Sang Lascivité #1 {The Last Fix}

"Goodnight guys!" I yelled to the car as it drove off, dropping me off at my house. I was ready to crash after all that happened today. I mean, give me a break. We went from the Ladle Drip Cafe to the Peachdale Park to Rob's house to Zappi's house. It was a pretty exciting day. I walked up to my front porch and reached in my pocket for my key. Missing, obviously. I started knocking on the door for someone to let me in. No one answered. I started knocking a little harder. No one answered. And so, in anger, I started kicking and pounding on the door. Still, no one answered. Suddenly, the door started to open slowly, just enough that I could see a small crease of my living room. The lights were completely out. I opened the door myself and walked in, closing it behind me. Nobody was home. I started to make my way up the stairs toward my room when suddenly, a candle light glowed from the living room. I turned around to see it. Now, I must admit, I was a little unsteady. What with the darkness and the door being locked and all the sudden, this new light coming from the living room. I dug through my pocket for whatever I could find. I had nothing. I went up the stairs a little more when it hit me...She must have returned...I ran back to my room and dove under my bed. I tossed aside all my dirty clothes and other useless junk until I reached a shoe box that I had way in the back. I pulled it out from under the bed and opened it up to reveal a necklace that had a Cross hanging from it. I wrapped it around my neck and walked out of my room slowly. The door slammed behind me... Now I knew it was her. I made my way to the stairs and placed my hand on the cold, coated wooden railing. I started to make my way down the stairs, every step seeming to take minutes to finish. I could see the candle light glowing my standing point of the stairs. I knew she was waiting for me. I knew she wanted me to come into that living room unprepared for her to be there. I didn't know what she wanted this time though. What was so important that she would break into my house, turn out all my lights and lock my door? Wait...What if she KNEW I would run to my room for my weaponry? What if she wanted me to run from her? 1

Dear God. What does this woman want from me?2

All these thoughts ran through my head as I took that last step off of the stairs. It was quiet. I could feel her presence in the next room. The air grew thin and cold around me as my hand left that rail, assuring that I was all by myself...but not alone. I made my way toward the living room. I could feel my heart pounding when I took that first step in...3

"Hello Jason..." she said in seductive tone, her glassy sky blue eyes meeting mine. She smiled at my fearful approach. She loved it when I was afraid. I think it actually turned her on. "Come in. Sit down" she said in a soothing voice. She reached over and took a sip of the glass she had set beside her. I looked to see what she was drinking, though the answer I already knew.4

"Blood" she said as if reading my mind while she licked it from her lips. "Please come in. It's not polite to keep a lady waiting." she said as she started to play with her long black hair. "A lady?" I asked as I walked in slowly. i didn't know what she was up to, but I knew I wasn't going to like it. "Since when have they started calling you anything else but a monster?" I asked, taking a seat before her, unsure of myself now that I said that. She gave me a cold, dirty look as if ready to kill me. She then smiled evilly and licked her lips. "I love it when you talk like that to me." she said. You know,I'd be lying if I said I didn't find her attractive. She definitely was more beautiful than any girl I had ever seen before. She was wearing these long black leather fingerless gloves the rode up to her elbow and pointed at the tip there. She wore these long black platform boots that made her seem somewhat taller than she really was. She also wore what looked like, from my view, to be a thong that was made of black rose petals. It was unnaturally small, almost as if she was trying to make it noticed. One thing that certainly caught my attention...she was topless...5

"Never seen a pair before, Jason?" she asked. She knew I was staring at her breasts. I tried as hard as I could to look away, but it was so incredibly hard. Father forgive me, but this woman had perfect tits. Anyway, I managed to look away. I looked to the bookcase and kept my eyes on a book cover that had an angel on it. "Oh, I've seen those before Jasmin. I could never forget a pair that was hanging over me while I was being raped." I said in an insolent tone. I tried my damnedest not to look at her but my god, she was beautiful. 6

