She blinked solwy at me. Her gold eyes wide. She lipped something that i hade to squit to understand. "No." I forced a smile and waved. "H-hey Sarah." Her fists chelched. Her eyes fighting emotions. Anger and saddness. "My name is Rain." She whispered. Then tunred around and went into the bus.
Someone smacked my head and I snapped out of my daze and whipped around to a pissed off Mike. "Alex. Don't you dare hurt her. Do not metion her past. Damnit she fianlly was okay around us. Don't wreck this." I nodded slwoly keeping my gaze down. My brother's anger never flared. Only when someone hurt someone he loves.
I follwed him to the bus images running threw my head. Sara-I mean Rain! Was all i could see. Her a year ago. A smile always around her brother Justin. How he would make her feel like a queen of the world. You couldn't speart them with a knife.
I sighed and entered the bus. The rest of the band sat around. Gabe and Sam where jamming off on thier guitar and Sam's bass. Rob was flicking threw channels and Mike jioned him. "Guys my brother. Brother my guys." Sam rolled her eyes and waved. "Hey hon. Sam." I smiled. "Yeah i know your names." Gabe eyed my up and down. "So your the person who got Rain pissed?" I swalled the lump in the throat. Usally i was the strong one that wouldnt back down at anything. But this guy scared me. He looked like he wouldnt hurt a fly but he's hard cold eyes where differnt.
"Uh yeah sorry about that. I..i use to know her. Friends with her brother." Rob rasied an eyebrow. "Yeah? Well dont say anything about it." I nodded slowly. "Rob dont be so mean." Sam complied. Gabe shock his head. "No he has to get it. Alex you can't say thing about her past. Not a word." I sighed. "I know i know." Mike streched his arms. "Why dont you take a nap? Dad said you got up early." Metioning that got all the lack of sleep hitting me at once. "Yeah. Sure. Which bunk?" Gabe pointed down the small hall. "Top left."
I follwed his directions and closed the small door spetraing the bunks and main area. I rna a ahnd threw my hair and sighed. A door opened from the side and Rain slipped out.
She looked like she had been crying. Hard. Her eyes where red a puffy. I have a weak smile. "I'm so sorry." I whispered. She shock her head. "Don't please." I remeber that voice was so full of life. Now it was just dark and sad. Hallow.
My heart started to beat a little fasted. I remebered how Justin always joked about her crush on me. How i teased her about it too. I could still remeber the hurt in her eyes when she saw the many girls in my arms. Yes. I sleep around. No juding!
I looked back at her. But this wasnt the same girl. She was grown now. If i was right. Which i knew i am. She was 14. Her bithday in 2 weeks. Auguest 1st. Even when she was still alittle young she looked so much older. Pain was bringing her down.
She looked up at me. Her gold eyes meeting my blue grey ones. I found myself infront of her. Running my hands in to her lilca hair. Drinking in her scent. A beautiful violet. I tangled my fingers in her soft hair. Wanting ot get lost in her. Forver. Her breath was heavy. "What are you doing?" She whisperd. I wanted to hear her take more. I could listen to her voice for years. But I knew she never says anything around anyone.
I burrowed my face into her neck. She was short. And i was atleast 6. But i didnt care. I kissed her neck and jaw line. Soft kisses that I wished would last forever. My eyes found hers again. I saw confusion in them. She didnt know if i was playing her. Or real.
I smiled. And pressed my lips against her soft ones. She was a little lost but slowly barley kissed my back. Thats all i need. I pressed more into her. Wanting to lose myself. My hands went behind her back and into her shirt. Her skin was so cold but so so soft. I travled up to her bra.
She yanked back and pushed my away. I hit a bunk and blinked up at her in confusion.
"Don't do that. Never again." She whispered. I got up. "Rain-" She shock her head. Backing up into the back room. "N-no. Don't play me. I don't want you. I don't want your posion touch." She wrapped her arms around her and shock her head. "No. I won't fall again. I will never fall."