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Ok, I'm not Kevin Williamson, not that there's anything wrong with the lifestyle choice of being gay, it's just that I'm not...KW or gay. So, that brings me to tightassed, conservative, homophobic, scared-of-their-own-sexuality, media frenzied America, the artistic temperament of some writers who hide behind Hollywoo
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Wary to the point of genius, but on the other side of them, hidden deep in their subconscious, within rhe deepest recesses if id unexplored, uninspired and untamed thus far, there was something itching for release. A hunger so primal, so base, so raw, that it had to be fed, and soon. The hecklers and the general mass
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Wary to the point of genius, but on the other side of them, hidden deep in their subconscious, within rhe deepest recesses if id unexplored, uninspired and untamed thus far, there was something itching for release. A hunger so primal, so base, so raw, that it had to be fed, and soon. The hecklers and the general mass
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FUCK THIS!!!!!!!!!! 1
i am sad, angry, just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... 2
And do you know why??!?!?!?!?!? this is the most fucked up reason!!!! and alot of people would kill me if they knew... 3
Because i've been eating normally for 3 weeks...and i hate it!!! i'm going crazy! 4
I try to ignore the
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by rose-of-the-dead
9 hours ago, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad.
600 words.
Friends only.
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America's whitewash effect is at it again. Touch their world and they don't protect you, they try to bury you. For the record, the title of this little is inaccurate but in the long run, this is what the Hollywood cynic derives as...wel, who fucking cares, it's old school, white Daddy Hollywood, the scared version, n
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Here we are again...
its that time of season.
I will not be on probably at all
for i am leaving to volenteer with the salvation army to do the kettles again.
I will miss reading the wonderful muses that have inspired me so...
But i will be back before jack frost getts me down.
Love you guys
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Im lossing my mind.I cant shut my brain off for 2 sec. and i want to cry bc my mind is going back and forth between present and past. But not the good past either.
Im crazy i need to get away and soon. or i will die. HELP ME> see none of my friends now about this and they wont now either. Imscared to death that i m
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omg lol i finally get to go home this weekend lol. i'm shocked mother let me go. it's going to be so jello.....the only bad part is that if i didnt go home then i would be going to go see new moon wit a friend from my church....o well i'll c it later lol it will still be there. i cant wait till the end o
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I have been through a lot since i last was on here. Loved, lost, love again. So much pain but i have been writing like crazy. So on her i will poor my heart and soul. If no one reads it i don't care but i am doing this for me. Here i will be true. Thank you all who have the time to listen to me. And to those who don
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Dear Stan, 1
I was browsing poems on this site using that clever little "random" button, and have noticed a few things I feel like sharing with myself and the legions of Stan existing solely in my rather unhinged psyche. 2
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First off, why is almost all of the poetry here absolutely angst-ta
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That's right, folks! TODAY happens to be my third year b-day, of sorts, here at AP! Alot has happened in that amount of time...and I want to take a moment to reflect upon it all: 1
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Anyways, thanks for the friends that have stayed with me, and those that kept on through the site drama and thi
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Oh, I'll tell you,
I tell you being being alone isn't as horrible as it sounds.
What I won't tell you is that when I'm truly alone and I feel that no one is within range to hear me shout, 1
then, then I become afraid. 2
My imagination leads me to believe that the impossible
just might be possibl
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OK... I'm seriously shaken...
I know that I have to wake up in 3hrs and 40min, and I feel exhausted, but there's no way I can sleep now. 1
How will I even look at her face tomorrow. I wont be able to sit still in the bus either. 2
I'm scared that this is about me --->v 3
''You know I was perfectly fine
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last night i put sumthing from download nd it was lik hundreds of mb's in size, i was bored to looking a da numbers going on lik 1% complete... so just turned of the monitor (not computer) tuened off da lights nd lied down, but then i feell alseep nd woke up at bout 6:46 am in da morning... dat sux. now i am wonderin
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What if you had a special something and it was taken away from you? 1
What if you had a special something and it was taken away from you, what would you do? Well when I was little I had a dog and his name was Gizmo and he was about 7 years old and he was my favorite dog other than my ST Bernard her name was Pe
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omg!!!! lol my daddy finally called him. lol i'm going tonight to talk to them about the conversation and what all was said lol.....i cant wait till tonight too cuz i'm going to church and i love to go lol it's always the best. omg i think that i might have actually slept a little better last night than i have
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Like the baby steps we long ago watched, when our little youngster took their first step, sometimes we now realize we are taking those steps like them, inching our way forward, one step at a time, through the circumstances of life. 1
Today I felt that way. Let go of the furniture you hung onto...and forward
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one thing started it all,
i fell for a girl, how stupid.
but she was everything, she was amazing.
she had beautiful eyes, a beautiful smile,
everything about her was beautiful. i never felt like this before. until one day, we were finally together. laughs, tears, hugs, kisses. we shared the memories each passin
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(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been arrested
(x) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
() Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposit
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Today i saw you.... i sit down and i turn finding you looking at me.... in me de ration, i blush and turn away... i get up you also get up im in line and your right behind me... i cant control myself having you close too me makes me go crazy... as you saw i got out of control and stared bitching around... i was
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Dear Stan, 1
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I realized today in my sociology class that I am two books behind in reading. Not chapters. BOOKS. I refuse to read one because, from the skimming I have done since, I can learn the same thing from analyzing the BET channel. The other was written by my professor, so not looking tha
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today i woke up and i felt fear. I felt like i was being watched .not in scary way in way i cant explain. My dreams have been trying to tell me something .maybe danger ahead.maybe life changing ahead. Not knowing what it is . its what scares me . i dont want to live my life scared . whatever it is it is isolating me
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