Forbidden Lust

His body was so perfect. The way his body curved around his abs and hips, leading the eyes lower and lower made her have to bite her lip. She watched how his muscles tensed and relaxed as he worked, heaving and panting. Lisa was nearly panting just watching him as he lifted the large two-by-four. Lisa sat in the driver’s seat of her Honda, staring at him. Her green eyes freely roamed over his half naked body, her breathing heavy and her imagination wandered.

Alex panted heavy with the effort that lifting the large plank of wood. He built fences as perfectly as his body was built. In the small town, he had built every fence for every family. It was his job, it was what he was good at. Lisa enjoyed his job, probably more than he did.

It tore her heart in two, thinking about how they’d never met. She became nervous at the thought of screwing up if or when they did. It was easier to watch him work, staring at his perfect body and thinking about the things he could do to her with that body.

It was nearly dawn by the time Alex was done working for the day. His body glistened with sweat, creating more and more day dreams in the young, lustful girl. He began to pack up his things, taking the wood and nails and throwing into the back of his large blue pickup truck. Usually Lisa would have left by now, finding her way home in her tiny, beaten car, but today, she had lingered just a bit longer. She had to see what he looked like in the moonlight. Just once, just for fantasy-sake.

It was the risk that changed her. Alex finished packing his things into his truck and just as he was about to pile into the driver’s seat, he glanced over at Lisa. She jumped, surprised and unready for what he’d do, seeing her there. She froze, unable to move. Then he smiled and winked. She felt all air leave her body and a slow tingle roam about her nerves. He had seen her. How long has he known about her little hobby? Lisa panicked, turning on the ignition and screeching from the curb.

The sudden feeling of embarrassment mixed with her surprise and Lisa knew she could never go back. He knew she watched him, but did he know how much she fantasized about him? A complete stranger? The possibilities of his knowledge were impossible to find out. Lisa sighed, sorrow for her loss of a perfectly good hobby. Now she would need to find a healthier past time. It was shame.

Lisa was known as the “holiest” girl in town. She was always early for church and frequently gave sermons or sang for the church. Their town was tiny. Only two boys her age, and only one that looked halfway decent. Alex, however, much older and much hotter was the object of her fancy. It was frowned upon in the town for her to think such things about a man so much older than she, illegal by the state for them to have any sexual contact. That was what made him so alluring. It was wrong for her to want him! Wrong for her to touch him or kiss him! That made her want him and touch him and kiss him even more.

A sigh escaped the seventeen year old’s lips as she turned into her driveway. Her parents would usually scold her for being home so late, but they were out of town, trusting their perfect angel of a daughter to take care of the house for a week as they spent a second honeymoon. The thought caused Lisa to roll her eyes. How she hated being treated like a saint! She was a human being, just like any other person in the town! The only thing that kept her from seducing Alex, however, was the though of being treated like Mrs. Kenha. She was the only person in the town to ever divorce her husband, who had moved away in shame. It was found out later that Mrs. Kenha had committed adultery against her husband and was thrown out of the church. Lisa feared she too would be kicked out for her thoughts.

Then there was Alex’s own wife. It was adultery as well for him to so much as think of Lisa that way, not to mention illegal. Lisa turned off the ignition, grabbed her keys and climbed out her car. She forced a frightened scream down as she jumped with surprise. Alex stood there, clothed yet again in ripped jeans and a blue t-shirt, his perfect smile lighting up his face. Lisa closed her mouth, finally, after what felt like forever. She recovered from her momentary shock.

“Alex!” She said, her voice cracking with the effort to whisper and hide her surprise at the same time, “You scared me!” He laughed his rich laugh, smiling at her.

“Probably not as much as you scared me watching me from your car every Saturday.” His voice gave no hint of scorn, nor did his eyes frown in any way, but Lisa still blushed with the embarrassment of being found out. She couldn’t help but be shameful. Did he know of her fantasies.

“Why do you watch me all the time?” he asked, his voice soft and his eyes roaming her body freely, but she was too embarrassed to notice the want in his blue eyes. She shrugged, her eyes down cast like a little child being scolded. When she didn’t answer, Alex lifted her chin to look into his eyes. She bit her lip, trying her best to force the thoughts of kissing him from her mind. He looked at her as if he were asking the question yet again. She sighed.

“I just do, I guess…” Lisa said, looking away and moving away from his touch. He laughed.

“Do you want to learn how to build fences?” She laughed, shaking her head, “Then what is it you want?” He asked. She looked up at him, suddenly. His voice had been so… seductive when he asked that. Her eyes were wide as she looked into his eyes again. His blonde hair was ruffled and fell into his eyes a bit, but not enough to hide the lust in his eyes. Lisa felt herself smile, beaming at him. She glanced to her own house, the windows dark almost as if to check if they were home or not, even though she knew they weren’t going to be for the next two days.

Lisa gulped as she looked back at her perfect man. He leaned down and kissed her, mistaking her smile for an invitation. Lisa was too shocked to even kiss him back. He broke away after only one peck and looked in her eyes, questioning. Lisa took deep breaths, her entire body thumping as her heart beats sped up. He seemed disappointed, the lust leaving his eyes. She panicked for a moment, grabbing his face and kissing him. He wrapped his arms around her small body and pressed her against the car door.

His hard, muscled body pressed against her in the most wonderful ways that caused Lisa to gasp and kiss him with more passion. Finally, she pulled away from him, grabbing his hand and rushing to the front door. Hastily unlocking the door and slamming it closed behind them. She turned to look at him in the dark. His looks had gone from sexy to dangerous and she felt her entire body erupt with want for him.

He kissed her again, pushing his tongue into her mouth and leading her upstairs. Lisa giggled as he lifted her off her feet, carrying her up the stairs. When he slammed her against the closed door, Lisa felt a gasp escape her lips. She never knew how badly she’d wanted him until now.

Opening the door as fast as she could, Lisa pulled Alex inside with her, slamming the door closed harder than she had the front door. She giggled yet again as Alex grabbed her around the waist and pressed her to the bed and falling on top of her, gently. As the two kissed, Lisa felt her mind wander to the more saintly part of her mind.

Fear gripped her. What was she doing? Oh, shut up, Lisa! She thought to herself, this may be the only chance you have with the man of your dreams. Sod all the consequences for once in your life! And Lisa smiled, forgetting her worries and rolling over on top of Alex, trying to show him her more sexual side, if she had one.

Hours later, Lisa laid there, the sunlight barely peaking through the window. She hadn’t been able to sleep after Alex left. He’d just stood up, kissed her forehead, winked and then left. The feeling of loss and shame filled the young girl as she recalled the evening. Did Alex even care that they’d committed a mortal sin and disobeyed the law at the same time?

Tears flowed from her eyes as she lay in her bed. She felt her legs press tightly together at the thought of what she’d done. Her body trembled with the feeling of violation and Lisa knew she was a sinner. How could she go to God now? How could she continue her life, knowing that she had lost her virginity? No, gave up her virginity, and gladly too, to a married man. What would, what COULD she do now to save her soul or was there no hope for her?