Not really a story, more less a rant....

Everythings going wrong

Last night my brother walked out of the house and is moving out,
because of everyone fighting.
Theres this B**** that is messing with my man and she don't know who she's f***ing with...
I feel like the worst girlfriend in the world....
I really want to be there for him, but I can't, I don't have a choice.
Me and my bestfriend aren't talking all that much anymore...and I hate it...I miss em'...
My parents fight so good damn much I just want to run away, and never come back...
I'm thinking about moving out this summer, but I know I wont make it out there on my own...
I don't really have all that many friends, the ones I party with yah, but you can't really trust those people.
I don't have hardly any money, it's hard just getting by.
I sit in my room everynight, listening to music and writing, but because my parents don't want me to go out...or somethings they just tell me to go outside because they need to talk with no one around...then I'll be outside for a good hour to hour and a half...and I can just here them inside yelling and fighting, with my step-dad saying that he wish he wouldn't have helped my mother get her kids back, and how everythings my fault....and I just cry, wondering if I'm really that horrible....i just don't know what to do anymore....

I have no escape....none whats so ever