 years old
picked up from the ground, a week later - a new year at allpoetry
a year of scars
a year of silent tears - whisper whisper whisper at allpoetry
windows windows windows
so useful - you're such a liar at allpoetry
so you pretended to love me
so you thought every girl liked you - urge at allpoetry
just one
one more - more than this at allpoetry
this is more than just a slice
in your willing arms - one simple choice at allpoetry
she felt depressed
thought she might do something against it - a whisper in the silence of your speaking at allpoetry
the heart bleeds on
while words like daggers keep slicing it - I'm so simple (they think) at allpoetry
dancing around on hiphop music
crying and screaming along with screamo music - the end like you want it at allpoetry
you tell me who I am like I asked you to - questioning life at allpoetry
there must be a purpose in life but all we get are misfortunes - broken voice, pain of a returning past at allpoetry
this blank page was your only support - it doesn't get better at allpoetry
afraid to breathe cause daddy told her not to - power they have at allpoetry
family, they say has got it's power - lonelyness is a killer at allpoetry
Fridaynight, everyone's going out she's just watching television - being forgotten at allpoetry
talking to someone who's never listening - still living, because I can't leave at allpoetry
when you knew about me thinking about killing myself you asked me if I would write a suicide note - my message to some people at allpoetry
years go by but life isn't changing - thinking the past away at allpoetry
sometimes she needs to talk but she's completely silent - still heartbroken at allpoetry
my heart's broken by someone I don't know this much - pain of living at allpoetry
so much confusing voices filling her head - signals at allpoetry
I felt loved for the first time in 3 years - something I can never have? at allpoetry
I have 2 addictions the first one is called cutting - what am I doing?! at allpoetry
wrists covered in scars pretending like I understand why - [ just the proof ] at allpoetry
just the proof is all I need - waiting for you to kill me at allpoetry
I need something to hold on to just to stop me from thinking - you're our jigsaw falling into place at allpoetry
hush, little baby you don't have to cry - .. at allpoetry
love is, strangely said not a feeling in her world - my bf4l, I'm sooo gonna miss her at allpoetry
without her I couldn't breathe - I can't feel emotions at allpoetry
bleed bleed bleed is all I can think about - alone without the solution at allpoetry
you see them every day they are a part of your life now - what's wrong with them? at allpoetry
I watch tv with my sister when a white girl says something, - rooftops at allpoetry
they fascinate me in a really sick way - shut up! at allpoetry
they say I'm gothic I said I'm emo - Column: the great escape, an escape from the psychologists:P at storywrite
- the past is hunting me at allpoetry
it's been a while that I saw you, looked into your eyes - ............... at allpoetry
getting drunk isn't the only option and by cutting things only get worse - blood everywhere at allpoetry
pick up the knife let's end this life - the influence of the past at allpoetry
I live with the past because lots of things were hidden - crimson ribbons and relieving lullabys at allpoetry
the point of turning is the point where everything changes - right things in life at allpoetry
I always look through someone else's eyes - family at allpoetry
I always wanted to have a younger sister just to show her how a sister should be - holding on at allpoetry
I have 10 days to hold on - emptyness at allpoetry
I should be happy not feeling depressed any more - the fish and the see at allpoetry
I'm floating trying to stay under water - my friends at allpoetry
my friends help me through the day - why not? at allpoetry
just let me die I don't want this life - freakin'life, I don't want you at allpoetry
I'm mad at my parents for making me without thinking - bleed the pain away at allpoetry
washed away through the bathroom's sink - it breaks my heart so much at allpoetry
the first time I saw you I was thinking: why is he staring at me - 11 weeks of raising addiction at allpoetry
week1 I don't know what I'm doing week2 I'm getting more depressed - we are going to be friends at allpoetry
I found her she was lying on the ground - it's repeating at allpoetry
the stars in the sky
I don't see them shine any more - our body of scars at allpoetry
it's becoming overwhelming it's everywhere - what I'm making of my life at allpoetry
let me be me flying higher to find some air - disease unknown at allpoetry
one moment it's like this dark and depressed - this will never end at allpoetry
I don't know what happened that moment - should I just loose control? at allpoetry
losing control they say - I want depression at allpoetry
the disease of loving you they say there is a cure for it - walking backwards at allpoetry
the sound of it is like music to me - we don't fall anymore at allpoetry
you're staring straight into my soul when I put my knife on one of my wrists - an ordinary day at allpoetry
while someone else is having fun some people are feeling guilty - her problem, called me at allpoetry
I can see her think why did I made this problem - end my life please? at allpoetry
I'm thinking of a day a day I can be missed - I'm living lies at allpoetry
I live to perfom the lies - 2 minutes at allpoetry
it takes 2 minutes for the microwave to cook my dinner - everyone leaves at allpoetry
