I wish I could tell you to leave me alone,
That I didn’t need to talk to you,
And this wasn’t what was keeping me going,
I wish that there was nothing else,
But me and you in this world,
To hold us back to push us down,
But hate, fear, envy and greed stop us,
From ever being what we could have been,
For I am not so beautiful
As to believe the world is great,
And I know that we’re both hurting,
From wounds of the past,
&& know if that I could heal them,
It would be done,
But I can’t keep treading,
Over old ground, wishing it was new,
Cse now I’m just causing,
Unnecessary pain to us all,
So one step forwards, three away,
And I want to be the one for you,
But I know I can’t ever be that now,
So I wish I could tell you to get away,
From me before I fall all over again,
But I fear that it’s too late,
And that I want you,
More than I can take.
Please tell me what you think
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i don't blame you for anything, its a random poem, trust me.
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Well you should x
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i take it you want space and want us to not see eachother and what not?
if thats what you want okay then. i'm sorry this has caused you pain, i just wish i'd never started this so that then you would still be over me and not feeling greif yet again x -
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The poem says I wish I could say that, and I wish it didn't matter to me. But the fact remains that it does and I can't handle it. I really dunno what to say to you anymore, cse I feel we've been through this already. I just wish there was something I could say to change things.
Sometimes I just feel like I can't keep doing this to myself cse I always seem to want what I cant have, tho it stops the pain as much when I find out I really can't have it. It that easier to understand?
Sometimes when I think about you I'm all happy and shizzle and like I love you and stuffles. It's like that sometimes when I read your poems even tho I know their not to me. But then again, sometimes you say things, and its like hmprrrh and I get angry like I want to take revenge for feeling hurt. I just really dunno what to say.
I do like seeing you tho, even though all we do is take the piss out of each other, which is amusing. I will come see you down wimpy probably just cse I like seeing you. And y'know even if you don't love/like me back I do still love you.
So there's my honesty for today. I dunno if thats what you wanted to hear. If it'll make you angry, or cry or really happy, I really dunno. I do't wanna upset you tho cse I've done that far too much in the past. So sorry for everything Ive ever done.
xx
Charli, I said it was always.
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