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  • It's the nicotine when i scream at sharepoetry
    she saw, / two / passing figures in the dark behind the car, / breathing , heaving, so ever feverntly / searcing for the sex that eluded them all / / watching them carefully / though afraid to be seen / she couldn't help but put her han
  • Comfortable at sharepoetry
    / / The medicine settles / In comfortable pills / Strewn across my room / It never soothes the chills / It’s the pain that kills / It’s the dark that fills / Void spaces in my mind / When I count to ten / To forget the time / Such
  • Farewell at sharepoetry
    / / Farewell, my heart / to better days / Farewell my lover gone / Found a way to escape your pain… / Your final damage done / And farewell, my heart / To cheap blue skies / As the color fades / From out your eyes / As we draw in
  • Dorothy was right at sharepoetry
    / / I’m done with life / Given up the hope / In the end of it all / There’s just not enough rope / To hang my failures by their ears / To break my neck / To stop my tears / To lasso in / My forgotten years / To bind into silence
  • Memory at sharepoetry
    I rose to this morning / and i'll sleep to this night / I'll cry in the dark / and not put up a fight / I'll let memory sustain / the increasing pain / and i'll walk alone wantingly / in the mid morning rain / / Yes i'll water this feve
  • Midnight Chaser at sharepoetry
    ( to be written)
  • she dunno at sharepoetry
    I know / It'll be okay / At least for now / It's what I'll say / cause tomorrow / could change so many things / some many ways in just one day / / Oh how / can she not know this pain / Or see it on my face / As this love dies away
  • Dear Tomorrow.................. at sharepoetry
    Dear tomorrow / Please forget me / Dear Tomorrow / Can you hear me? / / You seem so far away........... / / ( short guitar rift) / / I'm writting to tell you / I'm not coming / Because I'm here tonight / Watching red
  • ( no title) poem, not song at sharepoetry
    Clubs closing / Music fades / I watch you drink your last round / It's 7 to 4 / The 8th hour you've been out on the town / / your eyes glazed / your heel broke / stop to take a step outside / for your last minute smoke / / You sin
  • Over at sharepoetry
    over / I think / that this is / goodbye / I can see the lust inside for me dim / I can see it fading from your eyes / / I think / that we can do this without a fight / I don't think you care anyway / you didn't even call me last nigh
  • all you think you can do at sharepoetry
    you think you can walk away / that you can act this way / Because it's "just" today / well you're wrong / / you think you can just bat your eyes / and then it's all alright / and then it's outa site / well you're wrong / / You think
  • last nights session at sharepoetry
    I re-cut / the pattern on my skin agian / I watched the veins bleed out / all the hurt from within / and the blood flowed slow / the cuts slit so thin / still trying to remember / all the words you'd said / and all that we had been / so
  • i'm not perfect at sharepoetry
    I can't stop the tears / from falling down your face / I can't stop the addict / from enjoying the toxic taste / I can't look at myself / without saying / "what a waste" / the new cuts on my arm / I have already traced / /
  • speed limit at sharepoetry
    Alone, with you / I have so many things to say / Alone, with just you / But my words cann’t find their voice / Alone, just me / You walk away / As I stutter on words I can’t speak / I want to shout / I want to hold you back, but the words
  • why am I so ( hello hello) at sharepoetry
    Why am I so / If I am not yours / why am I so / if nothing else cures / why am I so / If I live so insecure / why am I so / hello / hello / / / why am I so / why am I here / why do I exist / why do I fear / the end is near
  • she is at sharepoetry
    She's the last leaf / I watch fall from the trees / She's the Autumn air / without the breeze / That unobtainable girl / that brings me close to my knees / and it kills me everytime / I watch her leave
  • 9 minute quickwrite at sharepoetry
    there is nothing when I see red / blood spilling from my leg / but I wish it was my head / there is nothing when I see red / when I see red / / There's just this feeling I can not explain / It's not something / I can just wash off in the
  • This is what it feels like to be dead ( my suicidal saturday )5/3/08 at sharepoetry
    This is what it feels like to be dead / To be / Shot right through the head / When you feel you're going outa site / When you give up the battle / without the fight / Cause this is what it feels like to be dead / Body limp
  • I'm not feeling okay ( written in 12 minutes) at sharepoetry
    I can't feel / The nerves are / shutting down / I go numb / The words form / but are undone / I suffacate with no light of a surface above / / I'm going down / I'm fading out........ / / I can't make out where it all goes wrong
  • nah...she just dunno ( written about my 1st ex ) ( feb 20 2007) at sharepoetry
    I know / It'll be okay / At least for now / It's what I'll say / cause tomorrow / could change so many things / some many ways in just one day / / Oh how / can she not know this pain / Or see it on my face / As this love dies away
  • sometimes at sharepoetry
    Sometimes / I see everything / Sometimes / I forget to breathe / Sometimes / I say I love you / And sometimes.... / I lie when I do / / I'm walking cold / In pouring rain / Trying to wash off / all of my pain / Trying to hide
  • Verdict ( written October 3rd 2006) at sharepoetry
    Is that the question or the verdict / They say, / With quivering uncertainty / / With fingers crossed / and hopeful pray'n / I hope the outcome is not as grusome as they read / / Shooting quick glances towards you / across the jury of
  • won out at sharepoetry
    I am going...... / A little bit insane, / A little bit crazy / and this mind of mine / is spinnin' / and the good inside ain't winnin' / All these thoughts are taking over / All these feelings I feel are all of her / And this should have
  • I have nothing.......and everything at sharepoetry
    I'm so sick of here / way too done with there / it seems like every place I go / I'm just so sick of everywhere / This feeling's in the air / I watch them reach out like they care / But this feeling's in the air / So they better no (fucking)
  • Giving it all away ( all the time) at sharepoetry
    I'm / giving pain away / I'm / sending you messages that beg you to stay / and still I watch you walk away / still I go home alone again today / And you're in my mind / When I reach the door / You're in my mind when I hit the floor / Yo
  • Lies and knifes, but not kites at sharepoetry
    Lies.......... / / pressed in by knifes..... / / she won't answer my "why's"....... / / Watch her laugh, as she, cries....... / But inside she dies.... / And all this / All this, is derived..... / from to less of " hi's" / and too
  • She was everything at sharepoetry
    She was, / What I felt everytime I cried / She was what I held / when I felt dead inside / she was / she was / and all I wanted / was for her to be mine / but I said goodbye / and she said goodbye / and now it's goodbye / for the l
  • If only........ at sharepoetry
    She said that she knew me / While she only looked through me / To the empty parts that echoed / Past the chained heart of my Jekyll / She said she understood / and honestly, I wished she would / But she walked away that day / And the actions