Alone in the World

I feel alone in the world. Am I the only one without a boyfriend? Am I that ugly? I thought you oved me, but you broke my heart instead. Why did you do that? People laughed at me, I didn't care, but you did and I don't know why. You always care what people say and think about you.

You looked at me when I passed you in the hall and people started to laugh and so did you. You don't know how that feels. You never have had some one laugh at you. If you only knew how I felt about you, then maybe you wouldn't have broken my heart. I just want to go up to you ans ask you if you had ever loved me once. But I know I can't do that because you will make fun of me.

You broke my heart and I do care what people say and think of me. I am giving this to you at the end of the day. I will go home and go up to my room, my parents won't be home for another coule of hours. Since you broke my heart and you didn't know hw bad it feels I am going to slit my wrist so you won't have to worry. I left a not for my parents telling them that they did everything in their power to prevent this from happening, but it still came anyway. Now I hear footsteps coming to my room as i start to slit my wrist. You are the one who broke my heart and here you are coming into my room.

You rush over to me as I drop the knife and I ask you if you ever loved me just once. You tell me yes and that everything will be fine. I see a light but it isn't heaven. You rushed me to the emergency room and I saw you next to me. I asked you why you brought me here and you say that you finally realized that you love me and that you really don't care what people think or say about you. The doctors say I will be fine.

It has been a couple of days since that incident andeverybody now knows about it because it was on the news and it was in the newspaper. Now when I pass by you, you look at me and I look at you. When people talk about you and my, I can see it in your eyes that it hurts you. You apologize for being mean to me. I tell you that it is okay, but you say it isn't. And that nobody should be treated like that.

I agree, but I tell you that there is nothing that you can do about it. You parents don't approve of our relationship. And they say that if it continues to go on they will send you away from me. Well it does continue and they do send you away. The only things you don't know is that your parents are now trying to get me expelled from the school and out of the city so that they can bring you back.

Well, they succeeded and now that you are back thay forgot about you and me being together, but you didn't. You didn't forget no matter how hard they tired, you didn't forget. The only thing that they could do was to get me expelled from school and get kicked out of the city. And they did get me expelled from the school, but they didn't get me kicked out of the city.

So they did the only thing that they couold do. They got me to kill myself. Your dad and your voice sound so much alike that he tricked me into killing myself. You are the one that finds my body and you think I am just joking with you, but when you see my throat sliced you realize that I killed myself.

Two months have passed since my death and you don't talk to anybody. You are also at my grave. Then one day your parents realize that what they have done has made you into the teenager that they didn't want you to be. So the next day they turn themselves in to the police and you are aqat their trail hearing. When you hear what they did to you and to me, you run out. The only thing that has happened in my life that was good was you. And now that I am dead I will wait for you to come back into my life. For now I am not the one that is alone in the world. You treated me like I was a queen. And for that you are now Alone in the World!