Gonna die tonight

I was sitting there watching them take tony out of his house.After he ripped of james and his crew.I told him to stop selling that shit.Why did he have to sell crack for it was not worth it.I always told tony is this wroth losing your life.

He always told me I have a family to feed.I hate him for leaving me like this why this way?

And I was standing on the porch watching across the street from tony's house.Watching hanna losing her mind because her boyfriend was just shot by james and his crew I felt so bad what could I do?

Nothing but watch.Now we have to plan his funral for him because he was so hard headed like that.

I loved tony and still do he was my best friend.Now he's gone what else to do with this shit but wonder what my boyfriend sam was going to do to james and his crew.Would he be the next to die.

I hate being brought up this way not knowing anything else but this.So was just sitting looking at my bible went I saw sam pull up and I mean I have never seen him come into the drive way that way ever before.

'Tammy where are you' he yelled'

'Sam I'm in the bed room reading my bible' I said to him'

'Hunny I have to take care of james and his crew or they are going to kill us because they no you was his best friend this is something I have to do'.He said with tears running down his face.

'Oh wow sam I'm so scared for you I lost tony I don't want to lose you'She said holding on to her bible really tight that her hands where bleeding from the paper.

'I will be fine I have my gun and that is all I need'

he said to her whipeing his face as tears came down and stoped by his month

I will pray for you to be safe sam I love you 'she said

I no you do'Sam said to her as he kissed her on the forehead.

When sam turned and walked out that door my heart and my world stoped turning all at the same time Iwas scared to death I would never see him again.

So I prayed hard real hard please lord keep him safe.

It was about five'o'clock when sam left and he still is not home I started getting scared then about nine 'o'clock I heard a knock out side and opened the door there was james and all of his crew.

I felt really sick and all I could do was pray god dont let me die please.He said hey bitch get outside and take your boot party.

So I tryed to run back inside and it did not work out to well.

Steven jameshome boy grabed me by my hair and spit in my face and said bitch your going to die I killed your mom and your baby sister and thats when it happend oh.. my god I lost everything my mom is dead and my sister oh.. wow.

I was scared to death all right.So he put me againest a brick wall and I heard shots start to fire and I did nothing but ran and I did like hell.

I went down a alley and found a cop and told them what was going on they said they will check it out i said ok.

So they went walking down like where I live and I could see shadows and All I heard was one shot and he was gone I thought I was free but im not.

I saw james standing there looking at me and said come here now I new if I would run he would shoot me so I went back to him and just looked at him and said don't kill me please he just said oh.. i will.And laughed god only new if I could kill him I would I hated him.So as we started walking back to the car in front of my home I heard sam say hey james you bitch we both turned there was sam.

When james turned around sam gave it to him he shoot james 4 times and killed him and then I ram over to sam and kissed him all over and said I love you I love you I new you would come back for me

He just smiled and said I no you love me and winked at me and said lets go home