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  • Hold On Me at allpoetry
    Time passes.
    Sand drips.
  • Pendulum at allpoetry
    You just want this to be over
    Just want this to be dead
  • Ramble at allpoetry
    11-24-08
    I'm not like that now. I know better. I know now that people lie & promises can be broken as quick as they are made. I understand that I might never be loved & that too quickly, good things fly in front of your eyes
  • [ Her wrists are marked with blame ] at allpoetry
    Her wrists are marked with blame
    The cuts were hid in shame
  • New Me at allpoetry
    She's moved forward
    Why can't anyone see?
  • Staring At A Girl at allpoetry
    I wish this wasn’t real That you were here
  • [ Life is truly amazing. Seriously, there so many things in life that can make you happy. What's made me realize this? Staying up til like 3 with KP and everything that went on! Seriously the stupidest things are sometimes the funniest...like trying t at allpoetry
    Life is truly amazing. Seriously, there so many things in life that can make you happy. What's made me realize this? Staying up til like 3 with KP and everything that went on! Seriously the stupidest t
  • Open at allpoetry
    Whenever you open up You have a chance
  • The Last Letter at allpoetry
    Dear BLAH, You wrote me an email... How nice of you! You don't get it, do you? I said I'm done, that I never want you to contact me, again. Yes, you said sorry, but you also called me disrespectful, rude
  • [ Thoughts ] at allpoetry
    Thoughts Emotions
  • Hard To Remain In Control at allpoetry
    I want to move on Forget that time and place
  • Not Too Late at allpoetry
    Sometimes you can't feel it There's only numbness
  • [ Reality haunts me ] at allpoetry
    Reality haunts me As I try to fall asleep
  • [ Suicide isn't me ] at allpoetry
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  • Learning How To Fall at allpoetry
    It's not easy But I'm learning to fall
  • Why? at allpoetry
    I'm still here I'm alive today
  • Disappoint at allpoetry
    I'd like to say I'm fine
  • I'm In Control at allpoetry
    Fuck you And all your shit
  • An Old Friend at allpoetry
    She sits on her bed Knees tucked in
  • Not Smiling at allpoetry
    Unbelieveably She falls apart
  • Lost at allpoetry
    Lost in thought In a daze
  • I Can Always Trust You at allpoetry
    Last year was tough Losing friends I thought I'd known
  • I Choose... at allpoetry
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  • It's Hard at allpoetry
    it's hard to stop hard to face
  • World of Mine at allpoetry
    This world of mine is dark Words cut like a knife
  • [ Please don’t break me ] at allpoetry
    Please don’t break me / I want to let you in / Not shut you out / Leave you behind / Like I’ve done / Every other time / I’m trying to move forward / Forget about the past / But every time I do / A m
  • [ Facing her past ] at allpoetry
    Facing her past / Things she once tried to hide / To herself she lied / By saying everything’s fine / When inside she was falling to pieces / Hiding behind a fake smile / With tears behind her eyes / She hi
  • This Isn't Her at allpoetry
    No confidence / Lots of hiding / No screaming / No yelling / Lots of pain / And slow tears / That roll down her cheeks / The pain is in her eyes / Don't you see? / A smile / A laugh / She hides beh
  • Give In or Take Control? at allpoetry
    Guilty / Why'd I try / It made things harder / More pain to hide / It was stupidity / Trying to take my own life / Numb / Gave the razor a whirl / The pressure on my skin / The cut / The blood / I
  • [ Thoughts have appeared once more ] at allpoetry
    Thoughts have appeared once more / Maybe I should let go / As I sit alone at night / Thinking suicide / Cutting has stopped / The blade so sharp / The skin so white / It makes it feel real / It makes me f
  • Give Up? at allpoetry
    Lost / In a world unknown / Fall / Into dark / Scraped and bruised / Don't make a sound / Is it time / To die now? / To give up / Not try / To stop the tears / Behind these eyes / Not listen / To a
  • [ Trustworthy...not ] at allpoetry
    Trustworthy...not / Everyone leaves / Promises always break / Love always fades / And tears always sting / Pushing / Shoving / Closing the door / Lock myself away / But somehow I'm saved / As tim
  • ??? at allpoetry
    Confused / In a haze / Lucid from nightmares / She never thought / She'd face / The blunt of a joke / Taken too far / Confidence slipping / Raching for something / That was there / Grasping / It disappea
  • [ How much more ] at allpoetry
    How much more / Can she tkae / Before she breaks / How many nights / Must she lie awake / Crying silently / Can you hear / Her weeps? / Do you see the tears / Continuing to roll down her cheeks? / D
  • Everything's All Right... at allpoetry
    Don't know why I cry / Try so hard / To hold it all inside / But pretty soon I break / Tearing my world apart / Everything crumbling / Don't feel like living / Giving in would be so easy / But I want to live