Heartache and friendships - chapter eight

Chapter eight

Cadee arrived at her fathers to find Adam back in bed. Miranda kissed Paul before turning to cadee.

“He’s got to sleep off this overdose. Have you seen his wrists? There pretty bed but with care they’ll get better”

“I haven’t seen them, but I know one has my name..” cadee stopped. Shaun put his arms around her and smiled.

“Don’t worry darlin’, we’ll help you out. I’ll help you out” he said with a wink. Cadee walked upstairs to her room and threw her bag on the bed. She suddenly felt hands on her waist. She turned around to see Shaun smiling at her.

“Scared you, didn’t I?” he joked.

“What are you..?”

“Paul and mum have gone out. Your little fuck buddy is asleep..”

“Wait.. How do you know he’s my fuck buddy?”

“I read your diary” he said with a cheeky grin. Cadee frowned.

“How did you get my diary?”

“I didn’t” he said with a cheekier grin which sent cadee weak. He was too hot for words. But so was Adam. She didn’t know what to think. Before she knew it his lips were on hers. She kissed him back and rested her arms around his neck. He laid her on the bed and kissed her again before moving down to her neck. His fingers played with the bottom of her top. She couldn’t believe what she was doing. But, It wasn’t like she was seeing anyone. His fingers crept up to her bra and under, teasing her nipples, which were now erect under his touch. He smiled at her and pulled her up so he had better access to under her bra, which he intended on undoing. She kissed him again before he pushed her top up and kissed her nipples. Oh god this felt good. Better than Sam, but not as good as Adam. It was like he was exotic, never feeling this kind of love before.

When they ended up making love she was speechless. He kissed her as he entered her, smiling all the same. She dug her nails into his back, wanting more. When he climaxed he lay beside her exhausted.

“God I love you” he said trying to catch his breath. Cadee smiled.

“I love ya too” she said before he kissed her forehead. He heard his mum’s voice downstairs and jumped out of bed. He grabbed his clothes off the floor before peaking out the door.

“I’ll be back” he said, impersonating Arnold before running to his room.

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Cadee sat on the back verandah still smiling after her time alone with Shaun. She still wasn’t feeling any better about Sarina going out with this guy from her part time job, but she had Shaun, and Adam. She knew Adam could tell she liked Shaun. As a matter of fact, everyone had caught on that she liked Shaun. She was awoken from her thoughts when her phone vibrated in her pocket. She quickly grabbed it and looked at the screen. Why was Christian calling?

“Christian? Why are you calling me?”

“Nice to know I’m loved… I wanted to see if you were all right. When Sarina told you she was with Colin you seemed really down”

“Well I thought she liked me. By the way Adam is okay. He’s just sleeping it off”

“Why are you so happy?” Christian spoke. Cadee smiled to herself.

“I’m sorry. I’ll be upset instead”

“You slept with Shaun. Didn’t you? I can’t smell the smoke but I can tell by your voice”

“I’m not that cheap, Christian”

“Did I say you were?”

“Basically! Look end of this discussion” cadee said through tears before she hung up. Shaun had heard the whole conversation. The joys of people using loudspeaker he thought. He had to go comfort her. He knocked on the screen door and opened it. Cadee looked around at him and smiled.

“What was that all about?” he spoke as he sat beside her and placed an arm around her body.

“My friend, Christian, he was being stupid”

“He must of said something horrible if your crying”

Shaun kissed her on the cheek and smiled, causing her to smile.

“He basically said I was cheap.. He guessed that I’d slept with you” she said as another tear slid down her cheek. He wiped it away before kissing her again. She smiled and stood up to look out over the neighboring houses. When Adam walked out onto the verandah to see her half asleep in his lap he knew he wouldn’t have her again for a while. He went back into the house and straight to the bathroom. He couldn’t understand why he had the sudden urge to dig a razorblade into his wrist; the pain seemed to calm his nerves. He found a old shaver in the cupboard and smashed it under his foot. When he pressed the blade to his skin he felt a sudden pain, then nothing. He lay on the floor of the bathroom in agony. He wasn’t dying, but he was in a lot of pain. When Miranda couldn’t get into the bathroom she called for Paul. Cadee knew something was wrong when she heard Miranda’s scream.