-
FUCK THIS!!!!!!!!!! 1
i am sad, angry, just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... 2
And do you know why??!?!?!?!?!? this is the most fucked up reason!!!! and alot of people would kill me if they knew... 3
Because i've been eating normally for 3 weeks...and i hate it!!! i'm going crazy! 4
I try to ignore the
-
-
by rose-of-the-dead
7 hours ago, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad.
600 words.
Friends only.
-
Oh so dark,
So unpretty,
But her beauty turns heads.
So wrong,
So useless,
But needed for a waste of life.
Glass races through her blood,
Running,
Screaming,
From a poison of a heart,
Rotting,
Harming,
Anything it’s drips may touch.
Evil,
She’s evil they scream,
Such cold touch can only cause harm.
P
-
to: Valasary 1
All i can think about is you Baby. You are my heart, my soul, my oxygen, my glass of water, you just mean life to me! I think about my past, and nothing seems good. I was going through really rough times. Even my past as in my childhood seem depressing because of my bio-father, the divorce, and e
-
The compulsion for stupidity is a blinding thing. To do the thing that will rip you in two and smile in the face of your own demise is the height of masochism. Yet you turn to it like a man burning in the desert for a cool drink of water. Stumbling for the pain as one might stumble toward the mirage for at least
-
i had a dream last night this is what i rember 1
it was dark i was walking the side walk alone i saw a lil girl eating out of the street so i went to her and kneeled down beside her i lifted up her chin to look her in the eyes she looked at me with sadness in her eyes and spoke softly "papa" i than picked her up
-
-
-
I haven't been on in ages! Oh well, same stuff, different week. 1
Except, exams are closer, so I'm being a really good student, and the cute red-head in Classics smiled at me today!
(It takes very little to make me happy)
-
omg lol i finally get to go home this weekend lol. i'm shocked mother let me go. it's going to be so jello.....the only bad part is that if i didnt go home then i would be going to go see new moon wit a friend from my church....o well i'll c it later lol it will still be there. i cant wait till the end o
-
Judy-woo 1
I love you and I hope you know I always will. I am so glad for being able to talk to you again, if it wasn't for the need to sleep...or go to that god awful place in the lower pits of hell I call work, I'd stay up forever talking to you. Gods how I have missed you. NEVER AGAIN can we go through time
-
Someone please tell me what you do when you realize you have no true friends? 1
Never have i felt as alone as I do save once, and even then there was more of a reason, this time there is no such circumstance. I feel as if all I do is fruitless... No, I would not and Will not change my behavior. I like to help and
-
Yippee doo dah.
I'm finally interested in having a relationship with another human being after two years of being lonely and scrapping through all the boring sticks that cling to me and my strange ways of driving my purple horse on the water. This person makes me smile, which is pretty amahzing. But but but but but
-
I have been through a lot since i last was on here. Loved, lost, love again. So much pain but i have been writing like crazy. So on her i will poor my heart and soul. If no one reads it i don't care but i am doing this for me. Here i will be true. Thank you all who have the time to listen to me. And to those who don
-
What do you do when the child is more like the parent and parent like the child? On top of that the child is being strangled by the parent and cant do anything about it. Constant yelling and bickering followed by grounding and rising anger. I just cant stand it! She has constant mood swings and the slightest thing wi
-
-
19th November 2009 1
wow been a while huh? so thought id update life so far. 2
I've quite Uni, i may have ranted about it alot, well it's finially over, woop woop 3
and one of the girls at college is still talking to me which is good, means things are getting better i think 4
and i have a job!!! woopw
-
It seems as though I'm always being haunted by the devil more than other Christians.
I'm tempted more, I'm scorned more, I'm hated more.
It just seems like I'm hurt more.
The devil laughs at me when I cry nearly every night because he has made this world miserable for others and for me.
People call me ignorant be
-
OK... I'm seriously shaken...
I know that I have to wake up in 3hrs and 40min, and I feel exhausted, but there's no way I can sleep now. 1
How will I even look at her face tomorrow. I wont be able to sit still in the bus either. 2
I'm scared that this is about me --->v 3
''You know I was perfectly fine
-
So I can't sleep... *sigh* 1
I guess I'm gonna do some random things that my friends have in their Bebo blog. 2
1. 6 People thing:
1)I hate you so much I could seriously kill you! You need to fucking grow up and mature already. You user! I never thought I could hate someone as much as I do. How could you eve
by LoliGothicFairy
2 days ago, In Friends, Humor, Life, My own personal thoughts, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts.
1,700 words.
→ Make first comment?
-
Ever notice how families with three children never work out? Anyone ever heard of the book/movie My Sister's Keeper? Let's think about this now... the first child was loved, but they made small mistakes while raising him, they attempted to make the second time around a success. The second child was loved even MORE. T
-
-
I finished my science essay last night, 1
I got a semi head start on my final outline for english, 2
and I have no homework and my speakers started working again. 3
Things are actually starting to look up in some small way. I'm a little proud, yes I had afew mental breakdowns yesterday. But I didn't quit
-
This day was the worst day of my whole life
This is what you seem to think is just a normal happy day when your little sister Comes home from the hospital
But when all turns around and your kicked out of your house then all chaos and Hell breaks loose
As my grandma says to me I'm a lazy little bitch and has no
-
-
omg!!!! lol my daddy finally called him. lol i'm going tonight to talk to them about the conversation and what all was said lol.....i cant wait till tonight too cuz i'm going to church and i love to go lol it's always the best. omg i think that i might have actually slept a little better last night than i have
-
1.Which do you prefer......
A femme or A.G.? A "fem" but of course!!! 1
2.Eat or get ate? Well of course I like both but if I have to just pick one I pick eat!!! 2
3.Relationship or eat and leave? Definitely am the relationship type!! 3
4.Hair pullin or back scratchin? Both but if I had to pick then ba
-
-
So I have an essay due in every class that's mandatory and an extra essay in 3 of my 5 classes. All are due in like a 3 week period. The one I'm most excited about is my essay due in Work Keys (ACT Prep). It's a persuasive dealing with rappers and racial slurs in their music. Because I'm mixed, I get called a variety
|
|