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  • ashes at allpoetry
    "i didn't mean to hurt you
    i just want to show you i'm the boss"
  • wrecking ball at allpoetry
    when we make love the force of you feels like
    a wrecking ball shattering me cracking ribs
  • (it seemed like only yesterday) at allpoetry
    one day ago--
    summer.
  • dear love of mine. at allpoetry
    do you remember how in p.s. i love you they talked about that look someone gives you when life as you know it ends? that was the first look you gave me. your storybook eyes were glittering in the streetlights, begging for me
  • marijuana sex tornadoes at allpoetry
    in an earthquake
    the safest place to be is under a doorframe
  • post.secret at allpoetry
    .the acid messed my head up and now when i'm alone i hear a bunch of nonsense and people saying my name and strange strange things.
  • hades at allpoetry
    bones creak and squeak like rusted
    out springs, floorboards for you to crawl and
  • thread and sand. at allpoetry
    a thread of light
    through fingers so used
  • purge at allpoetry
    the sad part is
    i can never recognize the girl looking me back in the mirror
  • three wishes at allpoetry
    someone asks, if you found a magic lamp,
    what would you wish for?
  • shamed at allpoetry
    rough misty kisses
    i can feel the ice in my teeth
  • headlining at allpoetry
    i've got these big eyes
    small holes in my lobes
  • untitled. at allpoetry
    the ever-so-inviting feeling:
    the balled up fist of my stomach clenching
  • to a girl at allpoetry
    and girl i've gotta say
    you really outdid yourself this time.
  • me, the bouquet. at allpoetry
    i kept asking i
    kept begging for you to
  • closed at allpoetry
    i am somewhat ashamed to say that
    in the quiet of such somber moments, with
  • only me at allpoetry
    what can i say?
    i was only me when my eyelashes
  • what i get at allpoetry
    i can always feel it coming
  • romantic sleeper at allpoetry
    when we lay
    together
  • magnetic love. at allpoetry
    when your skin universe curls up beside me
    love, a feverish sun, fills the night-time sky and
  • Closeness at allpoetry
    it was never really about the
    sound of cheap liquor splashing against
  • in my world at allpoetry
    in my world
    there is honor among thieves
  • this boy at allpoetry
    in all this chaos
    in all this pain and amidst all this heartbreak
  • shouting at allpoetry
    why is it that girls are brought up to believe
    they are weaker than a man
  • i generally mean what i say at allpoetry
    but tonight i don't even know what it is i want to say. i'm lost in your walls; strange considering how much time i've spent looking up at them instead of looking at you-- which is exactly what i'm doing now. you'd think i'd
  • story at allpoetry
    eventually
    they took all i had to give
  • what to say when he asks at allpoetry
    when your therapist with the thick accent asks about me,
    tell him i've been used more times than my pens
  • s/he. at allpoetry
    --she was the rose who dared to grow between the cracks in my concrete
    heart. she defied nature and thus defied me.
  • you moved into the housed at allpoetry
    you moved into the house
    down the street
  • [ i'm freezing ] at allpoetry
    my tongue burnt
    to ashes and metaphors. i couldn't speak except in circles.
  • sleepwalking. at allpoetry
    and today was my favorite kind of day:
    so cold i could feel my bones shiver, snow tangled in my eyelashes, blood on my floorboards, and the sloppy pounding of my heart against the pavement--
  • what it was at allpoetry
    it was fergie in my best friend's back seat.
    drinking my way through classes
  • an influx of delusion at allpoetry
    we fall into each other
    collapsing like skyscrapers of limbs and erratic thought
  • infinitesimal at allpoetry
    when you kissed the stamp
    off my tongue
  • green. at allpoetry
    all my favorite things are green:
    stinky squishy bud
  • telford (coming down in) at allpoetry
    city lights burn like miles of stars, my kaleidoscope eyes catch
    headlights weaving like patterns on a loom
  • cassandra. at allpoetry
    i know that patience
    is key.
