Knocking at my window- Chapter 10

Chapter ten...Frustration

copyrighted 2007

Sitting at the drive through at macdonald's I sat silently, waiting For our meals to be cooked. Mina had been silent the whole way from from school and even now only spoke to ask me what I wanted for tea. No "How was your day" or " Did you enjoy yourself with Lana". Just silence, which was weird for her usual cheery self. As we drove closer to the window. I took a deep sigh, hoping she would notice. I hated silence. Especially right now. For some reason I wanted her to ask me about Lana. She had intersted me that much. She was so nice, and she seemed to be willing to know everything about me, even though I didn't even know her from a bar of soap. Hint the sarcasim. Though in saying that she was rather nice, even if she was invasive to a degree."Is that all" the cashier asked as Mina took our meal from out of her hands, putting it on my lap "Yes thanks" she said waving to the lady, and drove away.

The cups jiggled spilling little slops of coke on my jeans. Mina looked across at me upset, and held her free hand over the cups.

I felt weird again , really nervous as I sat frozen still. Having her hand so close to my pants cause me to shake ,knocking the brown takeaway bag on the floor , spilling it's contents everywhere. "Jeeze, Shit " I said trying to bend over to pick it up. I felt even more embaressed now and I could feel the cold air from the window blowing on my back, sending nervous chills up my spine. "Don't worry about it Perry, it can wait till we get home, just concentrate on these drinks for now". Mina said pulling up into Paridise estate. I sat back up , holding the drinks tighter. Mina still looking at me, turned quickly around, returning her gaze to the front. Feeling even more uncomforable now I looked out the window. Had she been checking me out. No she couldn't have been, it was just me being paranoid again. Why did I always have to be paranoid. We pulled up in the driveway and Mina got out " Perry, hand me the cups, and just bring whatever's left in the bag inside, we can clean it up later". I nodded , jumping out of the car and followed her into the house. I was sure I was being Paranoid.

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TO: Perry4bee@hotmail.com

From: Smith-chips@hotmail.com

You what with Benedict !!! OMG you dirty lesbian, the btoh of you should be extreamly dissapointed in yourselves. I am sure not, that's for sure. Sorry Perry but you have sadley turned me on.She chained you to the bed.. god sorry Perry but little Chip seems to want to arise to the occasion and it can't be helped, jesus maybe you should have told me.. you know how sensative my brain is to sex. Why is your mum being selfish again.. oh yeah cause your a big lesbian and she can't handle that.. sorry but she is being hypocrytical. Hello if she can find love in a total stranger, why can't you. not that Benedict is a total stranger but you get me right!! We got the address of Benedict , but mum won't let me go see you till this weekend. I think she's been talking to your mum if you ask me. You know how our mothers talk.. Also I feel offended, why would you think my dumb jockass brother would have video's of such content. Are you forgetting he's a sci-fi freak, who would rather watch luke skywalker take of his clothes then some hot girl. And why would I want to anyway when I could just watch You and benedict. Okay that was un called for, but how can you get angry at me. I am a boy afterall. hehe If you ask me I think Benedict is a bit sadistic.

See ya soon Chip

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To: Perry4bee@hotmail.com

From: Bee4perry@hotmail.com

WELL -- Hello Perry

I'm coming over this weekend with Spear and Chip {YAY-hmm who knows we might even get a chance to .. you know v you later.. well v'ing you isn't what you might think, I must explain I shall v you indicates sideways or back to front. Something we have never tried. Though may I mention to you, that you owe me a v way front ways. since you were to EXAUSTED to give me one the other night. Bitch. I had to laugh though when Chip came up to me today. He was really excited and jumpy and all he could say was "I know what you did". Like repeatidly. It kind of got on my nerves and i'm sorry to say this, but we have one horny friend here, who seems to be obsessed with our sex life. I tried telling him that our sex life is rather non existent, but he just said he wanted to join in. The scary thing- I don't think he was joking. Is it just me or do you think we need to have a serious chat with him about taking his so called jokes to far. Even spear got annoyed at him.

so how was your first day of university, did you learn anything new.. make sure you fill me in on all the goss in your next reply

xox Benedict

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TO: Perry4bee@hotmail.com

From: To-hot-4-me@hotmail.com

Looking forward to seeing you this weekend- bringing the gift.. Thanks for sharing your love life with us. now Chip wont shut the fuck up!!! Anyway I am a bit to tired to be talking or writing at the moment- plus I have tha hotty from my music class , waiting for me in the loungeroom- tell us how your day went at uni.

xox love always Spear

I closed the laptop, placing it on my side desk. I felt so happy that my friends where coming over on the weekend. Since I hadn't seen them since the start of the holidays. And better still Benedict was coming with them. I just couldn't wait.

It was getting late now, the sun was setting , and the moon had come out to say goodnight. I stood up stretching feeling very content. I better go tell Mina, I thought heading down the hall. She might get angry if they just turn up unannounced, and it would be quiet rude. "Hay where here to see Perry". I could just see it now, chip's not the most polite person in the world, and it would save her the Drama's of saughting out my weekend as well. I knocked on her bedroom door and waited for her to anwser. It was getting cold out in the hall know and I wondered whether I should ask her to turn up the heat at bit. I knocked again, waiting for an anwser. " Come in" I heard Mina yell, as I already started to open the door.