they escape from her labyrint because there are too many ways - life it's difficulties at allpoetry
kill myself to keep on bleeding or try to live a life in lies - depression disease at allpoetry
woke up this morning with happy latin music - why do I keep on loving you? at allpoetry
I love you I don't know why - my mum at allpoetry
... - party? at allpoetry
we were talking just talking - untitled at allpoetry
I was just wondering why does everyone - I'll try to breathe without you at allpoetry
since you know it you don't want to be part of my life - Column: my seven sins(I'm being selfish, it's about me...) at storywrite
sorry I'm so selfish everyone, don't really mean to be selfish! - Column: being skinny? at storywrite
...? - start living your life, mum at allpoetry
I know you don't want to fall into oblivion but you already fell - I can't pretend any longer at allpoetry
I start to smile everytime I see you - [ it's dark ] at allpoetry
it's dark too dark to see - why do you leave? at allpoetry
you're our best friend sharing thoughts - pieces of me (part 2) at allpoetry
I laugh I cry - summer begins! at allpoetry
... - [ I need to be thin ] at allpoetry
I need to be thin because ana said so - group therapy at allpoetry
we're all talking about how we feel but I try to be silent - [ today was the day that: ] at allpoetry
today was the day that: I fucked up my english test - wine at allpoetry
they were talking about wine and it was all sooooo boring - losing control at allpoetry
the glass fell out my hand seeing the splinters at my feet - imaginary at allpoetry
I try not to love you but my desire burns - you're my mission impossible at allpoetry
I keep walking this path that's going nowhere - love confusion at allpoetry
we are friends for so long and now I'm beginning to feel more - tonight the cat comes alive again at allpoetry
.....go read for yourself
- [ I was just wondering ] at allpoetry
I was just wondering how it felt - I still don't know at allpoetry
I still don't know if I love him I still don't know if I should be alive - letting all my hate out! at allpoetry
my life-fire burned out so they say - my sickness at allpoetry
I'm getting sent to this group of people just like me - last tuesday at allpoetry
it's like this disorder you're not able to stop it - my life-train at allpoetry
driving through the darkness of the falling sun seats in front of me: empty - their innocent child at allpoetry
hear them yell hear them scream - [ you drown in year ocean ] at allpoetry
you drown in year ocean of suffocated tears - your pathetic suicide try-out at allpoetry
you stop screaming, because you know no one would hear you you try to dry your eyes - you can't heal a dead soul at allpoetry
this knife it was my first addiction - this is it at allpoetry
this is it baby why can't you see - trying to stop cutting? at allpoetry
it's like all your enemies having a gun in hands and you want to die - you left me at allpoetry
we were there kissing in the dark - sickness of death at allpoetry
he died because of the cancer at a point that he was really alive - my own personal thoughts (not really a poem) at allpoetry
... - no one would help at allpoetry
I was reaching out my hand hoping someone would grasp it - the harassing razor at allpoetry
feeling down and depressed hearing my razor scream for attention - your bright eyes turned black at allpoetry
I love you more than anything when I see the sun shine in your eyes - open those eyes of you at allpoetry
looking at the rain outside thinking about how many people are crying that much water - her own fantasyworld at allpoetry
she's living in an fantasy world putting every creature she loves together - [ she feels like she's frozen inside ] at allpoetry
she feels like she's frozen inside all the pain she has to hide - you stole it at allpoetry
you stole it my favourite cd - why did you needed to end this life? at allpoetry
you look at your hands all red from the blood that keeps bleeding - 1year and 1month at allpoetry
I never wanted any contact with you since the end of everything bad - your history at allpoetry
when it's dark and cold outside you wonder, - [ these are my hopes and fears ] at allpoetry
these are my hopes and fears the tears that run of my cheeks - [ we understood eachother ] at allpoetry
we understood eachother like we were best friends - I thought you would love me at allpoetry
why didn't you tried to help me when I was almost dead - longing for the night at allpoetry
as I wake up I'm longing for the sun to go down - your changing every part of you at allpoetry
when you smile, I suffer every piece of me falls a part - dining with the devil at allpoetry
you talk so loud your mouth wide open - let me at allpoetry
let me bleed till there's no blood left let me love you till the end of my death - beautiful red at allpoetry
feeling freedom, feeling joy these red lines on my arms - you never noticed at allpoetry
you never noticed I felt darker than ever you never noticed the scars on my arms - feeling of freedom? at allpoetry
standing on this cliff wondering how it would feel, jumping of it - you me and my razor at allpoetry
I look into your eyes you look to my arms - stop all this at allpoetry
Why can't I stop this? stop thinking stop crying - changing at allpoetry
My life was something people could only dream of I was every day happy, I loved everyone around me - expierence of dad's selfishness at allpoetry
Your blue eyes, they look so much like mine Your red hair, you're trying to feel fine - go at allpoetry
I'm ready to go To go there and live in this endless blackness
