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There was a time when Samantha was happy... a time where she wasn’t depressed and lonely... it was when she was with Michael, when she felt happy and she thought things wouldn’t ever change. Samantha was pretty she had long, naturaly black hair and an awesome smile, she was 16. Michael on the other hand had long brown hair, gray eyes and was gorgeous; he on the other hand was 19. Her parents thought he was nothing but Samantha loved him and she didn’t care what her parents or any one said. Samantha didn’t have much friends because people thought she was a liar and a cheater, but she wasn’t any of those things, but he only person who would believe her was Michael, she thought they where in love so much... but then she saw Michael with another girl... with tears in her eyes she walked up to him asking what he was doing in reply alls he said was "i' sorry... but I didn’t want to hurt you..." Sam then said, "You didn’t want to hurt me?! You wanted me to find out myself?!" she was so hurt... she didn’t want to talk to him ever again... she knew she was stupid for trusting him... "He never fell in love..." she thought she came to a conclusion that she wasn’t pretty enough... that’s why she was cheated on, that’s why she had no friends... she was so sad... she began to stop eating, hoping shed be prettier. She didn’t know but there was one person who really cared... he loved her even though she didn’t know, his name was Josh, Sam had no clue who Josh even was because he was the quiet one in class. When starving herself didn’t make her seem any prettier she got more depressed... she just wanted to die... to be some where else with no pain and sadness, some where she could live happily... Sam became angry and sad and the did something she shouldn’t... she picked up the broken glass from the picture frame she threw and held it in her hand... feeling the sharp points. She placed it against her wrist and made a deep bloody gash, she felt happy, she felt free... like no one could replace that feeling... looking at the blood on the floor she desperately tried to clean it up, then she blasted her stereo and listened to the only thing to make her feel better. In the loud screaming music she heard the phone ring, she ran downstairs to retrieve it "hello?" she said "hey babe its me" came the voice from the phone "Michael! Leave me alone! I hate you and I don’t want to talk to you!" and she slammed the phone on its hook. At school the next day josh adored from afar, he loved her, he was certain about it and he would never try to hurt her... On the outside Sam looked like a perfectly normal sweet girl but on the inside and was dying... screaming...and crying. As she was "listening" to her boring evil math teacher, some one past her a note, it read

Dear Samantha,

I love you and I want you to know... id never ever do anything to hurt you, I know the position your in, and im sorry about all these jerks and stuff...but im different... I wouldn’t ever judge you, I wouldn’t change you... and I would ever take back my feelings... Samantha...I love you...

From,

Anonymous

As Samantha read it she could tell it was phony... it hurt her inside to know some one wrote that to see her pain and misery, but Josh, he really meant it… she looked back to see Sara looking up and Josh looking down at her work, she knew it came from Sara so she looked at her and crumbled it up. That really hurt Josh… she stuck the note in her pocket and when she got home she looked over it, she started crying…thinking how any one could do that to her! She grabbed the piece of glass she had the other day and clenched it hard. She then looked at her bleeding hand and put her hand under the running water from the sink, she picked up her piece of glass and made another long deep cut in her wrist… she wiped up the blood and her arm and she went to bed to the loud glare of the music. The next day at school, lat hour, science they had to have partners, Josh slowly walked to Sam and said, “can we be partners?” Sam said “sure…” she took of her jacket revealing her cuts, Josh looked at Sam’s wrist and said “Sam… don’t…” she looked at him confused and said “what?” “Your arm…” he said she looked at him painfully with a tear running down her cheek, she starting crying more and she ran out of the room, the science teacher was yelling “Sam!! Where are you going?! If you leave that’s an office referral!” but she ran out anyways, josh couldn’t just watch her leave…crying, Josh then ran out of the room and under the teachers breath she mumbled “that will be two office referrals” he followed the crying, he stopped at the loud sobbing girl, “go away!” Sam yelled “but Sam…im just here to…” she cut him off “to help! Of course you are!” when the bell ran she got up and ran out of the door, when she got home she only had one thing on her mind, DIE… she wanted to die now… she placed the beautiful sharp object next to her skin and let it slide through, she did the same thing she always does, clean up the blood and wash her arm off… but this time…her wrist kept bleeding and wouldn’t stop, she knew what was going on… she had a satisfied grin on her face. Then everything got blurry and she got dizzy, she fell to the floor… josh also knew what she was going to do, he got to her house and noticed the door was open, “Sam!!!” he yelled, but no response, he began to get worried he ran upstairs to her room where he found her lying on the ground, bloody. He picked up her phone and dialed the number 911…. Sam woke up to see Josh crying next to the hospital bed, “josh…” she said “Sam!” he yelled cheerfully with tears running down her cheeks she said “josh…I love you too…” “Josh smiled and looked at her… Sam finally knew…there was one person who loved her, who thought she was pretty and she didn’t need to know anything more… josh…was her guardian angel…and her hero… She loved Josh.