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- Where Could I Go? at sharepoetry
I don’t want to die / this I know to be true / but… / I don’t want to hurt anymore / it’s been so long since I haven’t / that I don’t even remember what it feels like / to be free / free of pain / and suffering / free of burdens / and - [ 4:01 pm ] at sharepoetry
4:23 pm
October 29, 2008 - I Live For at sharepoetry
i thought / oh how i thought / and maybe / maybe i should quit thinking / because i never seem / to think anything through / never seem to think anything right / maybe / maybe / i should stop being / maybe / i should stop / everyt - [ take my hand ] at allpoetry
take my hand
and lead me to the place - I Haven't at sharepoetry
I haven’t read the notes you wrote me / since you wrote them so long ago / I don’t know why I still have them / I guess I can’t let go of the past / / I loved you / mi amour / and I won’t believe / that you never loved me back / (did ei - I Want To Say "I Love You" at sharepoetry
I / love / you / or i did / As in- / i USED TO / but don't know / if i do / anymore / it's too complex a situation / for my heart to understand / it's too complex even / for my BRAIN to understand / how i can be hurting - [ your breath smells of ] at allpoetry
your breath smells of
water-colors - [ "tonight ] at sharepoetry
"tonight / ... / i feel FAT" / i wrote these words / not too long ago / now i have the proof that i need / the scale / hitting 100.4 / and i feel / ...so... / {[digusting}] / and i just want to cut / cut the fat away / cut away m - [ I’ve written most everything ] at allpoetry
I’ve written most everything
I could ever write to you - [ you wanna know something? ] at allpoetry
October 2, 2008
3:52 pm - [ I wish I was beautiful ] at allpoetry
I wish I was beautiful
like a model - Mpd at allpoetry
i'll be your love[R] forever
i'll be your heart and soul - Tonight at allpoetry
tonight
... - Okay at allpoetry
make it a good pic!
please? - [ if I could be any color ] at allpoetry
if I could be any color
I would be BLACK - [ she lays here ] at sharepoetry
she lays here / ~broken~ / but / beau-ti-ful / bloodied / but oh-so-desirable / she lays in MY bed / in MY room / in MY house / ^higher^ than a kite / && *drunk*er than can be / her wrists are aching / starting to / (bruise) - I Must, Mustn't I? at sharepoetry
“it could all fall down around me / just as long as I have you right here by me” / “I’ve been waiting so long to hold you / and be back in your arms where I belong” / I wished / with all I had / to be yours again- / for you to be mine / an - >.. at allpoetry
you love her
…you love /her/… - I Can't (Tell You) at allpoetry
I can’t do anything right
I sit here and cry all day - What's the Point? at allpoetry
dirty dishes and unfolded clothes
piled high upon sofas and sinks - Do You Love Me? at allpoetry
I just want you to come back
come back from wherever you’re hiding - [ I lick the blood from my leg ] at allpoetry
I lick the blood from my leg
I make on more cut - Get it Yet? at allpoetry
my legs hurt
i just got done carving your initials - Yet Another Day at allpoetry
today
i wanted to die - Void of Words at allpoetry
“I love you”
but as hard as I try - [ ou hurt me ] at allpoetry
August 20, 2008
to chelsea - To:Chelsea;IHope at allpoetry
I called you
I cried to you - Courtney at allpoetry
I'm sitting on the floor
at the foot of my bed - The Most Beautiful Kind of Truth at allpoetry
[it’s only forever not long at all] - And I Laugh at allpoetry
i press the razor [the razor - Today at allpoetry
today i felt like cutting though i cannot tell you why - [ i'm not going to say what i'm thinking ] at sharepoetry
i'm not going to say what i'm thinking / i'm not going to say what i feel / because i know if i do / i'll screw us both over / and i will not hurt him that way - I Thought.... at sharepoetry
i thought u were being / for real- real / i thought what u were saying / was the truth / but now u claim / to not remember / the words u said to me / now u claim / u don't know / how can u do this? / how can u be so cruel? / you told - [ today ] at sharepoetry
today / it's been / -since the 16th / of last month- / 15 days / since i stopped cutting / 15 days / without hurting myself / [physically] / 15 days / out of 6 months / 5 and a half months left / i can do this / i have to do this - Forgive at sharepoetry
i pick / at the tiny piece of skin / hanging off of my finger / and i make it bleed / and i make it hurt / and i drink the blood / and absorb the pain / until it becomes part of me / and makes the pain inside go away / i have scabs all o
