behaviour problems in kidZ

yesterday, I went to church i had no zoloft left so i went to church without taking my zoloft. I was sitting in the pew, I started crying and someone ask me what is wrong? I said i don't know and i finally told her i am scared. So we prayed about it.

That same morning at church i got in trouble. I was told that my adminstrative pastor and my old special education teacher had a meeting about me.

I have been put in a new class starting today all because of my behavior in my old class and it is tempory right now, and i am with the 40-60 year olds, and The reason is because i was always distracting and wouldn't let the teacher teach and everything. I am now in my old special ed. teacher class, and i was told i have to sit in back and told all the rules. This is at church.

I told the teachers that i just get bored in that class.

my old special ed. teacher had a meeting this morning with the adminstrative pastor and i didn't know the meeting was about me.

i stick out of groups alot and it is a problem for me , and gets me in trouble.

i didn't ask to be born like this, for a fact in life, they was not mean to me , they just had a long talk with me. Until i can show i can behave i have to be in this one class. I will have a while until i be able to get to go back to my regular class.

my old sunday school teacher said he thought that by me being in that class i would learn how to behave and also my behavior to improve but it didn't work.

i call it my punishment.

I was keeping people from learning and my old special ed. teacher said he doesn't want for me to be kept from learning also. .

It has almost came to the point that nobody will care if they hurt my feelings because i seem to not care about others feelings.

I am always getting in trouble.

I can't stand getting in trouble, and it is all because of my behavior, i ask myself what will it be like in life, i will end up kicked out of places because of my behavior.

I don't want to be a problem, and i have a problem entertaining everyone like the class clown . I told my class that we have no class today and it is canceled. I was being funny because we did have class but now i am in a new class that is for 40-60 year olds. I was told until i can learn how to behave i have to be in my old special education teacher class that he teaches at church.