*The Night Part Two*

When i started telling the principle everything my life just started to fall apart. He called the crisis center and they came to the school to talk to me, then contacted my parents. I was so scared thinking what is going to happen to me, Should i go home or what?

When i was just 3 years old, My parents got a divorce and then shit started to happen. My dreams no longer came true. All of my nightmares of me dying finally came to me. I started feeling scared that when i was with my mom and her new husband that things were not gonna go well. Sure enough when i was 7 years old the beatings started happing.

Thats what i told the principal and he made me tell the crisis center. When i got home later that night it wasn't pretty. Mom and Bruce were just firious with me they started yelling then hitting and soon alot more. I finally got away that night and i just hid in my room. Cutting, Screaming, Crying, and yelling because i hated my life so bad i just wanted to die.

The next morning December.... 2006 i went to school and the principal and my new social worker saw the bruises on my face and on my neck. The ones when they beat me with a bat and tryed to choke me with a belt. It was horrible seeing some one that cared so much. Seeing the pain in their eyes when they looked at you.

I started telling them about my dad. That he was an alcoholic and i've been one since the age of 10. Telling him that i started using drugs with my dad to rid my thoughts. We got to talking and he sent me back to class.

An hour later i was back in his office and he was their and my social worker and so was the crisis center. I was so pissed i didn't even look at them. And again the same thing happened they called my mom and told them about my drug use saying that i need help. I was really scared to go home that day i new that it would just get worse and worse, and so it did.

I went up to my room and saw my door. It was cracked in half and if i was standing their that probley would be me. I cryed and cryed like their was no tomorrow. I grabed a bottle of vodka and took some pills waited to get dizzy then i grabed the razor and started to begin.................