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  • Hold On Me at allpoetry
    Time passes.
    Sand drips.
  • Pendulum at allpoetry
    You just want this to be over
    Just want this to be dead
  • Ramble at allpoetry
    11-24-08
    I'm not like that now. I know better. I know now that people lie & promises can be broken as quick as they are made. I understand that I might never be loved & that too quickly, good things fly in front of your eyes
  • [ Her wrists are marked with blame ] at allpoetry
    Her wrists are marked with blame
    The cuts were hid in shame
  • New Me at allpoetry
    She's moved forward
    Why can't anyone see?
  • Staring At A Girl at allpoetry
    I wish this wasn’t real That you were here
  • [ Life is truly amazing. Seriously, there so many things in life that can make you happy. What's made me realize this? Staying up til like 3 with KP and everything that went on! Seriously the stupidest things are sometimes the funniest...like trying t at allpoetry
    Life is truly amazing. Seriously, there so many things in life that can make you happy. What's made me realize this? Staying up til like 3 with KP and everything that went on! Seriously the stupidest t
  • Open at allpoetry
    Whenever you open up You have a chance
  • The Last Letter at allpoetry
    Dear BLAH, You wrote me an email... How nice of you! You don't get it, do you? I said I'm done, that I never want you to contact me, again. Yes, you said sorry, but you also called me disrespectful, rude
  • [ Thoughts ] at allpoetry
    Thoughts Emotions
  • Hard To Remain In Control at allpoetry
    I want to move on Forget that time and place
  • Not Too Late at allpoetry
    Sometimes you can't feel it There's only numbness
  • [ Reality haunts me ] at allpoetry
    Reality haunts me As I try to fall asleep
  • [ Suicide isn't me ] at allpoetry
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  • Learning How To Fall at allpoetry
    It's not easy But I'm learning to fall
  • Why? at allpoetry
    I'm still here I'm alive today
  • Disappoint at allpoetry
    I'd like to say I'm fine
  • I'm In Control at allpoetry
    Fuck you And all your shit
  • An Old Friend at allpoetry
    She sits on her bed Knees tucked in
  • Not Smiling at allpoetry
    Unbelieveably She falls apart
  • Lost at allpoetry
    Lost in thought In a daze
  • I Can Always Trust You at allpoetry
    Last year was tough Losing friends I thought I'd known
  • I Choose... at allpoetry
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  • It's Hard at allpoetry
    it's hard to stop hard to face
  • World of Mine at allpoetry
    This world of mine is dark Words cut like a knife
  • [ Please don’t break me ] at allpoetry
    Please don’t break me / I want to let you in / Not shut you out / Leave you behind / Like I’ve done / Every other time / I’m trying to move forward / Forget about the past / But every time I do / A m
  • [ Facing her past ] at allpoetry
    Facing her past / Things she once tried to hide / To herself she lied / By saying everything’s fine / When inside she was falling to pieces / Hiding behind a fake smile / With tears behind her eyes / She hi
  • This Isn't Her at allpoetry
    No confidence / Lots of hiding / No screaming / No yelling / Lots of pain / And slow tears / That roll down her cheeks / The pain is in her eyes / Don't you see? / A smile / A laugh / She hides beh
  • Give In or Take Control? at allpoetry
    Guilty / Why'd I try / It made things harder / More pain to hide / It was stupidity / Trying to take my own life / Numb / Gave the razor a whirl / The pressure on my skin / The cut / The blood / I
  • [ Thoughts have appeared once more ] at allpoetry
    Thoughts have appeared once more / Maybe I should let go / As I sit alone at night / Thinking suicide / Cutting has stopped / The blade so sharp / The skin so white / It makes it feel real / It makes me f
  • Give Up? at allpoetry
    Lost / In a world unknown / Fall / Into dark / Scraped and bruised / Don't make a sound / Is it time / To die now? / To give up / Not try / To stop the tears / Behind these eyes / Not listen / To a
  • [ Trustworthy...not ] at allpoetry
    Trustworthy...not / Everyone leaves / Promises always break / Love always fades / And tears always sting / Pushing / Shoving / Closing the door / Lock myself away / But somehow I'm saved / As tim
  • ??? at allpoetry
    Confused / In a haze / Lucid from nightmares / She never thought / She'd face / The blunt of a joke / Taken too far / Confidence slipping / Raching for something / That was there / Grasping / It disappea
  • [ How much more ] at allpoetry
