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I don't get it?
I get caught bunking twice, with two girls who are expected to be the worlds most innocent girls. The one talks about me to her mother i heard, the other one and me are so close. her names Talia.
today she was supposed to come to me.
Today i found out I have a bad name.
Today i found ou
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i left you and i'd never seen such sad eyes since my mother passed away u had me a short time but i wanted u for a lifetime i made a mistake and i wished i would have listend but i didnt and my punishment is not seeing ur face *god how i miss tht smile*
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Nov. 21 09 1
im sorry mommy that maggie died
i wish it was me insead
and you had you're perfect daugher back 2
Im sorry daddy i'm not you're son
and that he was taken away..
instead of me 3
Im sorry my dear little brothers
that i don't take care of you like i should
and being the worst siste
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Well the past two months have been great but this last week has just sucked some major dick. I started fighting with my girlfriend because she has some real issues opening up. It hurts her and she needs to speak to someone and I don't really give a rats ass who it is that she talks to just that she talks to someone.
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FUCK THIS!!!!!!!!!! 1
i am sad, angry, just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... 2
And do you know why??!?!?!?!?!? this is the most fucked up reason!!!! and alot of people would kill me if they knew... 3
Because i've been eating normally for 3 weeks...and i hate it!!! i'm going crazy! 4
I try to ignore the
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by rose-of-the-dead
1 day ago, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad.
600 words.
Friends only.
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Oh so dark,
So unpretty,
But her beauty turns heads.
So wrong,
So useless,
But needed for a waste of life.
Glass races through her blood,
Running,
Screaming,
From a poison of a heart,
Rotting,
Harming,
Anything it’s drips may touch.
Evil,
She’s evil they scream,
Such cold touch can only cause harm.
P
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The compulsion for stupidity is a blinding thing. To do the thing that will rip you in two and smile in the face of your own demise is the height of masochism. Yet you turn to it like a man burning in the desert for a cool drink of water. Stumbling for the pain as one might stumble toward the mirage for at least
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i had a dream last night this is what i rember 1
it was dark i was walking the side walk alone i saw a lil girl eating out of the street so i went to her and kneeled down beside her i lifted up her chin to look her in the eyes she looked at me with sadness in her eyes and spoke softly "papa" i than picked her up
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Something changed. 1
.... 2
I wish I could say what did... but perhaps it is one of life's great mysteries.
Did it change for better, or for worse?
I don't know yet. Time will tell this.
All I do know is that the monotony of life is leaving. Thing is, nothing in my day-to-day life has really changed. No
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I felt it once again. It was that extreme, burning pain that I occasionally feel. I no more occasionally feel that pain, but quite often. I found no cause of the pain, just myself. I am the cause of all of my pain. They always say there is a solution to the pain you feel. Yes there might be a solution, but has anyo
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I have bno clue what to do with Jenn and Dylan now o.o..since in my lastest chapter Karissa kinda wasd taken out >.> now itsd just Dylan and Jenn. I have re writtin the first paragrpoh five times now...and i still don't like it v.v 1
I am concidering actully just beating my head against the wall...or just skippin
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Someone please tell me what you do when you realize you have no true friends? 1
Never have i felt as alone as I do save once, and even then there was more of a reason, this time there is no such circumstance. I feel as if all I do is fruitless... No, I would not and Will not change my behavior. I like to help and
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It seems as though I'm always being haunted by the devil more than other Christians.
I'm tempted more, I'm scorned more, I'm hated more.
It just seems like I'm hurt more.
The devil laughs at me when I cry nearly every night because he has made this world miserable for others and for me.
People call me ignorant be
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So I can't sleep... *sigh* 1
I guess I'm gonna do some random things that my friends have in their Bebo blog. 2
1. 6 People thing:
1)I hate you so much I could seriously kill you! You need to fucking grow up and mature already. You user! I never thought I could hate someone as much as I do. How could you eve
by LoliGothicFairy
on Nov 18 9:11 PM, In Friends, Humor, Life, My own personal thoughts, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts.
1,700 words.
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I just went to go get some breakfast I came back and they were gone and all my friends were smiling up at me and they wouldn't tell me who took them! I became angry I went home and told my ma and pa and they went out and bought me another one I became happy again! But deep down I felt kinda hurt that my friends did t
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I finished my science essay last night, 1
I got a semi head start on my final outline for english, 2
and I have no homework and my speakers started working again. 3
Things are actually starting to look up in some small way. I'm a little proud, yes I had afew mental breakdowns yesterday. But I didn't quit
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one thing started it all,
i fell for a girl, how stupid.
but she was everything, she was amazing.
she had beautiful eyes, a beautiful smile,
everything about her was beautiful. i never felt like this before. until one day, we were finally together. laughs, tears, hugs, kisses. we shared the memories each passin
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Okay...
So last night my best friend broke down under the pressure of her family. She has a really harsh life and a messed up family. But around one AM last night, another friend texts me saying he cant find her. I was half asleep and not thinking so I texted her. She was either drunk or high bc she was text slurri
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Have you ever been so in love with someone that you haven't even relized it until someone pointed it out to you and by that time your heart belongs to someone who just screws with it over and over and never really understands why you cry at night and why when he is being sweet you want him to stay for a few minutes l
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Yeah, the title might tell you that this is going to be a nice story of love and passion, well, i just made that to mislead you, this is actually a story of a father disdane and ignorance for his own son. 1
My father used to by my hero, a man i could look up to and ask for advice from. But now i dont even talk
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I want to leave this place but I don't want to hurt them. I doubt they'll care - would they even notice? I want to get away. I want it all to end. But I wonder, why am I still here? 1
I can't stand being treated like a f***ing slave all the f***ing time. Why do I keep letting this happen time and time again? 2
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by geminiky
on Nov 17 12:26 AM, In Adult, Depression, Hate, Hope, Humanity, Life, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Self, Sex.
100 words.
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. 1
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I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. 3
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I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. 5
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We are the par
by BloodDragonRuler
on Nov 16 8:51 AM, In Bitter, Contemplative, First person, Life, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts.
600 words.
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Uhm... 1
My Best mate who is helping me deal with
my problems... (i love you Paul) suggested
that i tell the people who care about me
what happend... 2
So here goes... 3
In primary school, i was beaten by 3 guys,
They would hold me against the school building,
And kick and punch me till i started bl
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I am so confused and I really don't know what to do at this point anymore... I am 6 months pregnant.. My boyfriend cheated on me and I am falling into depression again.. I don't know what the hell I am going to do anymore.. I am so stressed and I don't know how to fix it, I find myself hiding from everyone again...
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