Before I could blink, she was beside me with her arms around around me. She brought her tongue to my earlobe. I felt my entire being shiver with pleasure. "If you could call it rape, love. You stopped resisting those ropes when I took you inside me." she moaned into my ear. I didn't mean to, but I closed my eyes and lay my head back. She took this as a moment to graze my neck with her fangs. This, brought me out of her trance as I opened my eyes. "I was 15 Jasmin." I said sternly. I lift my head slowly as not to pierce my neck with her fangs. She looked at me disappointingly and innocently. "Aww...but you were my little plaything. You always gave me what I wanted Jason... You, the boy I pulled into that dark alley, always knew just what to do to me to make me scream." she said as sexy as she could. I looked at her and sighed, shaking my head. "If you could call me a God for letting you do whatever you wanted to me, then feel free" I said. I stood up in my chair and was about to run out of my house before she could make me relive anymore of that cold, fateful night that she pulled me into that car. She stood up and grabbed my shoulders from behind. Before I knew it, we were in a dark room that was lit by only one candle. "Why don't I give you your chance for revenge then?" she said, licking my neck slowly. I leaned my head back into her shoulder. I whispered "I...I don't want..." "Anything other than to have me?" she interrupted. "Well, why didn't you say so?" she said. She turned me around and locked her lips with mine. I couldn't stop myself from returning her kiss. She pushed me onto her bed without breaking the kiss, letting her sex rub against mine. Oh, I knew she was trying to tease me in order to make me want more. "Jasmin...Please...don't..." "Stop? Ok, I won't" she interrupted me again as she started to slide her thong off her legs. I could feel her warm breast laying against my shirt. I then felt what felt like a razor blade going down my shirt, completely cutting it to expose my chest. She left a small slit on my stomach for her enjoyment. She kissed her way down my chest to my stomach where she left the slit and started licking away my blood. "Mmm..." she moaned as she brought her hands to my sides. The same hands that would trail down my sides to the front of my jeans to undo my button and zipper...7

She brought her fangs to my neck. She didn't bite me, but she did graze my neck with her sharp tips, almost like a warning that she could any moment she wanted to. My back arched some...She always knew just how to get to me. She started to slide my jeans from my legs and off my ankles. Wait... Something wasn't right. "Jasmin...How is the crucifix-" before I could finish, she held up the cross by it's chain. Oh my God... How did she get it off me!?! It was impossible. I remember feeling it on my chest before... Of course! She removed it when she brought me here (however the hell she did that in itself). She grinned devilishly as she started to kiss an area just below my stomach. Naturally, I responded with a gasp. "Oh, don't act like you don't want this, Jason." she said as she slipped her fingers underneath my boxers, pulling the front down very slowly, her tongue tracing my stomach with ever small bit of clothing she pulled down. My hands were battling with me to bring themselves to the back of her head and run my fingers through her long black hair. She brought her fangs to my skin as she continued lower. 8

Well, my hands beat me... I brought them to the back of her head and ran my fingers through her hair. I must say, she certainly had very soft silky hair. She started to "Mmm" more now that she knew I couldn't fight it anymore. Before I could blink, my boxers were completely off my body. I looked down at my now completely exposed body. I then saw that she was staring at my prick on her journey back up by body. She brought herself completely onto me, her arms propping her up, her hands on the sides of my head. She stared down at me, letting herself settle onto me slowly. I knew she was ready to take her prize, which was me. I could see the lust she had for me in her eyes. If only I could find a way to use this to my advantage...9