    How much more / Can she tkae / Before she breaks / How many nights / Must she lie awake / Crying silently / Can you hear / Her weeps? / Do you see the tears / Continuing to roll down her cheeks? / D
  • Everything's All Right... at allpoetry
    Don't know why I cry / Try so hard / To hold it all inside / But pretty soon I break / Tearing my world apart / Everything crumbling / Don't feel like living / Giving in would be so easy / But I want to live
  • Honesty at allpoetry
    What I hate / Is hiddent houghts / Guarded thoughts / Edited thoughts / Like I can't take / What they're about to say / I don't want that / I don't need that / Honesty is what I need / I want their unfiltere
  • No Hope at allpoetry
    I'm tired of all your bullshit / All the lies / The hurtful truth / The late arrivals / The questions / And the crappy ass answers / The phone calls / Filled with smallt alk / The lack of caring / For anyo
  • Doubt at allpoetry
    You say / There's so many / Good things in life / That make great memories / "There's nothing like / Taking your sister / To a Blazers game" / I've only experienced fifteen years / You say / That's not even
  • Writing at allpoetry
    Writing poetry / I just let me pen / Do the talking / Some think it hard / But my opinion is / They think too much / All you really have to do / Is write what you think / Better yet write what you feel / Do
  • [ Bringing her sadness out ] at allpoetry
    Bringing her sadness out / Revealing her true sellf / Learning lessons with no morals / And letting the tears slide down / Smeared ink lines the pages / With battles she wages / From the mistaken driven past
  • My Place at allpoetry
    You can't just be happy / You have to / Make yourself happy / Find that one thig / That makes everything / Fall into place / Everything makes sense / When I'm in the gym / With a ball in my hand / Nothing
  • You're Better Than Me at allpoetry
    What gives? / Why do you have to push me around? / Why am I the one on the ground? / I truly don't get it / Why you're better than me / Why do tip on the spin of a dime / Just jangin out with the girls / And you
  • Someone at allpoetry
    I don't get it / One moment I'm sad / The next I'm excited and happy / I don't tell anyone everything / I don't tell anyone / How I think at night / When no one is around / To comfort me / I just need someone
  • Tired at allpoetry
    Sometimes things go wrong / You can't help it / Can't explain it / Life twists and turns / Like a dark and narrow road / There is no way out / There is no way to go / Only thing to do is move on / Move forward
  • Alone at allpoetry
    Just an act / A game to some / A charade to others / To me it's only / A wall to make / Others happy / Keep it all locked up / Botteled inside / Until I can / Let it out / All by myself / Cry alone
  • Fall From Grace at allpoetry
    EVerything's going so great / Basketball's up / I came to terms with the fact / It's not my fault / My father left / My grades are going up / I think I'm fianlly going to be happy / Forever / But then th
  • Darkness at allpoetry
    Darkness seeps in / With no words or face / Stinging with acid throughout me / Burning holes along the way / Taking over my world / Til all I see is black / With no light breaking thriough / Angry and alone
  • Thank You at allpoetry
    Thank you for helping / For caring at least / Of what I think and feel / Thank you for trying / To be there / The thing that's most amazing / Is you talked and listened to me / You didn't judge me / Nor t
  • Happy and Hopeful at allpoetry
    Life is looking up / I've realized one thing / I'm going to get better / Even if it takes a while / In the end I will be happy / I'm never going to give up / I might have fallen / Got a little scraped and b
  • Cry at allpoetry
    I cry / To simply say the least / Tears continue to roll down my cheeks / My eyes get puffy / And a reddish pink / My face gets all blotchy and tearstained / Quietly I cry / Without a soul inside / I've
  • When's the End? at allpoetry
    I have so many thoughts / Spinning through my mind / Some are happy and splendid / While others are sad and grey / With no way of getting organized / My mood is like my thoughts / Happy and splendid / And f
  • I'll Always Be There at allpoetry
    Every second / Of every moment / Of every day / There's a million people / Loving you / Sometimes we can't see it / And expect the worst to come / But no matter what will happen / You still have those pe
  • This is for You, Daddy at allpoetry
    Why'd you go / And create a bunch of lies / You never told the truth / You always ran away / Away from me / Away from my sister / Away from all the problems in your life / You never thought about / Anyone