  • rem(ember). at allpoetry
    and even though it hurts i can't help but remember
    each time i spent slowly tracing your spine with my fingers and
  • confessions at allpoetry
    what i never said was that i
    loved you from the start
  • you won't understand. at allpoetry
    once upon time you placed me carefully next to the stars, you made me yours. wished upon my pale skin. but i was never a star, and each bit of faith you placed in me felt heavier than a thousand anchors. i turned into somethi
  • it hurts. at allpoetry
    black mazda rx8's
    the headlights sliced my thoughts open and bred inside
  • crush[ed] at allpoetry
    the world turned to grains of sand and dust around us
    (much like the second chance i kept sliding under the hourglass glued to the table,
  • read my lips at allpoetry
    i pretended not to notice or care when
    fallen stars crashed around me, denting the pavement i
  • obsessive. at allpoetry
    that what? that i can't remember my own name and therefore i can't remember the way your eyes once burned for me?
    once.
  • w.i.p gemini at allpoetry
    you plucked me like a multi-faceted
    wish from the ground
  • voodoo at allpoetry
    your eyes are full of violence
  • façade at allpoetry
    once upon a time i was lost for you, but now
  • this at allpoetry
    you are the boy whose eyes are falling stars
  • time, once upon at allpoetry
    decorated in the powders
  • pent-up. at allpoetry
    i wanted my world to melt.
  • a skeleton with beauty eyes. at allpoetry
    so maybe you and i were never meant to be
  • clearing the air. at allpoetry
    this is because across the universe changed my life, and you were asleep-- you said it was boring. this is also because i need space to travel, to meet people, to be alone and experience new things alone so i can gro
  • to a boy with hair like soft briars. at allpoetry
    you frown at yourself in reflection.
  • why i love you at allpoetry
    maybe it was summer in bloom
  • endless at allpoetry
    and i said blame me
  • unborn. at allpoetry
    i tiptoed across
  • ripples and ridges at allpoetry
    yours are the eyes like newborn stars
  • facets, distorted and tongues slit at allpoetry
    i bent my fingers into crooked ledges
  • [ you told me you loved me for being all cheekbones, ] at allpoetry
    you told me you loved me for being all cheekbones, / soft angles lit from within by a smile / like a comma / (because boys don't know how to handle with care and i am a package / left out in the rain.) / the in
  • in[cant]ations of a blue-collar lover at allpoetry
    1. the sad part is, / we start out altered, / an awkward trip-- / and you fell into my lap with too much to breathe in. / 2. (your voice reminded me of nuclear war and so / it was like my fa
  • opinionated fiction and iridescent angel wings at allpoetry
    1. you told me the veins in my forearms (swollen as they were) were like highways and I watched you watching me while your breath discovered Canada / 2. those were the days when we’d / drop acid like hints / and pl
  • [ Somewhere upon time Mother Mary lay bleeding in all the wonders of technicolor ] at allpoetry
    Somewhere upon time Mother Mary lay bleeding in all the wonders of technicolor / but all you and I could taste was smoke on my tongue / and the beer on our skin and coming through our noses at the mention / of my childh
  • Modica. at allpoetry
    I was squeezing the universe into the confines of a Polaroid / of you, you trying to clean up the galaxies / you said you saw floating in each iris but flowers / dripped ink onto chessboard
  • dear daydream opiate boy. at allpoetry
    "you are my sweetest downfall / i loved you first, i loved your first / beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth / i have to go, i have to go / your hair was long when we first met..." / it's funny, listening
  • An Unfolding Of Us. at allpoetry
    We were lingering at / the doorway / to my lily-white apartment / materializing / as creeping trellis over doubts / There was a moment of hesitation / and then I kissed you through the door / / Our skin was b
  • [ [they won't find me] ] at allpoetry
    [they won't find me] / / / / this town is so SMALL; / i feel like alice eating mushrooms in wonderland. / outgrowing the past / and some days, / all i do is watch the future come creeping towards me / in
  • love is a typhoid mary. at allpoetry
    your skin is a tiny book of poetry with / the smoothest line breaks and sensual, secretive imagery / that brings my heart leaping into my chest. / / / / --i sit here wondering if it's my name / you've got wri
  • Burning Like A Bridge For Your Body. at allpoetry
    you bit my lip [[and called me goddess]] / / / / / / / / / /                                       &n
  • unfinishedunfinishedunfinished. at allpoetry
    we were making [breaking] galaxies in our
    f.i.n.g.e.r.t.i.p.s.
