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So here I am, I'm talking to myself again.2
That's the second time I've thought out loud this week.3
Never mind, it won't happen again.4
I promise. Promises, so many people promising with empty words.5
You think they might as well just say that they don't care.6
Forget the promises you make before God at the altar.7
Isn't that what people do? My parents are still together.8
Good. My parents are far too normal for my liking. Ha! They're much more normal than I'll ever be.9
I wondered how long it would take me to forget about the border.10
Don't things look nice and neat like this?11
All neatly stacked away and put to one side.12
Like war, like famine, like earthquakes. Forget them, they're not my problem. Everybody else's problem. Nothing to do with me.13
I really can't stand sitting in a stuffy classroom and14
pretending to care about 'empirical formulae'15
but at least I can stare at him from here.16
Stop. He's looking. No, don't look again. Oh, why won't he turn around? Why doesn't he like me? He doesn't want me. Yeah, I'm going to die old and alone. Unwanted and cold.17
So, yeah. Should I take off my jumper or not?18
Maybe he'll look at me if I do.19
Nah, it's boiling but I don't want to be vulnerable.20
I wish people would stop talking to me. No.21
Actually, I wish he would talk to me and love me.22
Is that the bell?23
Yes, of course, now stop talking to yourself you idiot!24
Sorry.25
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Lol, thanks. I'm aware of the contradictions (no you're not). Caz. Xx
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This reminded of something that actually happened to me. I mean, I always find myself sitting in the classroom, unaware of everything else but my thoughts. And then when I actually start to think about something, I immediately contradict it and think of a million other things (okay maybe I'm not making any sense).And after everything I tell myself "now stop talking to yourself you idiot!" but I find myself talking myself again. Hahaha. Anyway, your monologue is great. Short but cute. =)
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Lol, thanks for being so nice. I woke up this morning and remembered what a monologue is. Please don't kill me for being such an idiot! Lol, I do drama as well... Barbie. Xx
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Lol, thanks.
Barbie. Xx
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Lol, thanks, I guess... Barbie. Xx
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cute
this is really cute. it has a lot of voice and personality. it's cute how you worry about little high school problems (that i have to deal with everyday ugh- high school is so annoying). i liked it a lot, funny and cute -
Great. FUn to go on the personal trip with you for a few minutes.
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^_^ This is cute. this is somewhat simular to what i was asking for. ^_^ If you read any plays of shakespear as an example of what I mean, theres a scene in romeo and juliet when juliet is atop her balcony speaking of romeo in hope that he might rid himself of his name or she hers. basically thoughts.
this is cute though.
i like it!
sound sjust like me while sitting in class ^_^
thanks
Trish
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