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  • The Elephant in the Room at allpoetry
    I'm screaming out so silently, crying out in my brain.
    I'm trying so hard to get a foothold on reality, but the reality is: I'm going insa
  • Merry-Go-Round at allpoetry
    Round and round it goes,
    Where it stops, no one knows,
  • Onslaught of Depression... at allpoetry
    What happens when the life you've been building,
    Turns into something you wish you'd never made?
  • Vile Romance, and a Misinterpreted Glance! at allpoetry

    I turn my (ey)(es) to meet yours,
  • Once In A While, Love Gives a Fairytale. at allpoetry
    Once upon a time, in a land close to here,
    A evil mother beat her child, the Maiden, and filled her full of fear.
  • The Oxymoron That Is Me. at allpoetry
    So, never underestimate me, never pull one over on me,
    Because I could be your best friend, or your worst enemy.
  • Cheesy Love Poem at allpoetry
    My hearts a-flutter with emotion,
    So eager to show you devotion.
  • Family, Unbreakable? I think not! at allpoetry
    And a lot of the time, we sit around pondering:
    Who the hell can we blame?
  • No Magic Wands, Just Blood, Sweat, and Tears! at allpoetry
    But life doesn't provide us with magic wands,
    Just hard work, blood, sweat, and tears,
  • Battles to Win and Repairs to Begin at allpoetry
    Falling to pieces, or sewing myself up stitch by stitch?
    Am I myself, or am I turning into a bitch?
  • Self-Destruct Mode at allpoetry

    I'm pacing back and pacing forward,
    No clue as to what I'm heading toward.
  • Woahh, Ohh, Free Me Now! at allpoetry
    Woah, free me,
    Ohhh, let me be me.
  • Finding Where You Belong! at allpoetry
    Is that I came back to you,
    And by doing so, I made my heart whole.
  • Dealing with Feelings at allpoetry
    My CD of life is scratched, on repeat And I'm too stubborn to admit defeat.
  • Fighting For My Sanity. at allpoetry
    Underground, hiding out. Feeling broken without a doubt.
  • Avoiding Reality For The Sake Of My Mentality at allpoetry
    Waltzing through the endless days, Feeling hurt and lost.
  • Self-Inflicted Tattoos at allpoetry
    I shut my eyes tightly, willing myself against the action.
    But it's calling to me, screaming my name.
    Telling me it'll be my only chance
  • For Dallas. at allpoetry
    A person so close to all our hearts, You've touched our souls so much.
  • The Haunting Lullaby of Steel. at allpoetry
    The steel, it sings,
    It's haunting lullaby
    It's so beautiful,
  • It's Your Own Weapon That'll Get You In The End! at allpoetry
    For every person I meet and grow to like.
    I end up wasting their time
    Breaking them slowly, killing them softly.
  • Alone, and Lost. at allpoetry
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  • I'll Never Be Who You Wish I Am at allpoetry
    My eyes are filled with a blood-red feeling.
    Pure, unfiltered hate.
  • Passion's Takeover. at allpoetry
    The feel of your lips to mine
    ...Simply bliss.
  • The Inevitable... at allpoetry
    I knew from the beginning
    That you'd be this inspirational.
  • You Make Me... at allpoetry
    You make me always wonder
    What you'll say next.
  • Distance Sucks, But I Feel For You at allpoetry
    And I want to see where this goes,
    But I'm scared of long distance.
  • I’m Broken, But You Insist You’re Broken More. at allpoetry
    The mother? Yeah, I thought so too.
    I mean, if she was YOUR daughter, so would YOU."
  • It's Always Been You at allpoetry
    One touch, and that spot is burning,
    A compliment, and I stutter.,
    A hug, and my knees are shaking,
  • My Angel at allpoetry
    You're my world, my sun, my stars, my moon. Your kisses never fail to make me swoon.
  • You say you love me, when all you do is break me! at allpoetry
    You seem to take pride,
    In ripping me apart.
  • My Prayer For Us. at allpoetry
    You're all I've ever hoped and dreamed for.
    So this I pray.
  • Regret Will Suck Your Breath Away, I Hope You Choke And Die at allpoetry
    So NOW you wish you'd saved her.
    Now you wish you hadn't played the fool.
  • Feelings Collide Like the Tide to the Shore! at allpoetry
    I quiver from the feel of your lips on mine.
    It's naught but pure bliss.
  • Serenity Comes In The Aftermath! at allpoetry
    You're the queen when it comes to insults
    You can cut so deep without a word
  • I Never Thought... at allpoetry
    I never thought I'd say this...
