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Music: Since You Took Your Love Away- Steps. 1
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Ok, I'm now 25. When I was 14, I started a paperround. I was doing it for 3 years when I met this girl I saw often... she had another route. One day in July, I'd bought some sweets. And started walking home. I walked passed her and for some
by Walking Oxymoron
5 minutes ago, In Diary, Friends, Life, Love, My life, Noguest, Pain, Personal, Random, Real t.
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Nov. 21 09 1
im sorry mommy that maggie died
i wish it was me insead
and you had you're perfect daugher back 2
Im sorry daddy i'm not you're son
and that he was taken away..
instead of me 3
Im sorry my dear little brothers
that i don't take care of you like i should
and being the worst siste
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Well the past two months have been great but this last week has just sucked some major dick. I started fighting with my girlfriend because she has some real issues opening up. It hurts her and she needs to speak to someone and I don't really give a rats ass who it is that she talks to just that she talks to someone.
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FUCK THIS!!!!!!!!!! 1
i am sad, angry, just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... 2
And do you know why??!?!?!?!?!? this is the most fucked up reason!!!! and alot of people would kill me if they knew... 3
Because i've been eating normally for 3 weeks...and i hate it!!! i'm going crazy! 4
I try to ignore the
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by rose-of-the-dead
1 day ago, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad.
600 words.
Friends only.
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There I s girl who has a broken heart, she l ove s this boy who is going out with her friend, but this boy was her first boyfriend she tried to get over him by dating other people and her boyfriend now she likes him
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Oh so dark,
So unpretty,
But her beauty turns heads.
So wrong,
So useless,
But needed for a waste of life.
Glass races through her blood,
Running,
Screaming,
From a poison of a heart,
Rotting,
Harming,
Anything it’s drips may touch.
Evil,
She’s evil they scream,
Such cold touch can only cause harm.
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The compulsion for stupidity is a blinding thing. To do the thing that will rip you in two and smile in the face of your own demise is the height of masochism. Yet you turn to it like a man burning in the desert for a cool drink of water. Stumbling for the pain as one might stumble toward the mirage for at least
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I felt it once again. It was that extreme, burning pain that I occasionally feel. I no more occasionally feel that pain, but quite often. I found no cause of the pain, just myself. I am the cause of all of my pain. They always say there is a solution to the pain you feel. Yes there might be a solution, but has anyo
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Im lossing my mind.I cant shut my brain off for 2 sec. and i want to cry bc my mind is going back and forth between present and past. But not the good past either.
Im crazy i need to get away and soon. or i will die. HELP ME> see none of my friends now about this and they wont now either. Imscared to death that i m
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I have been through a lot since i last was on here. Loved, lost, love again. So much pain but i have been writing like crazy. So on her i will poor my heart and soul. If no one reads it i don't care but i am doing this for me. Here i will be true. Thank you all who have the time to listen to me. And to those who don
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It seems as though I'm always being haunted by the devil more than other Christians.
I'm tempted more, I'm scorned more, I'm hated more.
It just seems like I'm hurt more.
The devil laughs at me when I cry nearly every night because he has made this world miserable for others and for me.
People call me ignorant be
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So I can't sleep... *sigh* 1
I guess I'm gonna do some random things that my friends have in their Bebo blog. 2
1. 6 People thing:
1)I hate you so much I could seriously kill you! You need to fucking grow up and mature already. You user! I never thought I could hate someone as much as I do. How could you eve
by LoliGothicFairy
on Nov 18 9:11 PM, In Friends, Humor, Life, My own personal thoughts, Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts.
1,700 words.
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I just went to go get some breakfast I came back and they were gone and all my friends were smiling up at me and they wouldn't tell me who took them! I became angry I went home and told my ma and pa and they went out and bought me another one I became happy again! But deep down I felt kinda hurt that my friends did t
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It is a very painful and hollow freedom to wish to die, and yet to be already dead in one's own heart. And though I am alone in my heart at least one thing brings me happiness, even if it may seem to most as a selfish, cruel, and monsterous joke. I finally have a reason to live, to live so that in 2012 though in my
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Ever notice how families with three children never work out? Anyone ever heard of the book/movie My Sister's Keeper? Let's think about this now... the first child was loved, but they made small mistakes while raising him, they attempted to make the second time around a success. The second child was loved even MORE. T
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This day was the worst day of my whole life
This is what you seem to think is just a normal happy day when your little sister Comes home from the hospital
But when all turns around and your kicked out of your house then all chaos and Hell breaks loose
As my grandma says to me I'm a lazy little bitch and has no
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Its just been one of those days. You know, the kind of day where you realize that no matter what, shits just always going to catch up with you. It doesn’t matter if you’re a good a person or not, your past is always there to haunt you, and it doesn’t matter where you hide… it’ll always be breathing right down you nec
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It’s just a little insane, the thought that, even after growing up surrounded by drug addicts… people who really never gave a fuck about anything more then the drugs they did, the dealers that dealt them and themselves, in that order, can still manage to hurt me, and I still manage to care about them. After so many
by PixxxiePoet
on Nov 17 7:59 PM, In Angry, Background, Escape, Family, Life, Other, Pain, Personal, Self, Society.
1,000 words.
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gah!-crumples up the 10th piece of paper- why wont this damn thing come out of me! i know its there! i can feel it, the shape, the emotion! i can hear its taunting enfantile laughter as it cloyingly refuses to come to the surface! 1
-storms around the room ranting- 2
i mean...is it so much to ask for a few si
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Okay...
So last night my best friend broke down under the pressure of her family. She has a really harsh life and a messed up family. But around one AM last night, another friend texts me saying he cant find her. I was half asleep and not thinking so I texted her. She was either drunk or high bc she was text slurri
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Fill me with your lies and the sweet seduction of your voice. I'm bleeding from the inside out, yet you keep me as your little pet. Damaged and broken, I lay at your feet, eager to receive my next order. Why do I live like this? Is love supposed to put you in such restraints? 1
It's hard for me to breath
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Just ignore it. Ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it. Just ignore it please. Think nothing of it. Don't admit it. Act as though it's not beating through your chest. Act as though it has not crossed your mind. Just ignore it. Ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it. Just ignore it. WHY? Why igno
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Have you ever been so in love with someone that you haven't even relized it until someone pointed it out to you and by that time your heart belongs to someone who just screws with it over and over and never really understands why you cry at night and why when he is being sweet you want him to stay for a few minutes l
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Yeah, the title might tell you that this is going to be a nice story of love and passion, well, i just made that to mislead you, this is actually a story of a father disdane and ignorance for his own son. 1
My father used to by my hero, a man i could look up to and ask for advice from. But now i dont even talk
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I want to leave this place but I don't want to hurt them. I doubt they'll care - would they even notice? I want to get away. I want it all to end. But I wonder, why am I still here? 1
I can't stand being treated like a f***ing slave all the f***ing time. Why do I keep letting this happen time and time again? 2
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by geminiky
on Nov 17 12:26 AM, In Adult, Depression, Hate, Hope, Humanity, Life, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Self, Sex.
100 words.
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