My life.

Sitting on the edge, watching as the water flows. I sit there and see my reflection, and think to myself. "Who am I? Why was I put here, to be humiliated? God please tell me, I need your help. It seems that you have betrayed me, and left me here by myself. That is not what a 15 year old needs." She said to herself.1

That night she had prayed all night. Not a minute of sleep. When the sun rose up, and the sounds of birds filled the air. She smiled as she sat upon her bed. She knew that the lord had answered one prayer.2

That whole day, her prayers were being answered. She had found new friends, and her family was getting along.3

She knew that she was finally wanted, and needed on the earth.Stranded in the hospital, with many like her. She saw who she was, and realized she wasn't the only one. She then looked at her hand, at the mark she made, and said how stupid she was, for she had made the mistake. 4

She lost her true love, and a friend, but they aren't there to help her, they aren't there at the end. She said she knew what she did.5

I am hurt inside, I am a young little girl. I shouldn't deal with all this insanity. I have done my part, now I wait for everyone to do theirs. I wish people understood why we are all different. But only I will know.Watching as the clouds of darkness pass me by, I sit there and cry with black tears. I have never felt so strongly for anyone, as I did you. But you put me in the world of shame, and depression. I give up.6

I see a shadow, run across the wall. It tells me to follow my heart, and not let myself fall, into deep dark areas. I hate myself for what I have become. I could just kill to be the pretty girl that I once was.But that no longer will be, for I have gone and hurt someone I loved, I need to set him free, away from my heart, God please kill his name, and his soul. Tell him he isn't worth it for any girl. Tell him he is selfish, and cruel, and hurts girls no matter what. I am glad you made me let go of him. For he has burned a scar into my heart, that will be fixed, one day.7