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I feel so sick of myself. I just ate lunch. All I had was a salad and but I feel gross. It was a big salad. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and that includes a weight check so I'm kind of nervous. I really, really, really hope and pray that I didn't gain any weight. 1
On another note, I had a really g
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I feel so fat right now. I know in my head that I still wear children's size fourteen at age seventeen, so i can't be that fat, but knowing that doesn't stop me from feeling enormouos. 1
I both hate and love having an eating disorder. At the moment I am half heartedly trying to recover, but I say it's half he
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