"Jasmin... This has to stop. You can't just come after me every time you need a fix." I said weakly. Part of me wanted her off of me, but another part of me wanted to thrust myself into her right there. Jasmin just laughed some and pushed herself up slowly. I was somewhat relieved, thinking my words moved her enough to stop her. I was wrong... She lye next to me and slid her arm under my neck. She played with my long dirty-blond hair like a little girl's touch. She then brought her other hand to my chest and ran it down my chest slowly, her fingertips feeling like feathers on my bare skin. "You never seemed to mind" she whispered, her hands now down past my pecks. "Yes, I know. Well, actually...No, I did care then...I just...never..." I tried to finish, but her fingertips were getting closer and closer to my prick. She laughed childishly. "Shhh..." she whispered. "Just close your eyes...And give it all to me..." she whispered faintly into my ear. "No...Don't..." I couldn't speak. She took my prick in her hand and started grazing my neck with her fangs. Dear God, why did she have to have those fangs...Anything but those fangs. I closed my eyes and lay my head back into her arm, gritting my teeth under my lips... I didn't know what to do... I was arguing with myself as it was... Oh Jasmin, why must you do this to me?10

"Didn't I tell you this was your chance for revenge, Jason?" she said, running her fingertips over the head of my prick. "It seems as though, once again, you're just being my toy" she giggled as she pulled herself closer to me, her legs wrapped around my left leg. I could feel the warmth from her cunt on my thigh. She lift her hand from my prick and ran her fingers through my hair, hoisting herself on top of me. She had both hands beside my head and was running all sets of fingers through my hair. "Why don't I just do this for you since you won't..." she said seductively, soothing her hands from my hair to my neck to my shoulders. She started to make her way back down me again. "Jasmin..." I whimpered. I still wasn't sure of what to say. "No!" she whimpered sarcastically. "Please Jason! Don't do this to me!" she said as she made her way down my chest, her tongue rubbing over the scrape in my stomach. "Jasmin..." I tried once more. "No. I won't!" she said. Her lips were but an inch from my prick at this time. "Please don't make me do this, Jason!" she whimpered playfully. I brought my hand to her shoulder to try and pull her back up to face me. "Jasmin!" I yelled this time. "Oh no!" she cried in a pathetic tone as she brought her lips to the head of my prick, motioning her head back and forth just enough to tease my head. "J...Jas...Ahhhh..." I moaned as she did her work. I brought my hands to the sides of her head to pull her off. She opened her eyes which went from a glassy sky blue to a dark blood red. She narrowed her eyes up at me. I removed my hands from her head and lay my head back into the pillow. I closed my eyes and tried not to think about it. I tried as hard as I could not to moan for her. Her beautiful eyes returned and she took me in deeper. I bit my lip and tried as hard as I could not to make a sound. God knows I was breathing hard enough. She started to move faster and faster with every move, her tongue lollipopping the head of my prick with every movement. I gasped and started sweating. I was starting to puncture my lip. God, if she kept this up, I was going to moan like a wildabeast. She released her work with a "thwup". I looked down at her, breathing extremely heavily. She giggled up at me and brought herself up on top of me, laying her sex against my prick as she lean down, her lips against my ear. "Please Jason...Don't rape me...I don't want you to push into me..." she moaned into my ear. 11

Dear God, what am I to do? Do I tell her how I feel about her? Then again, how do I feel about her? One part of me wants to stake her, the other wants to marry her. I love her. I hate her. I love her. I hate her. I adore her every movement. I loathe her very existance. Jesus Christ! Somebody help me!12

"Jasmin!" I yelled. I could almost feel tears in my eyes. Her eyes went wide as she lift up and stare down at me.13

"God of the nine Hell's Jasmin...I love you...I love you with all of my heart!" I squinted and looked away. "But I hate you...I hate you for what you do to me...You come to me every time you need a quick fix...Am I nothing more than a toy to you? Please! Before we do anything else, just let me know that maybe... I don't know. Maybe I'm something more than this to you. Whisper into my ear, Scream it to the ceiling. I don't care! But I can't promise I won't hang myself on this night after you've taken only what you needed if I don't know now!" I cried out to her. I opened my eyes and looked her directly in hers. I couldn't believe I said it. I never wanted her to know how I felt. I would have hidden my love for the vampiress to my grave...14