    But I'm falling for a guy!
  • Bad Girl Takes Over at allpoetry
    They say "What happened to the good girl?"
    She slit her wrists and let herself die.
  • "Straight" Girl's Lament at allpoetry
    When we kissed at that party,
    I wasn't drunk and neither were you.
  • [ Where do we go from here? ] at allpoetry
    I have strong feelings for you.
    I wish you felt the same too.
  • [ Baby, you paralyze me. ] at allpoetry
    I'll destroy all that lies between us.
    Every tramp that has ever kissed your lips.
  • [ Wandering hands, ] at allpoetry
    Wandering hands,
    Tangled sheet.
    Creaking bed,
  • Crimson Beauty's Got Me Lovestruck. at allpoetry
    I've got a half-cocked pistol and it's filled with flowers.
    I come in peace doll, fall prey to my powers!
  • Forgive Thy Lover, Even You Make Mistakes. at allpoetry
    I'd croon a love song if I could sing...
    But even that won't break these angry ties.
  • You Make Broken Look So Damn Sexy. at allpoetry
    You've got a note of cheap whore,
    And a melody of romance.
  • Heavenly Hell at allpoetry
    Take me, break me in.
    We're only young once, so why not live in sin?
  • [ Tired and sad, and don't know why. ] at allpoetry
    Someone save me from this pain,
    I feel like I'm slowly being driven insane.
  • You Can Do It! at allpoetry

    You have so many people praying for you,
    And they all love you so much.
  • Me Without You=Impossible! at allpoetry
    I tremble thinking of the possibilities.
    This time I've truly surrendered my heart to you.
  • The World Is Against Us!! at allpoetry
    The world doesn't want us together.
    They've made that very clear.
  • Use && Lose at allpoetry
    No time for sentiments, I thought.
    I crushed your lips with a forceful kiss.
  • Stitching Up My Broken Heart at allpoetry
    Haunted eyes filled with unshed tears,
    A ghost of the old me.
  • Which Is Better Mileage? at allpoetry
    I love you, I want you! I'm losing my mind!
  • Another Cliched Love Story at allpoetry
    "Baby come back!
    Come back to me!!"
  • Living In Sin Never Felt So Heavenly! at allpoetry
    Their lies are poison candy,
    Arsenic never tasted so sweet.
  • A Love Story Everyone Knows at allpoetry
    Darling don't you know?
    Nothing saves a broken heart.
  • Dancing On The Ends Of Your Puppet Strings No More. at allpoetry
    You play me like a fiddle,
    You manipulate my strings.
  • Fires Of Hell at allpoetry
    Flames rising higher and higher, / I see the fires of hell. / Let me escape my chains; / Please don't let me burn. / I hear the devil laughing, / Telling me I cannot escape. / I see the gates are closi
  • Did You Really...? at allpoetry
    Why did you say I was like a sister, / If you knew it wouldn't last? / Why do you seem to think, / I'll just forget the past? / Why did you lead me on, / Act as if I knew the real you? / Why did you play this game
  • The Kiss at allpoetry
    You leaned in close, / And looked into my eyes. / Said "I love you.", / And put your lips to mine. / Seemingly forever, / With your lips on mine, / Time at a standstill, / Lip-
  • Denial Runs Deep, But Your Conscience Can Out Dig It. at allpoetry
    Emos & goths & punks, OH MY!!! / They've got poison in their touch! / Skate away struggling with the usual fear, / Drop your dignity much? / You've bumped into one, / Oh, sorry dear! / Some coun
  • I Can Handle My Broken Heart, Can You Handle Yours? at allpoetry
    I love you so much. / Don't you know? / Kid or no kid, / I wanted our relationship to grow. / You obviously felt different. / Maybe that I couldn't handle the truth? / That I'd run away from it,
  • Fairytale Lies Will Break You. at allpoetry
    You said you loved me, / You said you'd always care / I should have known better, / You were never truly there. / Your heart was always elsewhere. / Your eyes were always seeking / I was never e
  • *Take Me* or [[Break]] Me at allpoetry
    Candy coated lies / && sugar laced heartbreak / Lush licorice lips / (((ever so dark))) / Black skinny jean
  • Paranoid Glances && Whispered Goodbyes at allpoetry
    You're my prince charming / [[You drove up in a hearse]] /
  • Everlasting Blaze at allpoetry
    Burn, burn! / Flame, flicker. / More gasoline. / Down more liquor. / Blue-white heat. / Scorching fire. / In my veins, / An angels' choir / Up in smoke, / Good-b
  • Should Have Never at allpoetry
    You're mesmerizing. / Your beauty stuns me. / I only want you. / Don't you see? / Even when I was with her, / I thought of you. / I knew you still loved me, / And I still love you too. /
