down again

I've been pushed down so many times by so many people
my thoughts are invaded by memories of the past
deep down inside i'm wrapped up and twisted
so many pains, too many lies and secerts
too many why(s), so much how(s)
i feel a pressure of shame and rejection
  some say i'm weird
some say i'm psyche
others think i'm just different, and the old me has disappear
at times i feel lonely and a bit out of place.
i've tried to find this being that i envision but yet seems to miss.
i guess i can only look up to me and find the answers to all my inner questions and how it all started:
the lies, hidden secerts, passion and confusion
perhas if i keep searching i may find inner peace

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