Jasmin looked down at me with a look of shock. Her eyes started to seem glassier. There was good reason. She was about to cry. She pushed herself off of me and sat on the edge of the bed, burying her face into her hands. "Oh God!" she cried out in tears. "I...Jason, I..." she couldn't finish, she just hugged her knees and buried her face into her knees, sobbing as if she had needed to for years. I sat up on the bed and looked at her. It was strange to see this being that had total power over me so weak and lame. She looked to me and threw herself against me, wrapping her arms around me and burying her face into my chest, sobbing like a small child. I looked down at her and wrapped my arms around her. I couldn't bare seeing her like this. I leaned my head down and nuzzled it against the top of her head. "I'm so sorry Jason!" she whimpered. "I'm so sorry... I never knew...That it tortured you...that it tortured your heart this cruelly..." she realized what she said and hid in my arms again, crying heavily. Her tears ran down my chest and stomach like rain drops. I looked down at her. She did feel pain for what she did to me. She did care about me. She did feel horrible for all that she'd made me do...But why would she? Unless...15

I looked down at her and ran my fingers through her hair. "Shh..." I whispered calmly, soothing her softly. "It's alright..." I whispered. I tried as hard as I could to calm her, but she lift her head, looked me directly in the eye and whimpered through tears. "No! It's not! How can you forgive someone for raping you and using you like you were some sort of toy every time they wanted to!?!". She looked down upon her naked body and covered her breast with her arms, hugging herself and closing her eyes, tears falling from her eyes like a meadow waterfall.
The strangest thing happened then... I could see all the beauty I had always seen in her after all these years. It seemed to multiply to me. Without thinking, I pulled her down next to me and ran my hand down her side. She lay her head on the pillow in front of me so I pulled her on to mine. "Be with me, Jasmin..." I whispered into her ear. Her tears were starting to cease. Her face went blank, almost as if in shock. I wasn't sure how she took me saying that so I brought my hand to the back of her neck and drew her close to my lips. Her eyes started to close before me, almost as if she felt comforted and safe. "I love you, Jasmin..." I whispered. And then, I brought my lips to hers and used my tongue to play with hers. She accepted my offer and brought her arms around my neck, pulling me more into this kiss that should not be. I never felt more alive in my entire life... I had to do this. I had to share myself with this vampiress. I had to do it...for myself. Nobody ever told me any story like the one that I lived that night. When we finally broke the kiss, she lay her head against my neck and licked under my chin faintly. "I...I love you too...Jason..." she whispered. She then sighed as if she had been wanting to say that as badly as I did. She rubbed her body against mine and lay her head upon my chest. I looked down at her. Her eyes were closing slowly. I brought my hand down her arm and took her hand in mine. She opened her eyes and took my hand in hers. She looked up at me and licked her lips. She knew what was on my mind...16

She took my hand and placed it on the surface of her sex. She then brought her hand over and took a hold of my prick. I began to slide my finger into her. Her body writhed here and there, even flinched. But eventually, she cooed for me and started stroking me. As my breathing grew heavier under her command, I slowly started sliding my fingers in and out of her. We locked lips again as we pleased echother by hand. She slid her hand down from my prick and started teasing my privates with her fingertips. This caused me to moan with the kiss that she brought it upon herself to deepen with her tongue. I broke this kiss and leaned my head back to expose my neck. She took this as an opportunity to graze my neck with her fangs yet again. My entire being shivered. She had my neck and my nuts, she had me. I could barely please her with my hand anymore. I brought my eyes to meet hers. "Jasmin..." I whispered. She knew what I was about to say. She layed down on her back beside me, opening her legs as my hand left her skin. I propped myself up ontop of her and positioned mine against hers. The feeling it gave me serged through my entire body. I looked down at her, my hair falling over my face. She grabbed my shoulders roughly and tried to pull me into her. "Jason. Please Jason! Take me! Just take me!" she begged. Well, she didn't have to tell me twice. I pushed myself into her inch by inch. Her eyes flinched some, but I wasn't trying to hurt her. Honestly, this must have been the most delicate we had ever been with echother. Finally, I was in her. She lift her hands to the back of my neck. Her pale blue eyes had become blood red once more, yet they were different than before. Not that the color or anything had changed, but... I don't know. They had become beautiful to me. The blood red eyes that terrified me growing up had become a thing of beauty that I only wanted on me on this hour. "Make love to me, Jason" she said, her soft, loving voice revealing her to be in the same trance she had put me in. She arched her back as I pushed myself in and out of her. "Ohhhh...Ohhhh...MMmmmm..." She moaned. My breathing started to get heavy once more. She bit her lip and placed her hands on my ass, pulling me in harder. "More...More!" She moaned. I took her shoulders and started slamming myself into her. "OOHHHHhhhh Blood! Yes! MMMmmm..AahhhhhHHHhhh!!!" she screamed, wrapping her arms around my neck. She grazed my neck with her fangs and tongue once more. I closed my eyes some but not enough so I couldn't look out the window. I looked out at the full moon as Jasmin mewed into my ear. Dear god of the nine hells, her voice was sexy. The sounds she made, all on their own, had me thinking I was going to lose it right there. But I closed my eyes and gave her all I had that night...17

