I started talking to Joseph regularly on the phone, I would set Krystals mind and soul aside so I could find out more about this world I once lived in. He would teach me about things and how to do things that I had no clue existed. I talked to him more and more with each day becoming more stubborn, about letting her back. I figured out fast that I’m more wild, risky, and fun to be with than her. That’s what Joseph liked about me. He eventually fell in love with both of us and I fell for him. For the first time in any life I had felt love for someone other than Dakotah and my Raven. I then became controlling and devious. I was thinking of ways to kick Krystal out of her body. I would threaten that I would break up with Joseph if she didn’t let me out. I threatened to basically let my soul out and keep hers in like mine was for 16 years.
Joseph didn’t like what I was doing. He began losing trust for me. He began losing his love for me because I had become so devious to try and kill, threaten, or get rid of his love. Believe me I didn’t mind being trapped in a body (though it does get boring) but when it came to being with him, I wanted him to love me much more than her. I wanted to be the one that he cuddled with, the one he would kiss, the one he would sleep with.
We talked more and more about our lives back then. I found out more and more about who Zero was. I found out about energies he felt on earth about things that are out to kill him. I told him about how I’m on earth for vengeance for the man that killed me.
