Suicidal love...

Damien looked at Myst throught the plastic window in the door, as the doctor asked what had happen, and why she was now being commited and Damien easily whispered, "It's a long story.... but it all started when Myst's friend's boyfriend broke up with her...."

Myst smiled saddly at Amaya, she couldn't help but feel bad for her friend, "Hun, think about it this way there has to be someone better for you. If not this wouldn't have happened."

Amaya looked up at Myst, her tear drencehed face made Myst feel even more pity for her friend. "Myst, I don't want anyone else!"

Myst nelt beside Amays chair "Honey, you love him,meaning you want him to be happy right?" Myst didn't wait for an answer. "Let him go for now, there are better guys out there Lee's human not god!"

"No offence, hun, but what the hell do you know you have the perfect relationship! Remember Damien you loving husband that does anything you wnat? How about Paige and Jace... You have your family you have the perfect life!"

Myst looked away "What about before Damien? I thought I loved Drake and Simon, but they were only guys. I'll damit I still have slight feelings for Drake and you will always have feelings for Lee, but that will only cause a problem if you let it."

Amaya stood and whispered "No, Myst, this is different I was engaged to him, I thought I was to bear his childm yet he still left me!"

Myst looked at the clock ten-thirty. Amaya spoke in a ghostly yet stonge tone, "Go home Myst. Go home to you family." Her gaze broke from Myst to a drawer, by the love seat. "I'll be fine."

Myst walked ove rand opened the drawer pulling out a pen pausing for only a second, when she saw the gun. As she spoke she locked the drawer. "Are you sure you'll be ok? Damien will understand if you want me to stay."

Amaya smiled, "No go home... I'll call you if i need you, and I have your number so you can put the pen away."

Myst turned to the locked drawer, pulling it and acting supprised, "It's locked!?"

"I'll just put it away later"

"I'm going to stay until you go to bed, hun, just to make sure your ok..."

Amaya didn't argue, she just nodded. The two of them talked until after eleven then Amaya retreated to bed. Myst waited until she was sure Amaya was a sleep then she got ther keys and left.

The next morning Paige jumped on her mother's bed, "Mummy, Mummy, Auntie Amaya is on TV!!!"

Myst sat up and turned on the News, Amaya's picture was on the screen with the words tragic loss. The reporters words made everything worse... "Amaya Spear, Shot her self this morning around six a.m. With a letter saying this is how I'm making him happy, He didn't want me so no one can have me... Good bye!"

I looked at Myst, her words were whispered, "I could have stayed and this would have never happened... if I would have just stayed I should have know this was going to happen... It's all my fault."