The demons inside of me

I stood still.Neil was shouting at me,telling me to run before the cops arrived.I cant move a muscle.I was petrified.There he was,my best friend,lying in front of me,on a pool of blood,motionless,with both of his eyes and mouth were wide open.Then,I looked at myself.I was covered in blood.His blood.His heart was on my left-hand.I looked at my best friend's dismembered body.Neil grabbed my arm,and started running.I'm trying to digest the fact that my best friend,Benji,is dead,and i killed him.Neil threw me inside his black SUV,and started his engine."I should haven't get you out that hospital",said Neil.Siren broke the silence of the night. "oh shit! This isn't happening".He drove as fast as he could,while the cops chased us down.then,the lasting i know,i was at a hospital bed,surrounded by detectives and cops.

Asked them what happened."You tell me",asked one of the detective.He is a 45 year-old,bald man.He looked like my estranged father.I told him i cant remember anything.I lied,obviously.I only remember the fact that i killed my best friend.I asked him about Neil."He died.He suffered bleeding in his brain,but that wasn't the cause of death",said the bald detective.Why am i at a hospital with cuts and bruises,and why am i being interrogated?,i asked him."You were in an accident,and nearby,a murder had occurred.When we found you,your clothes were soaked with blood.And we also found a knife,covered with blood in the car,along with a guy,whose neck was slashed",he said,with a cold tone.Oh my god! Did i killed Neil too? How could i kill my best friend and my boyfriend? I mean,i loved them.They were all i had left.

3 Days later,an officer,who had guarded me for the last 72 hours,took me to the police station.I was send to the interrogation room.The bald detective was there,with a brunette woman,probably aged 32.They asked me all sorted of questions.30 minutes later,i was arrested with first-degree murder of Neil Parker and Benjamin Jones.They told my lawyer that my clothes were full of Benji's and Neil's blood,and the fingerprints on the murder weapon(the knife) matched mine.

The trial lasted three months.The jury's verdict was i was found guilty upon the murder of Neil and Benji.Due to my mental state,I was sent to a psychiatric hospital where i will be treated and stayed there until i became better.After a week living in that hell,i hung myself.