We must have made love for hours. When it finally ended, I gave her one more thrust, but a slower, more sensitive one. I'd cum in her so many times before when she'd raped me that I knew that's what she wanted. So, I pushed myself in as gently as I could to lead her to believe we were taking a break, only for her to be shocked with orgasm as she felt the warm, wet sensation inside of her. She mewed a long moan as I came in her. On an ending note, she simply used the last hard exhale to breathe "I love you.". I pulled myself out of her and lay down next to her. She rolled her head to look at me and took my hand in hers. 18

"I love you Jason..." She panted.19

"I love you too, Jasmin..." I whispered20

Then something strange happened as I looked down at my lover... I realized that I was a mere mortal and she was not. The thought made my stomach clench up. I watched her eyes start to grow heavy to her. I pulled her close to me and wrapped my arms around her. She lay her head upon my chest.21

"...Pierce me..." I whispered to her.22

Her eyes widened. She pushed herself up to look dead square at me. "What!?!" she gasped. "No! I can't do that to you! Not after-" But I interrupted her. "I want to be with you Jasmin..."23

Tears started to form in her eyes. "But..." she tried to say. She knew she had to change my mind. For some reason, she didn't want that. When I looked into her eyes, I could tell she was terrified to do this kind of thing to me. I mean, she had bitten me many a times before when she needed to feed. It wasn't that. When I told her to pierce me, I meant turn me. Make me a being of the night. Change me into a blood sucking vampire. 24

She couldn't bring herself to look at me. And so, I placed my hand on her cheek and made her face me. I drew her close to my lips and kissed her softly on her lips. I then brought my hand to the back of her neck, rubbing her cheek softly with my thumb. "...I need you Jasmin...I want this...Not just for you, but... for me..." I spoke softly to her. I wasn't trying to fool her. I really did need her. I never wanted anything more in my entire life. 25

She looked me right in my eyes. It was silent for a few moments before she spoke. "Yes...You have a hunter in your soul..." she whispered. She wrapped her arms around me and drew my neck close to her lips. "Please...Just Please...Don't loathe me years after this.." she whispered to me. I wrapped my arms around her and closed my eyes. "Pierce me.." I said one last time. She nodded and drew her fangs to my neck. THAT is where my life really began. I cringed and gripped the skin on her back. She cringed some but Went back to work. She sucked on my fresh neck wounds and brought her wrist before me. I knew what I had to do to become like her. I took her wrist in my hand softly and drew it close to my lips. As I opened my jaw to place my teeth around her wrist, I felt my fangs slowly begin to grow. Her jaw opened some, her sky blue eyes growing lighter and lighter, her fangs revealing more. 26

My entire reality was changed that night...27

Blood never really tasted quite so... refreshing.28

Truly amazing, what can be born out of a blood lust.