Mad and sad1
Cascade of sorrow2
The facts, 3
The pages of the story began to yellow!4
It was a cruel Monday,10 oīclock , 5
He was going to his ranch to paint it,6
so Daniel, Fernando and his girlfriend7
travel to "la chona" (small town).8
So they arrived and at 4 o clock 9
started to eat and drink tequila, 10
But Fernando mixed some11
alcohols red wine,tequila and vodka.12
the couple began to fight!13
it was late so decided to go back14
to the city,15
She wanted to drive up, 16
he would not let her,17
he was very drunk, in foulness and despair,18
left the girlfriend in the road.19
Because of his stupid arguments, 20
about an ex boyfriend and other stuff,21
she called a cab to return to the ranch, 22
she found him sleep, 23
she yelled: why did you left me?,24
that is not a sweet thing to do25
to someone you love,26
and he answer no you left me,27
you do not love me,28
the girlfriend said: this is the last time you do this to me!29
He said yes! it is the last time you will see me this will never work! 30
she was scared,because of the tone of the voice,31
this time he sound very serious32
she screamed no!33
Please donīt !34
Please donīt35
But cowardly insanity, he put the canon to his head! 36
and shot him self.37
This is my friend that comprehended me, understand me38
And was sweet, am going to miss him,39
he left two children behind him, and a lot of good friends.40
But am not sure to be mad, or sad!41
Am both!!!!42
Sad because There is treasure missing in my jewellery box!43
I have only few true friends,44
Am mad because he should told me he had all that pain.45
Fernando I will remember your sweetness.46
Author notes
Fernando my friend suicuide, am such much pain and sorrow!
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My friend, I am so sorry to hear of this saddness your heart has encounter. This is just to sad to even comment, my heart hurts for you. You did mentioned you have a few true friends, I hope you believe when I say that you will always have a friend in me, your Mexican Friend Rosa... -
I am so sorry ........My father committed suicide , so I am well aware of the anger , sadness , guilt and destruction the act of suicide can leave for those that are left behind . May your pain heal , may you forgive fernando , but most of all you need to forgive yourself . Noone can stop anyone that chooses suicide .......i have learned that , I have forgiven him , and I ridded myself of my guilt ( but then again it has been awhile now since it happened ) As a matter of fact , just a couple of weeks ago I submitted a prewritten poem ( Dad ...this is for you ) Reading it might help you to see that after awhile the pain fades away abit and we go on
Reenie
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dear friend am not sure what to say, I found of this yesterday too, but I could not fly to Aguascalientes, just to tell you am always there for you.
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