Him and His Pain

He would always glance at me and I would pray that he would smile right then, I needed him to but he didn't. I would day dream in class of the conversation that we might have that night, we never did talk that much. When we got together I would pray that we would kiss or do something else than have awkward moments of silence. At the dance when he told me he loved me, I froze, dying to kiss him and feel him against me, yet looking around for a corner to hide in until I figured out how to make me love him like I wanted to. I eventually did, let my guard down, then when I said it, we kissed, and I fell head over heels in love, and he dumped me...... I asked why and he told me that we were just 2 different people, sure. I almost him told him that he should have told me this 7 months prior, before I fell in love.1

Then one of my friends talked to him and he told her that he hadn't gotten "any thing", as she put it, in a long time, and he knew I wouldn't give "it" to him. She also stated that he didn't like that I "laid all over him and pulled his hair."2

So now I would just like to know if he ever did love me in the first place... Because i still love him.3

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  • lcsweetness15
    June 29, 2004
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    Totally Awesome

    hey britt great story Matt is a loser you were to good for him and he has the loss not you It is total bull shit how matt to could that to some one as great as you you are a great person and you will find the right guy some day and you will know he is the one well luv ya lots my lil cuz much luv sista ~Brittany~

  • Megan Dearest
    June 28, 2004
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    Aww ... poor Britt. I just want to kill Matt for you. That is one of the shittiest break ups ever. Atleast you'll be open when HS starts ...

    Meg


  • divastarz89
    June 28, 2004
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    Oh! This is great. But I'm sorry about that. I hate it when guys think that they need something like that from a girl that they supposedly liked. Oh well thanks for the comments! I love ya!
    ~~Kermit

  • maybe slightly here
    June 28, 2004
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    wowowow that sucks. i hate it when guys expect "it"... i'm known as the good girl in my school and there are lots of guys who in it who would never go out with me simply because i would never give them "it". so yea... guys are superficial little beast, lol. great write and have a fantastical day!
    ~nobody special

  • AdequateSuspicions
    June 28, 2004
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    Great

    I just couldn't put all the stuff I wanted to say in a poem so a story will have to do, hope you like it, I hated livin' it.

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