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I can remember never letting my hair down. It was always pulled back so I was ready for anything coming at me. Always ready for the fists that I knew would find me. Always ready for the anger, the black outs. I can remember never feeling anything. Never really being human. Drinking until the sun faded to night and ni
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Today I seemed to of procrastinated greatly on doing my two eassays. i seemed to be falling apart as I know it. I don't know what to do to bring myself back up. I'm lost. Someone find me. I'm lost.
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I have been with this guy (Jordan) for 2 months and almost 3 but what happened has torn me up inside.
For seven long years of picking on eachother, I have cherished him in my heart. For three of those years, I have loved him and haven't had the guts to tell him because he suddenly disappeared. Now he is back and I
by LostBoyLostGirl
on May 18 11:05 AM, In A moment, Diary, Drama, Help, Life, Love, My life, My own personal thoughts, Personal.
300 words.
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( I wrote this a while back and was just carrying it around, figured might as well post it...)
When is it that the actual decay of mind makes its self known? Is it ever truly known? Is it the loss of ones talents that force the mind to see its own death? Or is it only after hope has been given up that the mind dec
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all she talks is SHIT and is doing my fucking head in......seriously I really am irritable, snappy and just don't wanna know. I don't want her to even open her mouth to me...please just be quiet and let me write. She asks for the modem and I have stated clearlt that I am TRYING to writ
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hey ' ♥
I'm bored.
Thought I'd just make a little journal entry, while I wait for tacosssss, yeah I'm a fat kid lmao bahahahaha.
mmm, tacos..
they're tasty, like your grandma.
eww I'm creepy.
Something lately that's been getting on my nerves, are those things people copy
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I continue regressing further and further each day.
Feeling constant attacks from Methaline and Abyss,
The Echoes that haunt me in my wake are now getting stronger, coming in more frequently.
Alcohol, and various things are ceasing to have much of an effect on me anymore..
Im still obsessed with Envy, and
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what a great day ive had today. apart from my small dog being beat up a few times by my day care dog freddie, its all good. had to tell dave off just a minute ago as he got in a strop over the most stupid thing, and he was really embarrest when i told him off because he knew he was in the wrong. (i know this because
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Last Night was: 5/15/09
Day earlier day before:
-went to school
-went home
-went to my Best Friends house to get ready
-got food
-went to the 8th grade dance
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Let me try to remember all the important events.
Alaura(BFF) and I were dropped off at our middle school and 6:45 and we sat on a bench to finish
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Bored as usual, can't wait for Jennifer to get home from boarding, we are going up town
I am sitting writing lol {again}, yes that's right lol
Anyway type later
Ps-still not got laptop working
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looking in the mirror what do i see.
looking in the mirror that isn't me.
something so precious and so unique what in the world happen to me.
you told me one thing that was very cruel and now you see what you've been missing.
looking in the mirror what do i see.
a very pretty girl looking at me.
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Yo BITCHEZZ! LMAO Jk, love yah bitches, anyway, today was awesome...hah Ashley bought me one of those chocolate eclair pies! Lol she gave it to me at lunch.
Ook, I saw Jeremy onTuesday! Hah, he was awesome! OMG! Me and my track team made it to the regoinals!!!! Im so happy! So did Jeremy's team. Lol! On tuesday,
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1. Feeling right now?
Musical
2. School
Asshole
3. MTV
Dykes
4. Weather outside
Hell
5. Housework
Boring
6. Cell phone charger
Lost
7. Shoes
Green
8. Grades
High
9. Water
Watery
10. Britney Spears
Bald!
11. Rodeo Clowns
Creepy
12. Coffee
Awesome
13. Schedule for tommorow
Weekened
14. Abercr
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i felt the pulse.
dead.
no! this could not possibly be happening. it was an accident, i swear!
dead.
how could i revive her? what was to be done? i'll do anything!
dead.
oh, jesus christ! please! i beg of you! bring my sister back to life! i was not watching her, i know. she was too young to help herself. it
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I
Feel
Like
I'm
Falling
Into
Oblivion
Or
Maybe
I'm
Just
In
a
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by Nikki Rowles
on May 14 3:18 PM, In A moment, Contemplative, Diary, Family, Friends, Life, Love, Personal, Thoughts, Vent.
400 words.
Me only.
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I wrote this Journal to ask for a Moment of Silence for an amazing person.
I am sorry to report that one of the best writers I have ever known on the well known site FanFiction died on May 8th, 2009. Her name was Stephanie Bell, AKA Daddy's Little Cannibal. Stephanie was killed by a drunk driver who hit the car s
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well i haven't ranted and raved in a while and today seems like the perfect time. yes, i realize everything happens for a reason and God would never give us more than we can handle. i know my life isn't truly all that bad and there are other ppl out there that have it way worse than i do. believe me i know all this.
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YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans
[ ] dogs are better then cats
[x] it's hilarious when people get hurt
[x] you've played with/against boys on a team
[x] shopping is torture
[x] sad movies stink
[x] you own an XBOX
[ ] you own a Wii
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid
[ ]
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So, I've been having some pretty wierd dreams.
It began three nights ago. In my dream, me and my family were on a plane. We were going to my grandmothers house, wich, I remember thinking when I woke up, was wierd because she only lives 1 hour away from us in real life, and we always drive there, but you know how
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I was thinking today, at a random point, for no reason whatsoever, about my mum.
She used to spend those cold May sundays inside, at our dining room table, sewing, the constant buzz of the sewing machine could make me fall asleep, she's such a talented lady, she used to sew any clothes that I needed mending, becaus
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