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Mom, 1 Lately, you've been questioning whether I had an Eating Disorder...and i know I have one. I'm sorry for not telling you earlier but I thought I could control it before it got this bad. Now I'm stuck and I don't know what to do. It's not just a regular Eating Disorder. It's called Bulimarexia. Here's theby Ah-mazing Angel on Jun 23 5:00 PM, In Depressed, Depression, Diary, Eating disorder, Teen issues, Teenage thinking. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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I've been trying to recover from stupid-faced bulimia (yes, I DO have the maturity level of a kindergartener, and yes, I DID say stupid-faced). 1 Six and a half weeks. 2 Sometimes they were miserable; other times I was restricting and they were fine... if not still hard. 3 I'd almost forgotten just how shby Avalanche.Echo on Jun 19 10:25 PM, In Bulimia, Eating disorder, Personal, Spur of the moment, Thoughts. 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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One 1 I am; subtle memories slipping through cracked side walks To no-where’s-land 2 I am; the feeling of Hunger beyond hunger every single day 3 I am; skeletal fingers Running through barely-there-hair 4 I am; a red traffic light inside my brain Pushing away the food 5 I am;by doodlebug1234 on Jun 18 11:53 AM, In Eating disorder, Life, Real time, Short story, Teenage society. 3,100 words. → Make first comment?
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Now, it's okay. It's just fine. I don't even like him like that, anymore. But still. Maybe I should backtrack... I told one of the few friends who didn't know that I was bulimic, because he asked (after I got kind of mad at a bulimia joke another friend told). I also told him that I hadn't purged in 9 days, which Iby Avalanche.Echo on Feb 21 10:33 PM, In Bulimia, Contemplative, Eating disorder, Friends, Journal, My life, Teen. 600 words. → Make first comment?
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You want to vent? Go ahead, I'm all ears. Breaking down? I've got two good shoulders you can cry on. Think you're fat? Sweetie, you're twice as skinny as I am, you're nowhere near fat, have a cookie.
... And all this with a smile on my face.
FUCK IT.
I'm so tired of pretending to be ha
by Avalanche.Echo on Feb 9 9:56 PM, In Bitter, Bulimia, Depression, Eating disorder, First person, My life. 600 words. → 5 comments, Add one? -
(Not that anyone's actually going to read this, but I need to stick it somewhere that's not in a notebook because that gives me writer's cramp, and this just gives me carpal tunnel )
It's not like I haven't lied to myself about this before. I'm going to stop, I'll never do it again, I'm gett
by Avalanche.Echo on Feb 4 7:10 PM, In Addiction, Angst, Bulimia, Eating disorder, My life, Non-fiction. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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