Diary of Innocence (Entry 2)

Dearest Diary,1

It is July 21st, my second entry. So we meet again my friend. Sorry that I haven't been writing. School and numerous other things have kept me extremely busy. Now I have time to vent out my fears and pains. It seems I never sleep. Already I have been up for 26 hours and have not even felt sleep-deprived. My mother returned as I wrote about her disappearance my last entry. Drunk off her ass, but fine nonetheless. The Devil has become bored with me. His sick wrath has abandoned me and hopefully forever. I pray to God for this but fear that He has lost all hope in me. My tears are my only friend I am beginning to think. Seems so strange that my old "friends" have left me ever since I changed schools. On a more morbid note, I have discovered that wonderful and extremely lovely effects of alcohol. Thirteen and already on the road to an alcoholic. That must be some sort of record. I gave up cigarettes and am feeling better. Thank God for that. My new kitten is beautiful. Night Duchess as I call her is the blackest cat I have ever seen. The Devil tried to run her over but I saved her. Now I have someone to love since I can't love myself. I have run out of things to say tonight. Good night dear friend.2

~K3