  • [ forgotten ] at allpoetry
    --forgotten in the mind {eyes} of god
    he was swallowing back "i love you"s
  • bedsheet warnings. at allpoetry
    karma was reaving the velocity of hips skipping over one another's
  • the quiet anger i couldn't say. at allpoetry
    i spent the whole night memorizing each mole on your back,
  • [[ crossing the lines i drew for myself ]] at allpoetry
    to make me so afraid of a man's hands or his belt
    (especially, especially when it came off)
  • Love Built In the Shadows of Stars. at allpoetry
    i swore to open skies i could bottle heaven if i kissed you
    and when you left i could sneak a few hits from it until i felt
  • [ did you see only ] at allpoetry
    did you see only
    the grass stains in my eyes?
  • South of Eden. at allpoetry
    The fruit of knowledge became your beat,
    with a hypodermic stem and sweet white in glass skin
  • bruises in blue eyes. at allpoetry
    nothing.
    so many types-- beyond negation, zero, so on.
  • unwrapping my body. at allpoetry
    you were always my [techno.lover.rock.god]
                    ...eros with glitter-cased tinkerbell wi
  • paper, reminescent of the scent of skin. at allpoetry
    god was a camera lens
    focusing down on whole spaces in my heart,
  • hanna(h)ide+5. at allpoetry
    so now I'm written in the unfolding of tachometers
    measuring my own happiness in doses
  • tired. tired. tired. at allpoetry
    i was colliding at the bottom of prescription bottles
    [[am i holding hands? am i holding on?]]
  • . at allpoetry
    born into vanity
    and the willingness to hit come-down zen
  • .the con*struction [+] of de*struction. at allpoetry
    highschool runways
    where pills
  • caffeine-free polytheism. at allpoetry
    you and i were
    like bird wings, strung and played out
  • shamsiel. at allpoetry
    it's not your fault.
    my carnival nose was just tripped out
  • world. at allpoetry
    the scale was dropping stars and numbers like kids dropping acid
    and you could count every pound left in my rib cage
  • relapse. at allpoetry
    you were just a relapse
    back into summer.
  • technicalrape.homicide. at allpoetry
    i embrace all desires and all the lines between what's right and what's rite
    i'm looking for the infinite in the skin underneath my nails
  • Thermometer. at allpoetry
    i felt like tinkerbell in a memory lapse
    with eyes like a tsunami and a pot-flowered mind
  • a revelation of winter. at allpoetry
    kissing lithium stardust (*explosions*) from under the phencycladine of your smile
    we were running barefoot on snow-wet grass and reciting
  • the aftermath of eden. at allpoetry
    there was clorox in the laundry room and we were so sure it was the toxic fountain of youth
    so what were we to do but sip until our salvat
  • color-blind. at allpoetry
    a costume of chemicals,
    a medicated masquerade [like cinderella i'm dropping pill bottles behind me
  • chemists. at allpoetry
    a costume of chemicals,
    a medicated masquerade [like cinderella i'm dropping pill bottles behind me
  • lullabies of [burnt] glitter. at allpoetry
    racing around in chemical stormclouds and kissing thunderclouds
    just to hear them say my name
  • over.over.over.over.&&.again. at allpoetry
    it always seems to find me
    no matter whose arms i'm hiding in.
  • [ crazy tick-tocking like raver's dreamland beats ] at allpoetry
    crazy tick-tocking like raver's dreamland beats
    stuck in infinite loopholes in my veins, driving me
  • bodyweight. at allpoetry
    the scale read a gravitational collapse
    and i felt a black hole tugging
  • [ad]dicton. at allpoetry
    you've been putting me back together again
    and watching me puzzle myself back out