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I felt it once again. It was that extreme, burning pain that I occasionally feel. I no more occasionally feel that pain, but quite often. I found no cause of the pain, just myself. I am the cause of all of my pain. They always say there is a solution to the pain you feel. Yes there might be a solution, but has anyoby Darkwordseverity on Nov 20 9:53 AM, In Bitter, Dark, Death, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Sad, Self, Suicide. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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It seems as though I'm always being haunted by the devil more than other Christians. I'm tempted more, I'm scorned more, I'm hated more. It just seems like I'm hurt more. The devil laughs at me when I cry nearly every night because he has made this world miserable for others and for me. People call me ignorant beby Angel of God on Nov 19 12:39 AM, In Depression, First person, Life, My life, Pain, Personal, Real time, Sad, Self. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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hold me it’s getting dark hold me it’s in my heart I’ve seen the smoke the shapes of fear there is no way out of here and I know this feeling coming down on me 1 so take my hand and stay here for a while all the times I’ve tried so hard but I can’t hide you say there’s a star that keeps on shining th
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It’s just a little insane, the thought that, even after growing up surrounded by drug addicts… people who really never gave a fuck about anything more then the drugs they did, the dealers that dealt them and themselves, in that order, can still manage to hurt me, and I still manage to care about them. After so manyby PixxxiePoet on Nov 17 7:59 PM, In Angry, Background, Escape, Family, Life, Other, Pain, Personal, Self, Society. 1,000 words. → Make first comment?
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With a liquid-like flow Lestat’s eyes opened, peering out from under raven black lashes. The musty scent filled his nostrils, a small tint of lilac drifting off his skin. A sweet voice rose from his throat, the hummed melody caressed the morning’s dark with pure tendernessby MewMewKitty on Nov 9 3:51 PM, In Contemplative, Finished, Personal, Random, Real time, Self, Story, Third person. 5,000 words. → Make first comment?
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(You will understand the title for this particular journal entry if you read my other journal) 1 This is harder then I expected I know what I can write about!!!! 2 So I have been suffering with several different symptoms physically and this has been going on for several months now. Over half a year. Mby fallendust on Nov 1 8:58 PM, In Freewrite, My life, My own style, Pain, Personal, Self. 800 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
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Thank you to all my friends, for all your prayers last night. Sometimes the physical and mental pain gets unbearable,,, All the prayers helped. I love you all Seanby Stickboy on Oct 30 11:09 AM, In Life, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal, Self, Thoughts. → 4 comments, Add one?
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1 First off, this is not about me. I am not anorexic. So you don't have to worry there. I received this today in an e-mail and was asked to share it with people, and so I am. I pray that this will change your life and if you are struggling with eating disorders, that this will show you that there is hoby lowercase prelude on Oct 27 1:31 AM, In Humanity, Life, Other, Pain, Self, Society, Teen issues. 1,500 words. → 7 comments, Add one?
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I've disassociated many positive emotions throughout my existence. This recognition has allowed me to recognize I need to rekindle the 'good' feelings and shed or hatchet back the anger, sadness, grief, stress, and despondency. These emotions are easy to replicate for me as I have a hard time remember how to feel jby Solo Wisp on Oct 24 9:11 AM, In Emotion, Hope, Life, Other, Personal, Personal journey, Self, Semigoodbye, Thoughts. 300 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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So much drama at home, blah. 1 Mom is constantly having BF's (betch fits) and is making home life miserable. Josh keeps threatening to kill himself and I am tired of being on the edge, never knowing if my brother would be home when I get out of school. He's the one person that gave a crap about me, he'd go out ofby Bullet.Name on Oct 21 1:26 PM, In Friends, Life, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal, Sad, Self, Thoughts. 600 words. → Make first comment?
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Tonight is the night, I'm going to try. I might just die to night. But it's like always I'm scared its not of death or whats after I'm scared of myself. I thank its so stupied to be. I've been waiting for this day so long... I need this. I thaink. I really don't know what i need anymore. What I do know it that I'm tiby death is 4ever on Oct 20 12:20 PM, In Angry, Dark, Death, Depression, Pain, Personal, Sad, Sadness, Self, Suicide. 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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Okay so as you can tell by my most recent poetry my and my fiance have been having poblems... we have gotten through our differences and we are back together for good!!! i have also been havin friend problems...its nothing but DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!!!!!! UGHHH!!!! DOES IT EVER STOP??????!?!?!?!?! anyways enough aboutby momo13 on Oct 15 3:19 PM, In Friends, Life, Love, My life, School, Self, Teenage thinking, Thoughts. 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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1 Alright, i'm just gonna put it out in the open... My current story (Your Blood Runs Like Poison, So Why Do I Want You So Badly?) IS i repeat IS still going to be updated and the plot is beginning to reveal itself to me now. So theres a plus.. But, on the other hand, it takes HOURS to write a single chapterby XxAngelofNight22xX on Oct 13 4:50 PM, In Life, My own personal thoughts, My stories, Other, Self. 700 words. → Make first comment?
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by xBloodPromisedx on Oct 1 7:26 PM, In Friends, Life, Love, My life, Self, Teen issues, Teenage thinking, Thoughts. 200 words. Friends only.
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Hi everyone, 1 I'm back from the doctor. I'm healthy according to my doctor. Woo Hoo!
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I passed my test, and I'm doing good so far with a "C" average. 1 2 3 Love,
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so there's a guy named cris i love him til death, he's 15, he's in rotc with me and ive known him 3 years.. i realized today that.. i don't deserve him.. AT ALL, he deserves a lot better than me, someone who screwed up her own life, who he has to watch constantly to make sure she doesn't take a gun to her head whenby deAth-by-nite on Sep 12 11:30 PM, In Depression, Emo, Love, My life, Pain, Self, Thoughts. 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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So, finally I've started working on my novel again. And if I'm one to say, it's going quite well. I've soon reached the tenth chapter, and then I'll be done with a good deal of it 1 To gain as much feedback as possible, send me a mail, or a message over AP, and ask for a sample. I'll let chapter 1, 4 and 7 be t
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This morning consisted of me getting up at exactly 5:01am. The clock had just turned to that time as I looked up at the glowing red numbers of my alarm clock, which was originally set for 6:00am. I have it mechanically set in my head to wake up at least an hour before the shrieking alarm deafens me to get up, at mostby Just-Another-Face on Sep 9 10:16 PM, In Inspirational, Message, Nonfiction, Personal, Self, Teenage thinking, Thoughts. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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I have a best friend. He is older then me. I'll admit. He's going into college. He has a girlfriend that he has been with for six or seven years. 1 2 I've known him since I joined this site I go too. 3 Lets call him Eric. 4 5 Now, see, some of you might think of me as foolish because Iby x.Loveme.Loveme. on Sep 7 1:17 AM, In Bitter, Depression, Friends, Journal, Life, My life, Other, Pain, Self, Teen issues. 300 words. → Make first comment?
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by Xxcant runxX on Aug 21 1:52 PM, In Hate, Life, My life, My own personal thoughts, Pain, Personal, Sad, Self, Thoughts. 700 words. Friends only.
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why did this have to happen to me? and why am i so sad? its a good thing that im not talking to him anymore, he was a sick person. wanting a 12 year old gf when he's 25!! i just feel so stupid and vulnerable!! and i feel a little guilty because he's getting in a lot of trouble from me telling on him, but i could be sby Sky Princess on Aug 17 12:26 AM, In Anger, Depression, Life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Self, Thoughts. 200 words. → 13 comments, Add one?
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