...And So I Was Thinking... (wednesday July 18th, 2003, 10:18 p.m.)

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I just got done watching the ten-o-clock news.... I now remember why I hate to watch the news and now I have something to say about it.2

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!?!?!3

                               >:[4

                                         Yes YOU!5

All of you!  Have you NO HUMANITY!?  Do you have thaaaat much hatred instilled within you - that you feel you can "play" God???  That you can take it into your own hands to beat, murder or torture someone?!  Not just any "someone" - innocent people..... CHILDREN!!6

My heart aches and my eyes cry tears of sorrow and shame because I see what this world is doing.7

We kill our own people.  WHY???  We have terrorists already doing that!  Isn't that bad enough???8

I am appalled and utterly disgusted that we as HUMAN BEINGS act in such demented and selfish ways.9

And... come to think of it..... I don't see any heart... Where is the love???  Where IS the love?!?10

We have enough suffering, racism, political fighting (war) and the unmentionables!  That I don't understand how our children's' generation and all generations to follow will last...  Or better yet, learn how to appreciate life and all things brought into it.  Despite the differences.11

It's one thing to be religious and "practice your faith." It's another to be brainwashed and play "follow the leader" because that is exactly what you're doing.  Playing a vicious game.  Trying to repeat the history that was buried so deep down PURPOSELY - just to allow people that have ACTUALLY GONE THROUGH it in the very FLESH - some time to heal and put it PAST them.12

Only to find that some thickheaded, delusional & naive person who seems to think that they're invincible and can re-create that pitiful occurrence, whatever it may be...13

Just look at your wretched demeanor!  Look yourself straight in the face, straight into the mirror - long enough to see what it is everyone else sees of you.  Your scummy exterior - and then - when you thought you couldn't stand the sight of your own miserable face any longer - LOOK AGAIN!  Deeper - until you find that loving child that first stepped foot onto this amazing Earth.  And learn to embrace it.  Learn how to embrace that amazing lovable side of your true self.  Even if you have no one else to help you, hold you, show you love...  Show the world you can love.14

It is much more effortless and insensible to show hatred and anger than it is to show love.  You would be more of a fighter a HERO if you learned how to spread love.  Just think of all the many different ways of doing so. And.........15

LEARN TO GET ALONG!  Or you just might miss out on the beauty of diversity along your journey through life.......16

AMEN & PEACE TO YOU ALL! 17