I was tired of being trapped. I wanted my old body back, I wanted to be with Dakotah again, and most of all I wanted my Raven back. It started stressing me out, that for 17 years I still had not found my killer. I hadn’t even found a clue. One night Krystal was with Joseph and his friend Ryan and she had found out some very important information that Joseph later on told me. Ryan was someone else that had been necromanced or reincarnated and his element was smoke. He told Joseph of a way to bring back their bodies from the old times. Necromancy. Joseph just had to tell Ryan about me too, so they decided to include me in the plan. What they would do is unimaginable though, I don’t know how they did it. They were able to read each others mind and able to fight these things in their mind. Kinda freaky huh?.......yeah.
Not long after that, things stirred up. Krystal had broken loose about her and Josephs relationship. Joseph wasn’t happy at all. He was getting annoyed with her parents. They started making the curfew earlier and basically it felt like to all 3 of us that her parents were trying to either get rid of Joseph, or prevent Krys and I from seeing him. He no longer liked them, no longer wanted to be around them. No longer wanted to come over. After he decided not to come over anymore, that just pissed me off. I again got into my bad habit of threatening. This time it wasn’t just threats. I was making some happen. I made Krystal have nightmares repeatedly of Joseph leaving her for another girl, though he didn’t find out about this until a couple months later. She started having breathing problems or became very weak after I would come out to talk. Joseph, again, was not very happy. Though he was more pissed off this time, cause I actually made her stop breathing for a little bit. He got tired of my threats and dreams, and just decided to plant some seed of life in her. Meaning if I kill her or hurt her, it hurts him too. Well fuck there goes my fun.
A month later though, I got to have some fun. It was New Years Eve and we were with Joseph and Ryan. You know we were just hanging out and of course Ryan had to smoke his pot and everything. Downstairs the adults were having their own party, of course they had booze. Gave me an idea. I had never smoked or drank in my other life either. So again I was curious, though this time I was gonna have to be sneakier than I was last time. I went downstairs for a little bit claiming that I had to go to the bathroom and get a new drink. I lied of course. I went downstairs to where the parents were at and I knew that they would give her alcohol. So I asked them for a couple shots of Hot Damn and then asked to put some vodka in my drink. I then went back upstairs to where Ryan and Joseph were at. They didn’t think anything about it. Then Joseph went downstairs to go the bathroom and get a drink. Right after he left, I was asking Ryan to smoke some of his pot. Then I told him that it was Luna not Krystal. He agreed to let me. Each time I would go downstairs I would get a new drink. Every time Joseph left the room I would smoke. Finally I was to the point to where my vision was blurry, I couldn’t walk, etc. I tried to get up at one time and swayed and then fell over. Joseph was worried. He was asking if I was ok and when I opened my mouth to say I was fine, he could smell the alcohol in my breath and a hint of pot. He then went to my drink and tasted the vodka in it. He asked Ryan about the pot, he admitted that every time Joseph left the room he would let me smoke. I was still laying on the floor, I was so fucked up. When I finally could get up, I tried sitting on Josephs lap to give him a kiss., he pushed me off. I stumbled and got up and slapped him, and before I knew it, I was leaning over a trashcan, throwing up. After that I passed out for the rest of the night. Joseph and Ryan had to carry me home that night, they then talked to my parents and they actually agreed to let them sleep in my room to make sure I was gonna be ok.
Next morning I woke to find Joseph in bed with me, and Ryan on the floor playing a video game. Joseph had gotten up to give me a kiss. He wasn’t mad at all, he was just taking care of me. It had been over 12 hours since I set Krystal aside. That was the longest I had ever been out. He wanted me to tell him that I was gonna be ok, I responded “hey its not my body I just wanted to have fun” He laughed, and gave me a kiss goodbye. I let her back. She was complaining the rest of the day about her hangover. Her parents let Joseph and Ryan stay the night for the rest of the week.
