Knocking at my window- Chapter three

Chapter Three... Sweet Dreams

when I knocked on Benedicts door after mum's chat, she didn't awnser. I could hear the music , so loud and the computer tapping away, but she never awnsered the door.

I lay alone , like most nights , staring out the window at the stary night sky. The moon was full and it seemed to shine right through my curtains, As I lay alone I began to wonder where my mum was planning on sending me. I just hoped to god she wasn't sending me to grandma's house down old country road. I hated it there, I mean sure I wouldn't have any trouble being by myself their, because It wasn't as if old Gran was even their in the first place, she was usually so spaced out and dazy that you would swear she's had a stroke in her rocking chair. I rolled over trying to get comftroble in my bed. But it was no use, I was so used to sleeping on the couch going head to toe with benedict, her feet resting annoyingly on my shoulders. I shook the blankets of , letting them fall on the floor and headed to Benedicts room.

Opening the door, I walked in slowly closing it with both hands as to make sure it didn't sqeek. Stepping across the carpet as quietly as possible. The room was pitch black all bar the tiny inch of light that shone from a gap in the curtains. Her c-d player was still on, but this time the music was just loud enough to hear them like a whisper. I made my way, by feeling my way around the room and followed the music untill I found her bed. I could just make out the curled form of Benedict all wrapped in her sheets , and I couldn't help but smile at how sweetly she looked in the shady light. I kicked of my slippers, holding the base of the bed as I slipped into whatever sheets that were unattented by Benedicts annoyingly cute sleeping style. As I lie their I felt more content, and more secure , not so alone, being with the one I loved.

I know know what mum had meant when she said to me we all need that special someone to curl up to at night.

Because that's exactly how I felt about Benedict lying their tonight.

I rolled over facing the door and closed my eyes, ready to fall asleep.

" Perry , is that you" Benedict whisped and I could hear her rolling over. "Who else would it be" I replied rolling over towards her.

"Did your mum talk to you too" she asked brushing her hair back over the pillow. I could smell the mintness of her shampoo lingering in the air like her perfume had done before, it's sweetness consuming me. But I knew this time I had to resist, remembering what mum had told me I pulled the blankets higher. "Yeah she did , ages ago". "so she told you how she's making you go away for a week or two". I nodded brushing my hair out of my face.

"How am I going to live with out you for two weeks perry?" she asked " I need you here with me, through this wedding shit, theirs only like three weeks to go and I'll be so bored without some one to play with, well rather hang out with in out case". "hmm I know" I said breathing in deeply into the pit of my stomach ,pondering what she had just said, their was something about the way she said play that just turned me on so bad. "I love you so much Perry" she whispered into my ear as I rolled onto my side around. Those feeling had returned, this time feeling deeper than in my stomach, they went straight into my pants, though holding my breath ,I managed to not let out the moan of temptation.

I closed my eyes as we both lay silent, me trying to get warm in the coldness of her room. "Hay babe you wanna turn on the heater , i'm freezing my tit's of here". Silence still in the air, Benedict must have fallen asleep. To warm now to get up and turn the heater on I pulled the dooner up over my neck and lay with my back facing Benedict. Yes third time lucky as I closed my eyes to go to sleep.

It was freezing when I opened my eye's in the middle of the night. I awoke to feel a cold hand slipping undeneath my shirt. A little taken back I rubbed my eyes and rolled over, facing Benedict. She smiled, a dangerouse smile and started to rub my breast softly underneath my bra. Her hands where freezing cold, but my body strangely enough seemed to be warm. I closed my eyes falling in and out of sleep, as she slowly ran her fingers all over my chest, The coldnest kind of titilating, it made me feel stange... even excited as she started to squeeze my breast, pinching my niples softley.

As I started to fade of into a sweet dream of ecstacy she moved her hand, squeezing them harder and harder , lifting up my singlet with her teeth as she lay her hand on my other breast and repeated her movements. I moved slightly, promping myself on the pillows, I could feel my head falling back, and the pressure building up deep inside me.

letting go of one breast she sharpley grabbed my hand pulling it away from my side and attatched it firmly on her ass.

Slowly swinging her leg over she sat on me, sliding her body up and down on myne.

This was my que, and I wanted to stop.

I couldn't bare the embarrasment of mum finding us again.

I don't know if she would react as good as last time.

I let my hands fall from her ass and opened my eyes 'Benedict, I don't think we should be doing this, remember what mum said , like their's a time and a place for everything".

But Benedict didn't want a bar of it " Shut up Perry" Benedict said kissing my ears lightly " This is the time, and the place, Just shut the fucking hell up". She grabbed my hands , this time placing them on her breast and as she let go of mine she pulled me up, biting my neck. I squeezed her harder, as she pulled me close, and I could feel her undoing my bra. which For once in my life , was glad that mum bought me a strapless bra's, it made this so easy. She slowly pulled my shirt of throwing it on the floor and I did the same to her , letting my self lie back down.

she threw her hair to the side letting it tickle me , and brang her lips to my breast ,biting them softely.. Then suddenly I felt her go in fast , her fingers so cold, it left my insides screaming, still running her lips over my breast I took my hand away from her's and slipped my fingers into her. Crying from the cold I hoped , she scremed as I went deeped and deeper inside of her, she pulled me up , till we both sat holding each other up, each time pulling each other harder into one another, I cried as she pushed harder and faster and It felt better than last time. and As she breathed into my ear I could hear her soflty moaning dear gods. she pulled back , pulling her fingers out and pushed me onto my back . "What the fuck I whispered as I pulled my hand out and she held her hand over my mouth. I tried to talk through her fingers but I couldn't. And I watched as she got of me and jumped of the bed. "Jeeze ,what did I do now" I asked rubbing my chest to keep some of the feeling live.

"Nothing, don't panic, just shut up or your mum will hear us". Confused I turned to look at her , I could just see her near the window, pulling things out of her draws. "Hay what are you looking for" I asked stopping to sit up"."Close your eyes and you'll see".

I laughed at her comment "No offensce but if I shut my eyes how will I Be able to see". Benedict laughed and walked back towards the bed with something behind her back. she stood next to me , her body was killing me.

" Close your eyes, and no peaking if you peak , you can forget about what I have planned". Intriged but curious I closed my eyes , intending not to peak.

I waited for her to climb over me but istead I felt something metal being attached around my arms. To scared to open my eyes and face my fears I left them close and waited for her to give me a signal, I had a fair Idea of what it was, I just had a million other questions running through my head at the same time and I was beggining to loose the feeling. " Alright can I open my eyes yet" I asked feeling a little uncomftorble with my arms held so high above my head. "No "she said "just relax". I tried to as the feeling was almost gone. I was beginning to feel cold and anxious. She had a tendancy of scaring me to death. It was silent and I could feel the sheets move, and her hands wrested on my thighs. Then for some reason she pulled my legs apart and feeling her hair close , touching my legs made me excited again, then all of a sudden I could feel her tongue slipping inside .. It was a sensation that made me scream at the top of my lungs and I cried as the tension got higher and higher .

I couldn't breath with out a moan so loud and my arms hurt so much , I was sure they were going to drop of, I wanted just to so badly hold her head down to make it faster but their was no way and so I just has to scream. But was no use- she only had one response.

"I'm going to make you suffer for this perry, real slow just you wait and see'.