  • Did What I Had To. at allpoetry
    I'm over your lies / Over your immature games / I'm over you sending out spies / And calling me names / I'm over your grins / Over your gentle touch / I'm over your sins / And how I loved yo
  • [ I miss your smile, ] at allpoetry
    I miss your smile, / How it made me melt. / I miss how your eyes, / Conveyed the feelings that you felt. / I miss your hugs, / And how they made me feel safe and sound. / I miss how you made me
  • Ever...? at allpoetry
    Ever wanted a way out? / Ever been filled with self-doubt? / I have, that's my life. / Suffering, pain... strife. / Every strained to feel alive? / Ever been to afraid to take a dive? / Yes, tha
  • [ A s/l/a/s/h, ] at allpoetry
    A s / l / a / s / h, / Some gore. / My f-e-e-lings / I ignore. / I can't t*a*k*e /  
  • Wondering Why... at allpoetry
    Staring at the door, / Still clutching my purse, / Wondering why, / You make me feel worse. / I hear a gentle knock... / Could it be? / You, yet again? / Never letting me be free? / I peek through th
  • Hs at allpoetry
    Tears and laughter / Joys and fears / All these things / Throughout the years / Almost over now / Coming to an end / The years went fast / Hard to comprehend / Standing tall / Bursting with pride
  • Difference of the Heart and Mind! at allpoetry
    I see you and want you. / Can't you see? / I need you by my side / You complete me. / NO! I can't give in / Not this time / Going back after all this / Is surely a crime / But you
  • Ambivalence! at allpoetry
    I can still feel the sensation / Of your lips on mine / Butterflies swarm my stomach when you're around / Is this a sign? / Did I do the right thing? / Were you the one? / Was I right in saying
  • Withdrawal From You...! at allpoetry
    I'm empty inside, / Lost without you. / Trying to find the strength to hold on, / But I'm hooked on you like glue. / I'm having withdrawal. / Shakes and sobs at night. / My mind focuses on one thing: YOU.
  • BS? I Think Not. at allpoetry
    I fall to my knees, / Hurt behind my disguise. / Can't you understand? / Nothing I said was lies. / I love you, I do. / But when you're like this, I need space. / It's not that I'm running away,
  • Another Heartache! at allpoetry
    I'm sick of writing about you. / This addiction's hard to control, / But this is the only way I have to let it out, / To let out the teardrops from my soul. / Someone save me from this misery. / Save me from th
  • I Can't Take This! at allpoetry
    I can't take this, / I'm going insane. / My heart's being ripped to shreds! / My love for you is slowly being slain! / "Save me, save me! / No, wait, don't! / I can't take this! / Let it go, you won't
  • Day by Day at allpoetry
    Surrounded, yet alone. / Staring at the phone. / Wanting to call you, but cannot. / Wishing you were just another memory I forgot. / Trying so hard to put "us" in the past. / I always knew we'd never last.
  • If It Weren't For You...! at allpoetry
    My friends are my world, / Without them I'd be lost. / I'd do anything for them, / No matter the cost! / They are my calm after the storm. / My rainbow after the rain. / They keep me from fallin
  • I Can Quit You, I Can! at allpoetry
    Not another dose, / I won't speak another line. / No relapsing back to you. / I'll be just fine, I'll be fine! / I can't continue obsessing about this. / It's become quite alarming. / And I know
  • Done With You! at allpoetry
    You're the addiction I'm trying to quit. / I don't know what possessed me to ever commit, / To being with you for so long. / All that did was compromise all that made me strong. / But I've seen the ligh
  • Not Another Dose Of You at allpoetry
    I hope you understand / What I'm trying to say / I do this for me / In order to remain okay / Leave me alone / I need my space / I need to distance myself / Just in case... / To k
  • Quitting My Addiction! at allpoetry
    I do this for me. / To be the best that I can be. / You may not see this now, / But this is the best way how. / You're like an addiction, enough's enough. / I have to be strong, I have to be tough. / I may have re
  • An Oath To Do What's Best For Me... at allpoetry
    I walk right by you, / I don't even look. / I admit I fell for it once, / Sink, line, hook. / I do what's best for me. / It's what I've learned to do. / Like I've said before, / I can't spen
  • [ So you've got a new girl... ] at allpoetry
