You look me in the eye and dare to lie to me. You make these promises you never intend to keep. You break them again and again and beg for my forgiveness. And I forgive you time and time again. How many times? Two times? Three times? More?
Oh, I don't even know, but you should. You should be counting every time you break my heart so you can brag to all your dumb friends who never cared about you. You can say that you got laid by your pretty girlfriend and she will never break up with you. You can say that you slept with her sister and some guy she only met afterwards. You can say that you can break your promises, as there is little chance that she will ever find out. Yeah, you can say all that. And the sad thing is that every word is true.
So I am idiot? Yes. But I love you and you said that you loved me. And while I do not doubt that [should I?] I am doubting your truthfulness; I am asking why you slept with my sister, who is the only person I trusted for a very long time.
I really don't know what I am supposed to say or who I am to believe. I don't know what I am supposed to do, where I am going, or what the truth is anymore. No one can help me, as they are all as lost as I am.
I didn't know that, you know? I always figured that if I needed help, someone would have to know what was going on and be able to help me. But it turns out that no one knows everything and everyone knows a whole lot of nothing.
Half of what we 'know' is lies.
Like I used to think that I 'knew' you wouldn't cheat on me
I used to know that my family loved me
I used to know that you would never hurt me
But in the end most of this is untrue or up for debate.
I’m not sure where I am going with this. I guess what I want to know is everything, and I want the truth. All I want now is the truth and no one seems to have it. Why is that? Is it because all that we have based our lives on has been faulty and unreal?
Maybe. Probably. But we can never say for sure.
And so I end this and I hope I’ve got you thinking. And, if not, if you are so sure of yourself that you are, right now, dismissing from your mind what you have just read, than you are a waste of my time as you are unwilling to change. And that is okay as well. Be who you want to be, believe what you want to believe and just be happy. Never forget that, whatever you do, be happy.
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okay, i think i fixed all the errors, at least the ones i could find
i am so bipolar, i decided to just submit this one
Please tell me what you think
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no cursing plain and simple and leave god out of it. P.s. i's should be capitalized
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Good, not spelling
rpomiseesrpomiseesrpomisees!!!! HAHAHAHAH!
I DONT KNOW WHO TWO SPELL HMMM>!>!>>
wale
Goo story btw
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what the hell was that all about????.....god damn woman.....holy shit...i don't know.....i liked it and it did make sense, but what the hell....
~The Bitch~
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what was it a bout? i have no clue. i had to re-read it just to know what i had written. i write this stuff, then after i post it i don't know what it says.
i love you more
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seriously, what's with 'the bitch'? you arent a bitch...er...not all the time ^^ luvju~!!
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not a bitch but i am THE BITCH and you are MY BITCH so live with it
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sure, sweetie, we'll let ya believe that lie. that's the best part of believe you know? the lie that is...lol, more random quotes from meh!!^^ well..newho...luvju!! bye....okay,now...no, i lied...juju says hi!! and she's luvju too!!, don't you feel lucky.
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what the fudgcicles???
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10 points to whoever can name the movie where I got this quote.
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oh, you're not courtney, really, need to make you too signs...lol,i thought you were...oh, nvm, i was talking to courtney...lol...sorry...lol *huggles* esta bein..
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