Gaia journal entry 1

I just lost something very important to me. I didn't even get a chance to say good-bye, and now I have to wait until January 29, 2009 before I can even say something.

What I've found out so far is that she can call me, but if I say "Hi", I get arrested and put in jail for 5 years. She can come over to my house, but, if I had anything to do with her getting here, or if I say anything to her, or if I touch her in any way, I get arrested and put in jail for 5 years.

This all started a week ago today, and I haven't gone one day without crying for at least two hours. In the first three days, I got about a half an hour of sleep. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself...

My girlfriend and I still have a lot of eachother's belongings, if I could get ahold of her father's phone number, then maybe I could get her stuff returned to her.

I AM going to wait for January 29, 2009, and I have every intention of staying faithful to my girlfriend. I'm greatly looking forward to that day...I still love my girlfriend with all of my heart, and that won't change no matter how long we have to be separated.