    So you've got a new girl... / Was I that easy to forget? / I understand you're hurting, / But my choice I don't regret. / Part of me wants to haunt you, / Have my name echo through your mind. / But I know it
  • Giving In To Common Sense! at allpoetry
    You hurt me once / You hurt me twice / But now I take / My mind's advice / I don't want to see you / Don't want to have you near / Don't want to remember / That I once held you dear /
  • The Truth! at allpoetry
    It's so long / But my feelings are still strong / I can't help the way I feel / You are the one I always found ideal / You captivate my eyes / I can't help but release content sighs /
  • [ I did what I had to do, ] at allpoetry
    I did what I had to do, / Though it troubles me. / I just wish you could see my side of things. / I miss the person you used to be. / You have such anger built up inside. / It scares me more than yo
  • It's Not Just You! at allpoetry
    You're bringing me down, / Can't you see? / This is YOUR problem! / I shouldn't have to pay the fee! / I can't stand how you hurt me! / You haven't even got a clue! / And it's not just me you're
  • [ A temptation so strong, ] at allpoetry
    A temptation so strong, / I cannot persist, / In following my heart, / For my mind does resist. / / I love you, I hate you, / I'm losing my mind. / My thoughts take over, / My heart, confined. / / You're
  • A Secret! at allpoetry
    I'm not who you think I am. / I've been harboring a secret, / And to tell the truth I'm not quite sure, / If I'll be able to keep it. / See, I just figured something out, / And it scares the hel
  • Take Your Love and Hit the Road! at allpoetry
    I think I love you, / But I can't seem to find, / What emotion is truly, / In my heart and mind. / Most times you make me smile, / You warm my heart. / But other times, when we meet, / You i
  • Dear Self, You're Not Okay! at allpoetry
    Dear self, I must tell you, / I think you've gone astray. / You've been cutting and drinking, / You're really not okay. / You've become a fake, / You keep on lying. / Saying you're perfectly fin
  • {Freedom Due} at allpoetry
    I've tried so damn hard
    To stay unknowing
  • Distance Can End Friendships, But Friendship Can End Distance! at allpoetry
    But one girl, so kindly
    Took me under her wing
  • The Girl Who Forgot What Life Was Like. at allpoetry
    She takes a pen
    And writes her final goodbye
  • Reliving the Past, Remembering the Lessons! at allpoetry
    Now many hardships and years later
    I truly treasure life
  • [ Arrest and bring me to your jurisdiction ] at allpoetry
    I'm so sick of you and all your friends
    Making my life a living hell
  • Are You Worth It? at allpoetry
    Could it be, maybe...
    I'm just scared of this depth of passion?
  • Memories Can Damage You! at allpoetry
    '.'
  • Without You at allpoetry
    Though I know you'll return
    It shatters my heart
  • Suicide Gun at allpoetry
    '.'
  • I hate this... at allpoetry
    It hurt so much to leave you defenseless,
    And to know I couldn't be there,
  • Unbreakable Heart? I Think Not! at allpoetry
    And I just don't want to cry
    Lest you see a tear
  • Lady-Pegasus at allpoetry
    Lady-Pegasus, oh Lady-Pegasus,
    What can I say about you?
  • I'm Sorry! at allpoetry
    I couldn't get control of the wheel,
    As if my brain was in a fog!
  • Love/Hate:What's the Difference? at allpoetry
    Break my heart, smash it with your hammer
    Keep the spotlight on you so you appear full of glamour
  • Silence Kills at allpoetry
    Kill me softly whilst I sleep.
    What could have made you take this malevolent leap?
  • Make Me! at allpoetry
    Make me delirious
    Make me filled with joy
  • Once A Cheater...Always A Cheater! at allpoetry
    Option 3A word bank

  • Be Mine Always (Acrostic) at allpoetry
    '.'
  • Your Love Sets Me Aglow at allpoetry
    That smile that you get,
    When I tell you "I love you."
  • Broken Trust Leads To Broken Hearts! at allpoetry
    You smother me and bring me down
    If antagonizing had a queen, you'd take the crown
  • Bittersweet at allpoetry
    A butterscotch-dipped sigh
    A fruit-flavored broken smile
  • I Remember... at allpoetry
    I never thought I'd look back
    So much upon the past
  • A Drug's Simple Caress Leads to a Mess! at allpoetry
    And then it wasn't long,
    before that high wasn't enough.
  • Bitten by the Bad Choice Bug at allpoetry
    Teardrops stain her sleeves
    Her existence is unreal