The Screaming of Silence pt5

Maddison sat there completely stuned, as a swell came from her stomach to her throat, she wanted anything to make Christa happy, but couldn't break the law. She collected all the courage that still exsisted and with a soft mousy charm about it, said "No." Christa was stuned, she persisted, and told her she wouldn't leave without her, and the conversation ceased. For days after the insident in the video room Christa brought up the plan, Maddison sweetly listened but rejected any further persual into it.

One suday mornig Maddison sat in her doctors office, Dr. D she called her, she liked her and found her inspiration, but a little dimwitted about any crisis Maddison was expirencing. The doctor entered with her cheery smile and friendly hello. She sat gracefully before Maddison and this unusual expression came upon her face, she tured the words Maddison new would eventually come, and the breaking of her heart was the only sound heard after. Maddsions adopted parents would be comeing, as well as her worker, Maddison thought a while, she haden't seen susan for weeks, but ahe didn't want to see Mr. Colon's ever again, the smell of him still lingured on her, and the fel of him still haunted her nightly.She just raise silently and left the room.

She couldn't think, her mind was racing and her breath lessening, she tried to run, but her feet felt numb, and her legs felt as though they'd give out at any given moment. She made it to her room finally, she could here those footsteps walking louder and louder, as she collapsed on the floor.She moved rapidly trying to find the anything to inflict pain, she fought for too long and just needed to breath for a second. Tears streamed down her face as nothing came up, she felt so hopeless and alone. She looked up and in that split moment she saw herself, she mashe the already broken image before her, and watched as it fell into pretty perfect shards. She crawled towards them, cautiously yet in an urgence and held the long jagged piece in her hand. She held it to her skin and started to rip it away, all the memories, the words the medication and suicide, it all flowed away.

She sat there covered in herself and the haze lifted, she cleaned up the mess and hid any evidence, and walked out of her room.There to greet her were the nurses and doctors, the footsteps she heard. The grabbed her and carried her to a small whit room to stich her up before restraining her in the obsevation unit. Alone there for days she screamed and cried and stared, all she wanted were answers to why this happened to her, why was life beating her, and when would she catch abreak? Then suddenly the sweetest words whispered in her mind, the answer to her fears and her prayers, RUN! she settled and calmed for days, and the Doctors released her back into the regular pysic unit, hopeing for better esult, and Maddison played it cool.

She found Christa who hadden't left her room since Maddison was taken and the two disgusted the plan of escape. Madison told her everything, about the cutting, the rape, the eating disored everyhting, and then she told her about the upcomeing meeting. Christa's eyes swelled with pain and the tears Maddison had never seen flowed, the agrred now was the time. The both went their sepreat was and waited. That night after the late night bed check they snuck out slowly and made their way to the bathroom, the two had discovered a vent big enough for to thin girls to crawl through while on of their daily joints, They removed the vent and crawld through, struggling a bit on the way up, when they finnally made it in the hurried as quietly as possible. The long dark tunnel seemed never ending when finnaly they heard engines, "outside" they whispered to one another, and hurried their pace. Just as they made it to the end and almost out, they heard the siren, their 15 minutes where up! the jumed and rolled onto the ground, a rather painful landing and hobbled out into the street. They flaged down a taxi and told him to drive.

Out of breath and terrified they sat in the cab, Christa told the man to go to 1209 Yorkshore and wait outside..A rather large fellow came out and threw the cabbie money as he draged the two girls inside, Maddison had tears in her eyes and wanted to scream, what had Christa gotten them into! The man threw his jaket down, and sat infront of them, his eyes seemed sad but Maddison trusted no one. The man spoke "Christa...why are you always introuble? whya re you so fucked up, and why would you bring another fucked up girl with you!" his words cut deep, and his questions made Maddison's head spin. The man continued..."Ever since Dad died you've been so fucked up!" Maddison blurted out in the heat of the moment, cutting off anyone who tried to speak...."This is your brother!!!!! the horrible one!" but Christa asured Maddison that the man before them was her real brother, not the perverted step brother who had fucked her up.....and told her that she came here alot when she was running.

Her brother, who was actually quite nice and actually was named Donnald gave the two money and sent them by train to Atlantic City.....Their the two would be free.....but would they make it? would they be able to survive....where would they go and who could they trust...they were just two young girls...not even of age....what now?