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The compulsion for stupidity is a blinding thing. To do the thing that will rip you in two and smile in the face of your own demise is the height of masochism. Yet you turn to it like a man burning in the desert for a cool drink of water. Stumbling for the pain as one might stumble toward the mirage for at least
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Something changed. 1
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I wish I could say what did... but perhaps it is one of life's great mysteries.
Did it change for better, or for worse?
I don't know yet. Time will tell this.
All I do know is that the monotony of life is leaving. Thing is, nothing in my day-to-day life has really changed. No
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So I am wanting to get in a serious relationship, but no one seems to like to be in a serious relationship. So that started to make me think, who is willing to get in a serious relationship? Please comment or send me a message.
Dosen't matter if it's long distance or not.
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I felt it once again. It was that extreme, burning pain that I occasionally feel. I no more occasionally feel that pain, but quite often. I found no cause of the pain, just myself. I am the cause of all of my pain. They always say there is a solution to the pain you feel. Yes there might be a solution, but has anyo
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Ok somehow i managed to set my mind on this
My Name is Timothy Austin Verratti but I also respond to the name Adam Wolfe and my alter ego is The Wolf. Austin is powerless and weak but he is smart. Adam is strong and cunning and The Wolf has the power to control wind and is deadly. Thats my mind-set and its working
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Judy-woo 1
I love you and I hope you know I always will. I am so glad for being able to talk to you again, if it wasn't for the need to sleep...or go to that god awful place in the lower pits of hell I call work, I'd stay up forever talking to you. Gods how I have missed you. NEVER AGAIN can we go through time
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I have bno clue what to do with Jenn and Dylan now o.o..since in my lastest chapter Karissa kinda wasd taken out >.> now itsd just Dylan and Jenn. I have re writtin the first paragrpoh five times now...and i still don't like it v.v 1
I am concidering actully just beating my head against the wall...or just skippin
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Someone please tell me what you do when you realize you have no true friends? 1
Never have i felt as alone as I do save once, and even then there was more of a reason, this time there is no such circumstance. I feel as if all I do is fruitless... No, I would not and Will not change my behavior. I like to help and
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My heart has just been broken again. 3
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A favorite teacher of mine, a mentor, a lovely/kind/caring/deeply devoted mother/daughter/wife/teacher/etc. passed away a few hours ago. 5
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On of my friends was there when it happened. 7
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I cannot believe she is gone. I can barely br
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I have been through a lot since i last was on here. Loved, lost, love again. So much pain but i have been writing like crazy. So on her i will poor my heart and soul. If no one reads it i don't care but i am doing this for me. Here i will be true. Thank you all who have the time to listen to me. And to those who don
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So, I'm not sure if I'm the only one here. Maybe it's normal. But, at the moment, I hate my father. I really truly do. If murder wasn't illegal, he would have died fifty times over. What right does he have to tell me to go die? To tell me I'm not good enough? He doesn't even know me. He doesn't know what his words do
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What do you do when the child is more like the parent and parent like the child? On top of that the child is being strangled by the parent and cant do anything about it. Constant yelling and bickering followed by grounding and rising anger. I just cant stand it! She has constant mood swings and the slightest thing wi
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Dear Stan, 1
I was browsing poems on this site using that clever little "random" button, and have noticed a few things I feel like sharing with myself and the legions of Stan existing solely in my rather unhinged psyche. 2
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First off, why is almost all of the poetry here absolutely angst-ta
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That's right, folks! TODAY happens to be my third year b-day, of sorts, here at AP! Alot has happened in that amount of time...and I want to take a moment to reflect upon it all: 1
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Anyways, thanks for the friends that have stayed with me, and those that kept on through the site drama and thi
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Oh, I'll tell you,
I tell you being being alone isn't as horrible as it sounds.
What I won't tell you is that when I'm truly alone and I feel that no one is within range to hear me shout, 1
then, then I become afraid. 2
My imagination leads me to believe that the impossible
just might be possibl
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19th November 2009 1
wow been a while huh? so thought id update life so far. 2
I've quite Uni, i may have ranted about it alot, well it's finially over, woop woop 3
and one of the girls at college is still talking to me which is good, means things are getting better i think 4
and i have a job!!! woopw
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So I can't sleep... *sigh* 1
I guess I'm gonna do some random things that my friends have in their Bebo blog. 2
1. 6 People thing:
1)I hate you so much I could seriously kill you! You need to fucking grow up and mature already. You user! I never thought I could hate someone as much as I do. How could you eve
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Day 67 already?
So day 100 will be...December 22! 1
So those who live in Ireland/England will know that yesterday (It's 01:04 right now) was The Childline Concert. It was fun. Even though I didn't like the bands that much I was still screaming the lyrics of the songs just like everyone else. Unfortunately, we sa
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Ever notice how families with three children never work out? Anyone ever heard of the book/movie My Sister's Keeper? Let's think about this now... the first child was loved, but they made small mistakes while raising him, they attempted to make the second time around a success. The second child was loved even MORE. T
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Are some lives of greater worth? This question can only really be answered in retrospect, or is that entirely a truism? In our days of organised education, well lets give them the benefit of any doubt, when careers can be more or less mapped out, when it is possible to estimate or quantify a contribution based on hi
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omg!!!! lol my daddy finally called him. lol i'm going tonight to talk to them about the conversation and what all was said lol.....i cant wait till tonight too cuz i'm going to church and i love to go lol it's always the best. omg i think that i might have actually slept a little better last night than i have
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I want a hug.
I want to see New Moon too. 1
A tad confused. 2
And i want to talk to some people. I just have this want to talk to them, maybe ramble a bit. Haven't caught up with some of my friends in a while, so i want to see them too.
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Today is Ben's birthday. I hope it went well. 3
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Over the last few days I've gotten my priorities straightened out: 5
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1. Family 7
2. Friends 8
3. Health 9
4. School 10
5. Dreams 11
6. Extras 12
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