“Scott, are you sure you want to do this?”
“I said I did, didn’t I?”
“Yeah, but…” Matt trails off. I can see the doubt in his eyes. He tries again. “Look, dude, we’ve talked about this before. You hate drugs.”
I shrug. I don’t want a fucking debate. “You do it,” I say quietly.
He sighs. “Look, one more time, okay? Do you want to do this?”
I don’t say anything, just stare at his fingers and the joint wedged between them. I take it carefully, feeling the roughness of the paper, the contrast between white and black. “Light.” I hold out my free hand, and Matt sighs again, placing the lighter in my palm. Pressing my lips over the joint, I raise up a shaking hand, flicking up the flame. The end of the spliff glows orange.
“Go home. Get stoned. Because the sex is so much better when you’re mad at me.”
***
There’s giggling. A lot of giggling. And a lot of people suddenly crowding in around us in Matt’s living room. I can feel my heart beat faster with the fear. Then Matt smiles at me, and I smile back at him, before turning back to the guy next to me. He tells me his name is Seth. I tell him he has a pretty name and that mine is Scott. He smiles pushes himself up on his hands. He says he likes my shoes. I say thanks and ask where he’s going. He shrugs. I ask if I can follow. He grins and pulls me up by the hand.
I follow him up the stairs, my hand gripped tightly in his until we’re away from everyone else’s prying eyes. He pushes me backwards, his hands around my waist and I stumble through an unexpectedly open door. He smirks and presses me against a wall, swinging the door closed behind us with his foot.
Suddenly I feel his lips against my own, his tongue begging entrance, which I give all too easily. He moans against my mouth, cold fingers dancing under my teeshirt. I shiver passes through my spine.
But then the questionings come. You met this guy ten fucking minutes ago. So what? What about Kaden? What about Kaden? You’re too fucking high to think straight right now. But I don’t need to think straight. All I need are those hands, and that mouth. Oh god, that mouth, those lips, that tongue. Forget about Kaden, because you have Seth. Whoever the fuck ‘Seth’ is.
***
Seth’s pulling on my belt, trying to get it out from the loops on my jeans, giggling as he does so. I twist my hands up in his hair, giggling just like him, kissing along his jaw line, down his neck, to his collar, sucking and pulling with my teeth. He laughs again, the sound echoing around the room, bouncing off the wall. His mouth catches mine, his tongue dipping in. It’s complete and utter ecstasy.
Most of the dope’s worn off now, but there’s still an alcoholic buzz coursing through my veins. That’s enough to blame this on.
Do I need something to blame it on?
Of course not. He broke up with me. I have no reason to feel guilty.
But still…
Seth pulls away from me suddenly. Too suddenly. I open my eyes and see Kaden.
Confused.
Then Seth’s clutching his nose, and I realise Kaden’s punched him. But then Kaden’s on the floor, and Seth’s punching him back. I hear someone yell, and it takes me a minute to realise it’s me. In that time, Kaden’s pinned against the wall by Seth’s hand, tight around his throat. I jump forwards, try to pull the hand away, but it’s pointless. I’m not strong, I know that. I’m definitely weaker than Seth.
Seth punches Kaden again, square on, and I see his eyes slip closed, his limps fall limp. Seth takes his hand away slowly, so slowly. We stare in horrified silence as Kaden’s weak form slips down the wall. Seth turns to me slowly, his heart beating a ragged rhythm through his words. “What the fuck?” he breathes. I don’t answer.
Right now, I want – need – more than ever to believe in God. Because I need something to believe in, and Gods never let innocent people die.
Author notes
“Go home. Get stoned. Because the sex is so much better when you’re mad at me.” credit goes to 'Get Stoned' -- Hinder.
Fourteeeeeeeen.
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UH OH! Is Kaden gonna DIE???
I'm glad he came back, but OF COURSE he had to come back just then didn't he?
still, this was a good part and im glad i got the chance to read it. -
*ahem*
"I said I liked your shoes.
You said thanks can I follow you
So it's up the stairs
Out of view no prying eyes"
Omega, darling... 'fess up, you were listening to Bright Eyes weren't you?
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...quite probably.
Can I help the fact that that song bloody rocks?
(The answer is no.)
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I am blown away.
Omega.. wow...
I've been there.. it WAS like that...
And OMG.. OMG... I am just x.x speechless now.
“Go home. Get stoned. Because the sex is so much better when you’re mad at me.”
*nods* ^_^
Now, I shall read more.
Youve made me happy!!!!!!
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I'm glad I could blow you away. And I'm glad it was like that. Well, not glad as such, but I'm glad I got the emotions right. Because, to be honest, I've only ever seen this situation in the third person. So I'm glad it's right.
meggxx
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OMG I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOHOOOOOO I HAVE NO CLUE WHY I'M EXCIED OR WHY THIS IS IN ALL CAPS BUT WHO THE FUCK CARES RIGHT? CAN WE EVEN SWEAR IN COMMENTS?q?!?!?!!??! HAHAHA I'M FO FEEKINF HYPER!!!!!
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Sorry...I'm just a little hyper. My bad.
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yay for hyper!!!
(but seriously.. calm?)
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Calm? NEVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRR!!!!!!!
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Lol, sorry! I'll calm down...I hope! x.x
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oh good =]
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Okay so I lied, cause i'm soooooooooooooooooooo hyper today!!!!!
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eesh.
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Omegaaaaaa
OMEGA AHH I LOVE YOU!!!
Okai...when that dude Seth got punched I gasped like REALLY loud and started jumping up and down. (I do that when excited)
And my mumm looked at me like I was crazy... *waits for her sedation again*
This was awesome!! Why'd you say I'm going to hate you though...I loved this.
Kaden's back...for now!! *sounds the dramatic soap-opera-ish music*
Haha, he moans against my mother...funny.
Very good, write more lady....I loved it.
But like was it the drugs or alcohol or whatev that made Seth do that? Would Matt know gay friends...? Hm..I dont know. *shrugs*
Very good job, m'dear!!
Write more soooooon!!
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in the process of writing, dear.
and i thought the whole Kaden-getting-beaten-up thing might upset you a little. just a hunch.
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lol Nope, it didnt upset me, I kind of knew that was going to happen sooner or later.
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fair enough.
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