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by rose-of-the-dead
5 hours ago, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad.
600 words.
Friends only.
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Neck hurts more then usual. Maybe its trying to tell me something. Oh well who knows who cares. Really I dont cause I know I cant stop it from hurting. Chronic back pains as well. Well my body just hates me tonight, my head is starting to pound and god my ear is driving me nuts. Oh Brandela stop your whinning we dont
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The compulsion for stupidity is a blinding thing. To do the thing that will rip you in two and smile in the face of your own demise is the height of masochism. Yet you turn to it like a man burning in the desert for a cool drink of water. Stumbling for the pain as one might stumble toward the mirage for at least
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Ok somehow i managed to set my mind on this
My Name is Timothy Austin Verratti but I also respond to the name Adam Wolfe and my alter ego is The Wolf. Austin is powerless and weak but he is smart. Adam is strong and cunning and The Wolf has the power to control wind and is deadly. Thats my mind-set and its working
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omg lol i finally get to go home this weekend lol. i'm shocked mother let me go. it's going to be so jello.....the only bad part is that if i didnt go home then i would be going to go see new moon wit a friend from my church....o well i'll c it later lol it will still be there. i cant wait till the end o
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Strange occurences that turn lives, sometimes from the mundane to the extraodinary, from the drab to the exciting. Going to see one of the very popular farce's of the 1960s at a London theatre, we had arrived, as was our norm, far to early we sauntered up Charing Cross Road, in them days almost every shop was a secon
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I have bno clue what to do with Jenn and Dylan now o.o..since in my lastest chapter Karissa kinda wasd taken out >.> now itsd just Dylan and Jenn. I have re writtin the first paragrpoh five times now...and i still don't like it v.v 1
I am concidering actully just beating my head against the wall...or just skippin
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Someone please tell me what you do when you realize you have no true friends? 1
Never have i felt as alone as I do save once, and even then there was more of a reason, this time there is no such circumstance. I feel as if all I do is fruitless... No, I would not and Will not change my behavior. I like to help and
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I have been through a lot since i last was on here. Loved, lost, love again. So much pain but i have been writing like crazy. So on her i will poor my heart and soul. If no one reads it i don't care but i am doing this for me. Here i will be true. Thank you all who have the time to listen to me. And to those who don
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So, I'm not sure if I'm the only one here. Maybe it's normal. But, at the moment, I hate my father. I really truly do. If murder wasn't illegal, he would have died fifty times over. What right does he have to tell me to go die? To tell me I'm not good enough? He doesn't even know me. He doesn't know what his words do
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What do you do when the child is more like the parent and parent like the child? On top of that the child is being strangled by the parent and cant do anything about it. Constant yelling and bickering followed by grounding and rising anger. I just cant stand it! She has constant mood swings and the slightest thing wi
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we sit side-by-side at work. he's a mere 24 yet he has to be one of the most intelligent, switched-on, funny 24 year olds i've ever met... HELL!! he's way more mature than some of the older people i know over the past couple of months, we've come to know each other reasonably well.
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19th November 2009 1
wow been a while huh? so thought id update life so far. 2
I've quite Uni, i may have ranted about it alot, well it's finially over, woop woop 3
and one of the girls at college is still talking to me which is good, means things are getting better i think 4
and i have a job!!! woopw
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It seems as though I'm always being haunted by the devil more than other Christians.
I'm tempted more, I'm scorned more, I'm hated more.
It just seems like I'm hurt more.
The devil laughs at me when I cry nearly every night because he has made this world miserable for others and for me.
People call me ignorant be
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OK... I'm seriously shaken...
I know that I have to wake up in 3hrs and 40min, and I feel exhausted, but there's no way I can sleep now. 1
How will I even look at her face tomorrow. I wont be able to sit still in the bus either. 2
I'm scared that this is about me --->v 3
''You know I was perfectly fine
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This day was the worst day of my whole life
This is what you seem to think is just a normal happy day when your little sister Comes home from the hospital
But when all turns around and your kicked out of your house then all chaos and Hell breaks loose
As my grandma says to me I'm a lazy little bitch and has no
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Its just been one of those days. You know, the kind of day where you realize that no matter what, shits just always going to catch up with you. It doesn’t matter if you’re a good a person or not, your past is always there to haunt you, and it doesn’t matter where you hide… it’ll always be breathing right down you nec
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Yeah, okay… I fucking get it already. I’m a fuck up, and a burden in your fucking life. I’m sorry you brought me into this world, but I guess that was my fault too, right? You couldn’t remember anything I’ve ever done right if your life depended on it, but you CAN’T seem to forget any of the times I’ve fucked up, and
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gah!-crumples up the 10th piece of paper- why wont this damn thing come out of me! i know its there! i can feel it, the shape, the emotion! i can hear its taunting enfantile laughter as it cloyingly refuses to come to the surface! 1
-storms around the room ranting- 2
i mean...is it so much to ask for a few si
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one thing started it all,
i fell for a girl, how stupid.
but she was everything, she was amazing.
she had beautiful eyes, a beautiful smile,
everything about her was beautiful. i never felt like this before. until one day, we were finally together. laughs, tears, hugs, kisses. we shared the memories each passin
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Okay...
So last night my best friend broke down under the pressure of her family. She has a really harsh life and a messed up family. But around one AM last night, another friend texts me saying he cant find her. I was half asleep and not thinking so I texted her. She was either drunk or high bc she was text slurri
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Name: Joshua Caleb Williamson
DOB: June 11, 1989
Current Location: DeFuniak Springs, FL
Alias: Jack C. Wilson
Nicknames: Seawulf, Green Bean
Eye: Icy Blue
Hair: cool brown
Fav Color: Emerald green or Ocean blue
Fav Drink: Real Japanese Green Tea (O'cha)
Fav Food: Any Italian Pasta Cuisine
Fav Candy: Smart T
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Am left in amazment by her once again. Their is just something about her. Something incredibly magnificent about her and I wish I was able to find the right fitting words for it so that I could express them to her. But I don't know the words. She knocks me off my feet, how does she do it lol. She's beautiful, charmin
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