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by rose-of-the-dead
8 hours ago, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad.
600 words.
Friends only.
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to: Valasary 1
All i can think about is you Baby. You are my heart, my soul, my oxygen, my glass of water, you just mean life to me! I think about my past, and nothing seems good. I was going through really rough times. Even my past as in my childhood seem depressing because of my bio-father, the divorce, and e
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So I am wanting to get in a serious relationship, but no one seems to like to be in a serious relationship. So that started to make me think, who is willing to get in a serious relationship? Please comment or send me a message.
Dosen't matter if it's long distance or not.
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Judy-woo 1
I love you and I hope you know I always will. I am so glad for being able to talk to you again, if it wasn't for the need to sleep...or go to that god awful place in the lower pits of hell I call work, I'd stay up forever talking to you. Gods how I have missed you. NEVER AGAIN can we go through time
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I have been through a lot since i last was on here. Loved, lost, love again. So much pain but i have been writing like crazy. So on her i will poor my heart and soul. If no one reads it i don't care but i am doing this for me. Here i will be true. Thank you all who have the time to listen to me. And to those who don
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Jealousy is, 1
listening to the only person you've ever despised, 2
make love to the only person you've ever wanted.
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one thing started it all,
i fell for a girl, how stupid.
but she was everything, she was amazing.
she had beautiful eyes, a beautiful smile,
everything about her was beautiful. i never felt like this before. until one day, we were finally together. laughs, tears, hugs, kisses. we shared the memories each passin
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Am left in amazment by her once again. Their is just something about her. Something incredibly magnificent about her and I wish I was able to find the right fitting words for it so that I could express them to her. But I don't know the words. She knocks me off my feet, how does she do it lol. She's beautiful, charmin
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Just ignore it. Ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it. Just ignore it please. Think nothing of it. Don't admit it. Act as though it's not beating through your chest. Act as though it has not crossed your mind. Just ignore it. Ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it ignore it. Just ignore it. WHY? Why igno
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Have you ever been so in love with someone that you haven't even relized it until someone pointed it out to you and by that time your heart belongs to someone who just screws with it over and over and never really understands why you cry at night and why when he is being sweet you want him to stay for a few minutes l
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It's been so long
it's so hard
i feel my life has
been restricted
just as the water currents
restrict the crossing of a great river. 1
It's been so hot
it's been so cold
i need the help of
a loving soul
the same way the
deserts trees need the rain 2
I've come so far
I've worked so much
I'm on my w
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Today i saw you.... i sit down and i turn finding you looking at me.... in me de ration, i blush and turn away... i get up you also get up im in line and your right behind me... i cant control myself having you close too me makes me go crazy... as you saw i got out of control and stared bitching around... i was
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Cassi, 1
Three days have passed. A mere three days have passed since we started dating. I'm just going to be completely honest; you've stolen my heart. You came into my life such a long time ago and amazed me with how much you care for me. Now, you've taken my breath away because of your beauty, your sense of hum
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Do you remember me squirming in your arms
As you hugged me tight
Remember us sitting under your tree
In the afternoon sun the sun baking our skin
Talking about the most random things
Playstation, You, Dreams, Cake, Me, Dogs, Cookies, Our future
And when you gave me things that I used to hold dear
Teasing me ye
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I thought that I would be down forever,
I thought that I would never get up the courage to get over you,
YOu thought that I was gonna play your game
YOu thought that I was always gonna be there waiting for you and I was for awhile but
I had to get over you.
I couldn't stay like that forever.
I had to find someo
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It hurts to be able to spend time with you strictly through the computer. It hurts to be so limited. It hurts to be so far from you knowing I'm not allowed to come closer. It hurts to wake up each morning without you. It hurts to go to sleep each night without you. It hurts to watch movies and Grey's without you. It
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I can remember never letting my hair down. It was always pulled back so I was ready for anything coming at me. Always ready for the fists that I knew would find me. Always ready for the anger, the black outs. I can remember never feeling anything. Never really being human. Drinking until the sun faded to night and ni
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Okay so, I have a boyfriend & a really close friend of mine that is in the marines... who likes me & he wants me to make the decision between him or my boyfriend adam.. & I can't make that decision because last year when I went to school with him, I tried so hard to hint to him that I liked him and he ignored my sign
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Ok people say they have bad luck right? well i have it nonstop. 1
It started when my parents kicked me out cause my dad hated me ((stepdad)). I went to Ohio and left my BF of a year behind. He said he'd wait he cried yadayada. So i get out here and thigns go pretty good got a nice room computer. Then one day i ge
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So... I've not done one of these yet. I came into my first day shift today and had a few journals to read from some of my most fav people. It saddens me to no end that so many people are hurting I wish I could comfort all of my friends. Especially the younger ones. My mom always said she wished she could open u
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I just deleted an entry. "Red Flags are Breaking my Heart" it was about how I thought maybe my feelings for George were back. Also that my feelings for him were majorily strong. Today I relized how wrong I was. Logan finally messaged me, and now because he found out Maxwell and I are talking again he believes I'm pla
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Well um... I was looking through my junk and found a box and to my grief it was a box full of old memories. And not just any memories.. Just stuff I'd forgotten and was glad I had, but now.. -shivers- I threw it away it was that bad. Any who I'm feeling better now. I was insanely sick last night idk what happened. Me
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