That Girl

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He asked me today. He said no today. I wasn't sure what to say. I mean. I didn't like him before. But maybe now... I didn't know what to say. I mean. I liked him. I guess I'll just have to move on. But, I'm going to the dance, all of my friends are going to be there. So I told him to meet me there. I'm going to the dance. I don't if I have to drag myself there. I want to dance with him.  I came and i was there with all of my friends and yea. and it really seemed as if everyone was watching me. I felt so alone. I came with all of my friends but, it seemed as if everyone saw right through me. I felt so alone. He asked me to dance. But I had to say no. I can't dance with him. He's so....ugh. I asked him to dance. But he said no. I would give anything just to dance with *someone*. ugh. I finally hit the dance floor. literally. that was so embarassing. I fall flat on my face in front of everyone. There were like watching me. I went up to the dance floor. It wasn't very fun. I just leaned against the wall. No one even looked at me. I finally went down to get some pizza and some food. That was the best part of the night. I went and got food and candy. It was nummy. Talked with my friends yea... I got kinda loney. I don't like being popular. it's so tiring. always having to do everything right. and everyone's always watching you. I got kinda lonely. I hate being normal. I never get the guy I want. and Everyone see's right through me. I wish I was normal. I wish I was her. I wish I was popular. I wish I was her.